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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Any second now, Soobin was going to look at him and say some shit like be not afraid and Yeonjun was going to have to disappoint him, because he was frozen solid in near terror at just how good Soobin looked.

    Yeonjun is in love with Soobin. Soobin is not looking for a relationship. The winter holidays are taking away all Yeonjun's methods of distracting himself. With their roommates' festive take on meddling thrown into the mix, it goes about as well as you'd expect.

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    21 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Soobin called Yeonjun in tears at 3 o'clock in the night after Christmas, he only needed to say "I'm having the worst week of my life. Can we hang out over the weekend?" for Yeonjun to drop everything and make time for him. "I know just the thing you need. I'm not going to tell you what we'll do, but pack your swimming trunks." When Soobin protested, he simply said "That's what best friends are for, Binnie."

    Best friends.

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    Soobin's life is falling apart and Yeonjun, the best friend that he recently realised his crush on, takes him to the thermal baths to take his mind off things.

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    18 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    "And maybe to work on that cigarette addiction you probably have developed, we should probably try to find other alternatives than lollipops as well because I'm concerned about your blood sugar level and teeth health." He chuckled, as he offered his hand for Yeonjun to stand up from his place.

    Yeonjun did take Soobin's hand. Yet he sat still, unmoving. He gulped as he stared at Soobin, though not on his eyes. 

    "What? You want to alternate the lollipops with my dick?" Soobin joked. But he didn't get a laughter as response, and instead a pair of glossy eyes. He blinked. "Wait, are you serious?"

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    Yeonjun had been distant lately. Soobin was on a mission to find out to help Yeonjun out. He got more than what he bargained for.

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    14 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Don’t tell hyung I told you this but I’m sure he was hoping we would ask Namjoon hyung to be the Santa”

    Yeonjun paused his task of retrieving the various sized santa costumes and turned back to look at Soobin.

    “What? Are you kidding me?”

    Soobin laughed as he shook his head, the words breaking the tense atmosphere that had fallen around them.

    “Well, Seokjin hyung needs to find a different way to snag Namjoon hyung because the Christmas party is just cliche”

    “Well, it is a bit romantic don't you think?”

    -------------------------------------------------- 

    Alternatively, the one in which Yeonjun gets with his office crush and ends up in Santa's lap

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    13 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Walking through the domestic terminal with Yeonjun’s hand in his own felt almost surreal, really sending home the speed in which the last year of their now utterly intertwined lives had passed.

     

    (One year later and Soobin finally has a plus one for Christmas)

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Soobin likes getting spanked.

    Yeonjun likes spanking him.

    This is ok, it's casual and simple - easy. They are having fun together, that's all. Yeonjun can deal with it.

    (Spoiler alert: he can't.)

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    05 Nov 2025

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    Maid dress, the producer had said.

    Cat ears, the producer had added.

    “As punishment, in the next episode of TO DO, Yeonjun will be dressed as a cat maid.”

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    A self-indulgent AU where Yeonjun loses a game in TO DO and has to wear a maid dress. Soobin's sexual fantasies run rampant.

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    03 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 70

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    Yeonjun has a little, very tiny secret; lately, he can't stop reading stories about himself and his bandmate.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    This was it. In the script it says A strange feeling of intimacy. Seulwoo leans forward and he kisses Woohyeon. Lines Soobin hadn’t worried about when studying the script for the chemistry read, but felt like jumping out of his skin with anxiety now. It sure was a strange feeling of intimacy, but one that made him feel extremely ill and unsteady on his feet.

    Yeonjun stepped closer and closer and Soobin had to flex all his core muscles to keep upright and in place in order to fight his instinct to step back. Yeonjun’s gaze dropped to his lips again and tilted his chin up so he was within kissing distance. He was so close now.

    Oh god. Oh no. This wasn't happening.

    12 years after their break-up, Soobin is cast in a romantic comedy alongside his ex, academy award-winning Choi Yeonjun. Will old feelings resurface or will it be just another job for them?

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    29 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    Yeonjun smiled. "I'm serious," stated Yeonjun. "Look, Soobin. This will be horribly wrong if you do it to anybody else, but not to me; never to me. Even if you're going to pin me down and fuck me right now, I really wouldn't mind." The last statement just slipped out of Yeonjun's tongue. He thought he could play it off just like the ultimate, slightly-ridiculous statement of non-judgment, a final reassurance of his unconditional acceptance.

    "Really? Will it be okay if I want to do that?"

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    Yeonjun and Soobin happened to have their morning wood after cuddling all night.

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    24 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    Soobin knew from the first look that Yeonjun meant something more.

    Lust, desire, want, need, everything he spent years running from.

    And then came their debut. And 6 years after, he still runs around Yeonjun's orbit.

    They are friends right? Yeah, until they aren't.

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    Soobin asks Yeonjun to kiss him.

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    19 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 83

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    NEW YORK - DELAYED

    LOS ANGELES - DELAYED

    CHICAGO - DELAYED

    DENVER - DELAYED

    TEXAS - DEL -

     

    “Yes!” Soobin’s head jerked to the left, the lip he had been anxiously gnawing on slipping from between his teeth as he incredulously watched the man standing next to him literally clap as he bounced from foot to foot with joy.

     

    (Strangers Yeonjun and Soobin get snowed in at the airport while trying to make it home for Christmas. They do their best finding a way to pass the time.)

