12 Bookmarks by cspringlover

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    Charlie Spring is attacked and left with serious injuries, he can't remember what happened or who hurt him, at first.

    He's now able to go back to school and tries to move on from this life altering event, but Nick Nelson is acting suspiciously nice and Ben Hope has stopped ignoring him.

    None of that really matters to Charlie though, it feels like he's drowning and he's not able to swim.

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    42/42
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    14 May 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    finally, after an eternity, charlie opened his eyes. he was met by a completely black and white room. the bright blue stall walls were now gray. his hands were solid white. his sweater vest that had been dark blue had turned a deep gray color. charlie knew what this was, he'd heard about it before, but he was not prepared for it to happen so early.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    8
    Kudos:
    54
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    8
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    1,310

    03 Feb 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Nick has a secret life that he isn't sure he can share with Charlie.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
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    2,666

    27 Jan 2023

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    On any other day, Nick’s first impression would probably be something along the lines of: oh, he’s cute. On that day, however, all he thought was: that’s my seat, bitch.

    AKA: Nick's train gets cancelled and he's very tired.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    150
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    Hits:
    10,850

    25 Jan 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Jane Spring is having one of those days. Julio is in Spain, she has to get a 9-year-old, and 8-year-old, and a 4-month old out the door, and nothing is going right. Thankfully the mother of the little blonde boy Charlie befriended in the waiting room is here to help.

    Diclaimer: I do not have kids. I will probably get things wrong
    Named for one of my favorite books as a little kid

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    14
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    66
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    6
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    937

    23 Jan 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 48

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    Charlie woke up and immediately knew something was off.

    He couldn't quite pinpoint what the feeling was, but he didn't like it. Still, it was a school day, which meant he would just have to tough it out.

    [includes talk of eating disorders]

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
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    416
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    9,860

    21 Jan 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    Charlie has just spoken to his therapist Geoff about wanting to go further with Nick, but still feeling ashamed of his body.
    Nick accidentally walks in on Charlie while he is changing and topless, and Charlie takes the chance to tell Nick how he feels and what he wants. Nick is patient and reassuring.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    21 Jan 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 49

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    After months of fighting it, Charlie gives in to his suicidal thoughts and ends his life. Not wanting to leave Nick alone with his grief, he leaves him behind letters that he can open at different stages of his life.
    The story follows Nick navigating through his loss with each letter.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    99
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    224
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    6,879

    03 Jan 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 43

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    Everyone is the protagonist of their own story, right? But Sai, Otis and Christian are mostly along for the ride of someone else's. What do our rugby lads get up to when they are off screen, and how do they react to the events of canon?

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    414
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    239
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    43
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    3,837

    30 Dec 2022

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    I couldn’t bear it any longer. I gathered him into a tight hug, blanket and all. My cheek pressed against his neck, and I was reminded once again of the heat coming off his skin. “You’re running a temp,” I murmured.

    “Am I?” Charlie said blearily.

    “Yep.” I stroked back his curls and pressed a kiss to his too-warm brow. “You self-sacrificial idiot. What am I going to do with you?”

    When the Truham rugby team is down two players ahead of their upcoming match, Nick turns to Charlie for help. Little does he know, Charlie isn’t feeling too well himself.

    But of course, Charlie agrees to play anyway. And they both have to deal with the consequences.

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    An absolute saga of a sickfic feat. sick!Charlie and later sick!Nick, questionable self-care and a whole lot of cuddles.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
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    548
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    46,831

    06 Dec 2022

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Charlie struggles to eat his dinner that night. He and Nick figure out something new.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    11,569

    06 Dec 2022

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    Still fully embraced in each other’s arms, Charlie ran his fingers through the back of Nick’s hair – which had recently been cut. And Nick took the opportunity to breathe in the scent of Charlie’s hair – which was starting to grow longer. Neither of them picked up on these subtle changes in the moment – too wrapped up in the thrill of just being in each other’s presence again – but those subtle changes were actually proof that they had survived three very difficult weeks apart. Proof that they could be apart without completely falling apart. Proof that there was still room for them to grow, or to change, even if those changes went unnoticed in the moment. Which is good, because there would be many more difficult weeks in their future that they weren’t aware they would need to prepare for.

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    nick does his best to support charlie as he struggles with his mental health. charlie is unaware of the fact that nick's starting to struggle with his own mental health too. it's a long road up to recovery, but they're in this together.

    aka

    a detailed, canon-compliant look into the first six months of charlie's recovery and the impact it has on both nick and charlie.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    220,205
    Chapters:
    45/52
    Comments:
    613
    Kudos:
    661
    Bookmarks:
    171
    Hits:
    43,299

    18 Oct 2022

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