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    soobin stares at him with a fond look in his eyes, his silly antics never fail to bring a smile to soobin’s lips, “are you happy?” he finds himself blurting out.

    yeonjun startles and turns around to look at soobin. he blinks in confusion, “what?”

    soobin purses his lips in thought. he wants this man more than anything, doesn’t want to let him go. but, more than that, he wants him to be genuinely happy, “does he make you happy?” he clarifies.

    yeonjun’s eyes widen in surprise at the unexpected question, “yeah, i…” the microwave beeps, signaling that it’s done, but he doesn’t turn towards it. instead, he smiles, even if a bit unsure, and says, “i think he actually could.” he silently confesses.

    or; the one where soobin finds himself stuck in the middle, between his feelings for yeonjun and yeonjun’s feelings for the man he wants to date

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    11 Jun 2025

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    "Soobin? What are you doing here?"

    The man in question gives him a look. “I can hear your kid screaming from outside.”

    Yeonjun’s chest aches a little, but he tries not to let it show, instead opting for a more annoyed reaction.

    “Sorry,” he starts, a bit miffed, “I’ve only had her for two weeks, she wasn’t really planned, was she?”

    A small smile crawls up the sides of Soobin face, and Yeonjun berates the loser side of him that’s embarrassingly charmed.

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    11 Jun 2025

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    “Soobin-hyung has had sex,” Beomgyu says.

    Yeonjun’s happily drunk thoughts, which had been drifting off to consider Flirting 101 with Yeonjun as a pitch for a show to management - name to be workshopped - abruptly hit a wall.

    “…What?”

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    09 Jun 2025

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    Soobin thinks the university librarian is gorgeous. What better way to get his attention than accidentally checking out a book on how to draw...sex positions?

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    08 Jun 2025

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    “How often do you do it?” Soobin asks, his voice dry enough to be a whisper. “Imagining it’s me?”

    The thing about Yeonjun is that he picks up immediately. He knows the inflection in Soobin’s tone—a subtle suggestion of what he just pictured in his head. Yeonjun finally meets Soobin’s gaze, and this time it’s with a teasing glint in his eye.

    "Wouldn't you like to know," Yeonjun smirks, and there's something devilishly playful in the way he leans into Soobin's ear to say it, teeth grazing over Soobin’s earlobe. He nips the flesh, guiding it with his tongue until it rests against his lips. Then he kisses it. The soft smack resounds in the silence of this room, leaving Soobin breathless and warm. Toes curling. Shoulders hunching. "What if I fuck myself every night, thinking about you and your big cock?”

     

    Or: Four months into their new relationship, Soobin and Yeonjun try anal sex for the first time. Cue every emotion in the universe, ever.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    “Come on Soobin, it’ll be fun!”

    Beomgyu whined, high-pitched voice ringing through the air. It grated at Soobin’s nerves, his patience running thin fast.

    “Yeah, Soobin-hyung, what, are you scared?”

    Kai chimed in from his place on the couch, giggling as he shared a look with Beomgyu.

    Soobin took a deep breath, running his hand through his hair, pushing his bangs back from where they were falling into his eyes. He really didn’t want to deal with this stupidity right now, he had four projects due in the next few days and yet his “friends” somehow decided it was the perfect time to summon a demon.

    or: Soobin, against his better judgment, agrees to summon a demon with his friends. It's not like anything would really happen, right?

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    05 Jun 2025

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    If anyone asked, Soobin wouldn't be able to say why it makes him pause. To hear Yeonjun in such a clearly intimate moment is inappropriate at the very best. At worst, it's downright invasive. Still, Soobin sits perched on the edge of his mattress, frozen.

    Or; Soobin overhears Yeonjun getting laid and single-handedly kickstarts his own quarter-life crisis over it.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    There is a name on his wrist, stark against his skin.

    The black characters are clear and unmistakable: Choi Yeonjun.

    Soobin swears.

    All idols wear soulbands around their wrists to hide their soulmate’s name: as idols there’s an expectation to be single and appear forever-attainable so that their fans can wonder what name is written on their wrist and believe that there’s a chance it could be their own.

