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    On tour with his band and followed by cameras for a documentary no one really asked for, Lestat de Lioncourt finds himself spiraling—again. Between sold-out shows, backstage highs, and Daniel Molloy’s unflinching interviews, he’s forced to confront the past he’s spent centuries performing his way out of.

    Drugs dull the edges. Music gives it shape. And Louis—still half in, half out of his life—haunts it all like a ghost Lestat keeps inviting back.

    Lestat is telling his side now. Whether it saves him or ruins him remains to be seen.

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    “Don’t worry,” Wade tells him. Summer in the city is blissful, but none of that elation is displayed in the dismal gray sky or the frantic traffic below them. “I’m sure that one day, somebody’ll come to punish me for all the things I’ve done in my life. I just don’t recognize anybody who can.”

    Peter reaches forward. Wraps his fingers around his arm. Holds him to hold him. “But I don’t want your punishment.”

    He wants his health. He wants his happiness. He wants him.

    “I want your recovery. And I don’t-” His grip tightens. “I don’t know how to help you.”

    Wade takes his hand and presses it against his heart.

    “This,” He admits, a smile ghosting across his lips. “This is how.”

    After Doctor Strange’s spell and month after month of starved depression, the last thing Peter needs is Deadpool settling down in Queens with a beyond-the-grave mission from Tony Stark to “find and protect the kid”. Hoping to distract him from finding his identity, he develops an alliance with the mercenary. Then a friendship. Then a crush. With lines getting crossed and connections growing deeper, by the time Peter realizes he's fallen in love, it's far too late to back out.

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    Steve’s never understood why adults always praise him for being a “people person” as if it’s some great accomplishment.

    What, like it’s hard?

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    Or: Steve Harrington is your average American teenager, he just had to work harder than most to learn how to ignore the emotions bumping into him.

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    “I had sex with Eddie,” Steve says to the ceiling. He doesn’t choke around the words, but it’s a near thing.

    It’s quiet. He feels Robin’s fingers go slack around his and has the split-second irrational thought of fuck what if she’s homophobic and then wants to melt into the floor.

    It shouldn’t be this big of a deal. He knows that.


    Steve and Robin have a talk four days after Steve has sex with Eddie Munson.

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    03 Jul 2022

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    (Sequel to Transcendent Suffering. http://archiveofourown.org/works/4961221/chapters/11392429 (This is not a standalone piece, so I highly recommend reading its first installment.))

    Thumbs drifted after tears before Hannibal leaned in to kiss each quivering bead of light, maroon eyes staring at the frightened boy looking out from piercing gaze, voice a soft whisper against lips. “Tell me, Will… was all the boundless beauty of this fallen world etched in the runes of your bones and…” A quiver of pain wavered notes to low hum of quiet. “And…writ to shine through the light of your eyes from birth? Or have you merely allowed me the grace, the honor, and privilege to witness your radiance in the life we have shared? To let me love you all the same?”

    They felt tremors beneath their tangled bodies rooted to the ground.

    “God, please…” Will murmured, a fresh sting of tears welling eyes, lifting them upward and praying for the first time in his life to anything that would listen.

    Take us. Take us both. Just don’t…please don't. Don’t take him from me.

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