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    04 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 16

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    Soobin hoped that one day it might grow easier, that he would no longer flinch at the members’ teasing or falter in the face of Yeonjun’s nearness, that his heart might finally choose someone more fitting. What astonished him most was how effortlessly Yeonjun remained unattainable, even while standing beside him day after day. Inevitably, they were bound together as members of the same group, yet between them yawned an endless chasm. And for Soobin, the thought of ever daring to cross it carried only one certainty: ruin. His ruin.

    It was simpler, safer, to keep the distance, as he had for years. At least, until the day Yeonjun appeared on his doorstep, uninvited.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    *****

    Yeonjun gets attacked by a mysterious sasaeng fan in public and no one realizes he's deliberately being targeted until it keeps happening. At first Yeonjun hides the fact that he’s been cursed, confused and scared because his body now turns into a girl when splashed with cold water, while warm water turns him back into a man.

    Once Yeonjun reveals his condition to them Soobin finds himself intensely attracted to Yeonjun’s female form. Because, duh, he's straight. Even though he’s always felt this way about him...which was a huge problem before, and now it's not.

    Except Yeonjun keeps making it a problem.

    What's even worse is that Yeonjun himself doesn't seem to think there's a problem.

    Both of them struggle to deal with the curse and their feelings until the day the sasaeng finally decides to complete the final stage of their plans.

    *****

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    23 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 32

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    "Let me get that straight—your mage besties turned into toddlers because they've accidentally drank from unlabeled bottles that looked like ordinary juice bottles?" Dino summarized what Yeonjun told them and the mage nodded grimly.

    "You know for mages, they sure aren't mage—ing." Changbin said, amused.

    "You can say they're stupid, it's okay." Yeonjun huffed, stressed on the events that transpired. "I'll probably give them some good hexing once they turn back to their original selves."

    "Why not now?" Wooyoung asked as three heads turned to him.

    "Jung Wooyoung—they're children!" Dino smacked him on the back of his head earning a grunt from the merman. "I'm sure they will probably learn not to drink unlabeled bottles in the future."

    "Wait—what are we doing here again?" Wooyoung asked.

    "I need you three to look after them for a few hours—Soobin and I need to drop by the Institute to ask help to turn them back as soon as possible."

     

    —Yeonjun wanted to ace his Alchemy project. He didn't expect to accidentally turn his best friends into toddlers — or fall even harder for the one person he could never have.

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    13 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 49

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    After endless months of touring, hectic comebacks and busy schedules, the members decide to take a two week long break to a getaway vacation in Spain, remote and far enough from civilization that they can truly rest. Completely extra-official. No managers. No BigHit staff or cameras. No programs or acting gigs.

    For the first time, it’s just them as five.

    It’s exciting, and exactly what they’d needed. It just didn’t occur to Yeonjun it could also be the breaking point for him and Soobin, after years of toeing around their fragile friendship, used to walking on eggshells. It never occurred to him this kind of freedom was just dangerous enough. The ideal ecosystem for Yeonjun to let his guard down and let him in again, crumbling down the walls he’d had to build with blood and sweat for years, and then opening up the door he’d thought he’d lost the key to ages ago.

    Throughout fifteen days, Yeonjun and Soobin begin growing closer together again, making them question whether their past convictions would hold true if they were to get a taste of each other once more.

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    09 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 72

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    All of him aches when he looks at Soobin and wants so badly to just hold his hand, give him an innocent kiss for good luck before the show. His heart twists knowing that if he did, Soobin would blush and push him away, scramble to distance himself, look around frantically to check if anyone saw. When they were getting dressed, Yeonjun had come up behind him, wrapping an arm around his waist and kissing his cheek. His only intention was to tell him good luck on stage tonight, tell him how handsome he looked, but before he said a word of it, Soobin shrugged him off and moved away, blushing. “Not here, hyung,” he’d said before turning his back on Yeonjun entirely.

    Logically, Yeonjun knows Soobin is just being safe, that he has a lot of anxiety about showing affection.

    But it stings.

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    24 Jun 2025

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    You look good. Soobin’s text reads. Trying to impress someone else tonight?

    I might, yeah, Yeonjun replies, and ponders upon it for a second. Will you get jealous?

    Yeonjun is giving mixed signals; he knows. But who cares if Soobin is jealous, right? They had sex once, and that was it. He’s not hiding his promiscuity, and the fact that he’s trying to get Soobin’s hand on his stupid dick again, but his head still spins when Soobin’s reply lands: Do you want me to?

    Does Yeonjun want him to? He’s afraid to find out the answer. Yeonjun stares at the screen and muses on a coherent reply, but he’ll soon forget, because Soobin sends an attachment. It’s a meme of a cat biting the hand of a guy playing video games. GIVE ME ATTENTION, the text underneath the meme reads, in a bold, thin San-serif font. You, Soobin says. Yeonjun is trying very hard not to smile.

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    23 Jun 2025

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    It's the unforeseen circumstances that force Soobin to return to his hometown.

     

    But it's the unexpected sight of his long lost childhood best friend that changes everything.

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    15 Jun 2025

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    “Is there a reason you’re holding your breath, Yeonjun-ssi?” The blonde questioned, tilting his head slightly as he looked at the man.

    “Uh..” What a dumb question. It was obviously because the doctors large, veiny, downright beautiful hand was up his shirt at that very moment and making his head spin. “N-No reason.”

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    13 Jun 2025

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