    Soobin gave up on a future with a soulmate when he became an idol. He never expected to get a soulmark — and then he did.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    Yeonjun is campus royalty—hot, chaotic, and slutty with a PhD in teasing. Soobin is quiet, nerdy, and allergic to eye contact. When Yeonjun decides to try something new, he doesn’t expect the awkward otaku to have some serious meat and enough game to break his back—literally, that and then some

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    02 Jun 2025

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    this is wiiiiild

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    reactance theory (n) - a model stating that in response to a perceived threat to or loss of a behavioral freedom, a person will experience psychological reactance—a motivational state characterized by distress, anxiety, resistance, and the desire to restore that freedom. According to this model, when people feel coerced into a certain behavior, they will react against the coercion, often by demonstrating an increased preference for the behavior that is restrained, and may perform the behavior opposite to that desired.

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    Choi Yeonjun—psychology major, stoner, not-virgin, and button-pusher—loves to get inside people's heads. Choi Soobin—STEM major, good boy, virgin, and pushover—happens to be one of those people.

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    01 Jun 2025

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    “You have a beautiful voice, hyung,” Soobin tells him, looking at him softly. There’s a hint of adoration to his gaze that breaks Yeonjun’s walls wide open.

    “Soobin,” Yeonjun whispers, pushing his voice out and feeling it crack in his throat from years of disuse.

    Soobin’s hand freezes in Yeonjun’s hair.

    Yeonjun hasn’t spoken in six years. That is, until Soobin walks into their dorm room.

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    31 May 2025

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    Every time Soobin has his eyes on him, Yeonjun feels like he’s made out of a thin, opalescent glass. Completely fucking transparent. The waves crash behind them, in and out, whoops and hollers of rowdy youth, the heat radiating off the fire, suffocating. Soobin’s eyes look right through him.

    He can feel his heartbeat, strong and fast against his ribcage.

    Another lollipop.

    A moment of silence, and then, “What flavor?”

    He watches the flames lick up the logs in the pit, slowly eating away at their casing.

    “Strawberry.”

    (OR: Yeonjun is forced back into his hometown after being kicked out of university and a brief stint in rehab only to find that the boy he used to bully in high school grew up into everything he's ever needed)

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    28 May 2025

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    Cackling like a maniac, Beomgyu was perched on his and Soobin’s ratty couch with a pen and notebook in his hands. He was watching Soobin, who was crouched on the floor where their couch table would usually sit, holding onto a mop and…moving.

    No, not moving, grinding against the mop. Humping, even.

    What the fuck, Yeonjun thought.

    “What the fuck“, he said out loud.

    Soobin whipped around, eyes wide and rapidly going a deep, dark red.

    “Hyung“, he breathed, voice feeble, "I thought you‘d be home late?“

    “I am.“ He stared some more, hoping the scene would start to make more sense the longer he looked. It didn’t. With another sigh, he gave in: “What are you doing?”

     

    OR Beomgyu is writing fanfic, but his smut leaves...something to be desired. Somehow, Soobin and Yeonjun get roped into demonstrating certain positions for him – and Yeonjun is forced to own up to the feelings he's been harboring for his best friend.

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    26 May 2025

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    «His sister laughed quietly, across the table from him. She took a glance at the other people. “I met Soobin’s boyfriend today.”

    What. Who? Soobin’s what?
    “My who?” She seemed like she didn’t care for the fact that her brother was having an aneurysm in front of her. “Noona- Noona, what are you talking about?!”
    She went on, as if she hadn’t just said the weirdest thing ever, “Yeah, he’s such a fine man, you should all meet him. He was so kind to me, too. He lives right next door from Soobin, can you imagine?” Soobin felt his eyes grow twice their size.

    “Yeonjun hyung?”»

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    Soobin's sister seems convinced that her little brother is dating his hot neighbor, Yeonjun. The problem is: Soobin hasn't even come out to his family. Nonetheless, they seem excessively fine with the idea of him dating Yeonjun, to the point that there is no other option but asking him to fake-date Soobin.
    It's a mess.

