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    “What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”

    “And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”

    or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hell yeah

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Dean’s chest had started doing that thing. The tight thing. The don’t you dare thing.

    Cas reached into his pocket.

    “Dean Winchester,” Cas said, reverent as a prayer and stubborn as a vow, “will you marry me?” Of course Cas had beaten him to it. Of course he’d planned a whole thing.

    Dean eventually managed, eloquently, “You son of a bitch.”

    Then he turned and bolted.

    ___________________

    A look into a few of the birthdays of Dean Winchester, the family he has and the family that he's made. A soft landing to a hard life.

    Could be read stand-alone from Part 1 but the emotional payoff it is better with the full context.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    heaving, crying

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    07 Feb 2026

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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    05 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this fucks so hard

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    01 Feb 2026

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    HEEHEHEHEH IRHFIDHFHRHHR MMM OKAY

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    canonverse - Cas and Dean retire and raise baby Jack

    you’re fooling yourself is the main story, I will add oneshots and other stories as i write them.

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    31 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful series

  7. Public Bookmark 96

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    Jack's first four birthdays in snippets!

     

    Dean and Cas being dads and throwing Jack birthdays cause it's what they deserve

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    31 Jan 2026

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    cried

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel retire from hunting to raise baby Jack. Dean struggles to allow himself the things he truly wants.

    Jack is two, Castiel and Dean are idiots, and Sam's gotta solve everyone's problems.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    oh my god…my shayla…

  9. Public Bookmark 83

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    Dean grabs a bottle of whiskey in the good but relatively cheap range. By now, he knows Castiel's tastes. "No luck tonight?"

    "You could say that. At least no one threw a drink in my face."

    This is actually a thing that has happened, no less than three times. It never stops being hilarious.

    "Can I ask you a question?" The words pop out of Dean's mouth unbidden but Castiel just shrugs. "Why do you keep showing up here? Plenty of people ask you out but you never seem interested, so why even go?"

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “I don’t know what I expected,” she continued. “Maybe if it had only been about sex…” she paused, glancing around the room. Dean ducked out of view, just in time. When Daphne spoke again, her voice was lowered, “But even then, I don’t think it would have worked. Between you and me, he’s not as good at it as Castiel was.”

    What. The. Fuck?

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    In which Dean sets out to prove that he's better at sex than Castiel, all the while insisting that he's straight. Really.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    bro

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    Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.

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    The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes. 

    "Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me." 

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    19 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    aww

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    From the top of his 29 years-old, Castiel Novak has everything he could ever wish for. His band has been successful enough for the past decade that he's traveled the world several times, can have anyone he wants in bed every night, and can fund his sins without a blink of an eye. On top of that, he has plenty of friends and some resemblance of a family left.

    That’s until Castiel’s twin brother dies in a tragic car accident, leaving him the sole legal guardian of Jack, his 2-year-old nephew, and Claire, his 7-year-old niece. Castiel has always been a great uncle, but there’s a difference between being the cool uncle they see once a week, and being a parent. How is he supposed to deal with this, on top of his own grief, and to keep the band and what’s linked to it running?

    Enter Dean Winchester, experienced personal assistant who's basically seen it all already. But will he be enough to keep Cas clean, and his new family safe?

    Between growing friendships that blossom into something else, maintaining sobriety and making sure the kids are happy and cared for, what could go wrong?

    Everything.

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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ok ig

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    When Lucifer stabbed Cas the day Jack was born, Dean's hail-mary to save his best friend had unintended consequences. The aftereffects leave Dean reeling as he realizes the life he knew was over. Being forced to slowly rebuild on an unexpected path and trying to be a normal human with a fallen angel and the newborn he didn't want has been rough but it may just be the very thing he was looking for.

    Sam thought he knew what was happening in Dean’s life pretty well. They talk regularly but when he visits the house that Dean, Cas, and now toddler Jack have been living in for over two years, Sam wonders if things are what he thought during his week long vacation with Eileen. Sam thought it was just two best friends raising a kid but now...

    Maybe these two brothers can discover what happiness for the older Winchester brother and Heaven's most rebellious angel is through the highs and lows of this new, ordinary life. Hopefully, they all figure it out together through small deeds and acts of kindness and love.

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    13 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    brochacho ive invested hours of sleepless nights to read this

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    Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.

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    Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?

    Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.

    It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    LMFOAOAOAOOAI

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    He doesn't know who to blame anymore, who's at fault at the root of everything. It's Dad. It's Mom. It's Mary, and it's John. It's Dean, at the end of the day. What do the roots matter when the tree is on fire? 

    "I don't want to be the Dean you wanted me to be," Dean tells her quietly. 

    Mary swallows. "Don't worry, you're not." 

    "What's he like? That Dean." 

    "Just like you." 

    "Then what's the difference?" 

    "He never lost his mom."

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    06 Jan 2026

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    boy im gonna SHOOTMYSELF

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    The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.

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    Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.

    Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either. 

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    06 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    brah😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  17. Public Bookmark 25

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    “does this feel as crazy to you as it does to me?” lando asked, pacing back and forth in his hotel room with such anxious fervour he thought he might wear a hole through the carpet. he shook his head slightly. “who am i kidding, of course it does.”
    there was no response, obviously, as lando was talking to thin air.

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    Lando Norris and Oscar Piastri are both F1 drivers for Mclaren. Their teammates are both Pato O’Ward. They race on the same tracks, on the same days, year in-year out. They’ve never met, though, because they exist in two separate versions of reality. But Lando’s life is getting seriously weird… like maybe the veil between the two of them is beginning to fray.

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    05 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 49

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    Oscar Piastri,  Unknown Number
    18 February 2025 9:46am


    Unknown
    u excited for later??

     

    Oscar
    Who is this?

    Unknown
    lando
    like
    ur teammate

    ~

    Or, if a championship battle isn't stressful enough, why not add feelings into the mix?

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    29 Jun 2025

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    “Oh my god,” Lando whispers, voice hoarse. “Oh my god, did we fuck?”

    “What?” Oscar shoots upright.

    “Wait, no, pretend I didn’t say that. I’m a man. A straight man who likes women. Of course we didn’t fuck, that’d be insane.” His words are too rushed to be anywhere near believable.

    Oscar blinks slowly. “Do you—Do you actually want me to pretend I didn’t hear it, or can I ask why you think we fucked?”

    Or: Oscar and Lando navigating the messy experience of falling in love in a sport where being queer isn't really an option.

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    29 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    Allison Cameron is a first-year med student in Florida. Remy Hadley is a mysterious girl in her Advanced Anatomy and Physiology class. Cameron can't stop thinking about her.
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    Cameron is a closeted lesbian slash party girl and she shares a class with the hottest woman she's ever seen in her life.
    Title: Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan

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    17 Jun 2025

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