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    24 May 2025

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    After their latest variety show, Yeonjun felt humiliated. Not because he went the farthest in the infamous pepero game—far from it—but because he backed out like a flustered schoolboy the second things got too close. He told himself it was just for fun. No big deal. No feelings. No meaning. So why did it feel like he’d failed some kind of invisible test?

    Choi Yeonjun, a prude? Not quite. He was just… momentarily spiraling over a five-second variety show bit like it was a life-altering moment. The realization that maybe intimacy wasn’t some sacred, untouchable thing left him rattled. What if casual kisses and impulsive touches weren’t dirty little secrets, but just another way people connect? Honestly. Comfortably. Without fear.

    So who better to ask for help than Soobin who made it all look easy, played along without pushing too far, laughed without flinching, and knew how to slow things down. He was warm. Safe. A sure thing.

    The next pepero stick wouldn’t stand a chance. But neither would Yeonjun’s heart.

    Or, after getting absolutely owned by Huening Kai during a game, Yeonjun cannot stop thinking about it. Desperate to shake the embarrassment, he turns to someone who’s always been safe: Soobin.

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    19 May 2025

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    Yeonjun, clueless, turns around, “What? I thought we were getting our sex-on,”

     

    Soobin groans, embarrassed, “We can do that with our clothes on!! We're just practicing!! And, don’t call it that!”

     

    “What, you shy?” Yeonjun huffs, walking over to Soobin, “you’ve seen me naked before, Soobinnie~” he teases with a cheeky smile.

     

    Soobin swallows thickly. He’s not wrong. Although…

     

    “Yeah! But never in the context of—“ he bites his lip “— getting our sex-on!” he whispers the last part.

     

    Or where Yeonjun's unconventional teaching methods land them in a rather sticky situation.

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    12 May 2025

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    Yeonjun doesn't know what hurts more.

    The fact that he didn't know about it? Or that he was the last to know?

     

    or where Soobin gets a girlfriend and suddenly, Yeonjun doesn't know what to do with himself.

     

    Umami : Pleasant and lingering (taste)

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    03 May 2025

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    Confused and mildly concerned by the amount of yelling that was currently happening in the living room, Soobin pulled off his headphones with a frown. It sounded like Beomgyu’s voice, which wasn’t all that unusual. Kai’s high-pitch squeals joined the mix, followed by the front door slamming. Soobin heard something about “the neighbors” before he finally decided to venture out from his bedroom.
    Beomgyu was standing on the couch in the middle of the living room, holding up a single piece of paper in front of him like something from The Lion King. Kai, his partner in chaos, was staring up at him in rapture, like that piece of paper held the secrets of the universe. Taehyun, Soobin’s only semi-responsible roommate, was making sure that the front door was fully closed to prevent any potential noise complaints.

    “Uh,” Soobin said, interrupting the hush that had fallen over the room when he emerged. “What’s going on? Is everything okay?”
    “I finally found it,” Beomgyu answered cryptically, jumping down off of the sofa. It made an ominous squeaking noise. “Yeonjun hyung's hookup tier list.”

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    12 Apr 2025

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    Soobin and Yeonjun are forced to fake a relationship. Gradually, the line between what is a show and what is real blurs, and the tension becomes unbearable. Unable to sort their feelings, their mixed signals lead to a love affair as passionate as it is messy. Their recklessness escalates to threaten their entire career. But they just can't quit. Follows real events/canon txt.

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    11 Apr 2025

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    “No!” Kai wails after Soobin drags their characters off a cliff for the third time because he’s trying to hold Yeonjun’s hand while playing.

    Beomgyu passes behind the couch and flicks the back of Soobin’s head. “Stop making the kid cry.”

    Even Yeonjun can’t take it anymore. He laughs under his breath and tips his forehead to Soobin’s temple. “Just let Beomgyu take over for you, Binnie.”

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    “Hm?” Yeonjun can’t help but smile up at him. His boyfriend is just too cute. “What does Binnie want?”

    Soobin frowns and nips at Yeonjun’s bottom lip. He seems to deliberate for a few seconds before saying, the sounds sticking together like bubblegum, “Wanna fuck you.”

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    07 Apr 2025

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