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Dazai doesn't have a problem with eating.
He just doesn't like it very much.
The Agency disagrees, but they don't know his habits like he does.
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- Part 1 of bsd is my suffering sandbox
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Dazai sees the way Kunikida stares.
He sees the way Yosano keeps an almost obsessive record of her medicines and bandages, razors and scalpels.
He sees the way Atsushi has begun to turn his head as Dazai walks in, eyes always lingering on the bandages wrapped around his wrists and burning into the skin under.
He feels Ranpo's burning gaze, making his skin itch and burn as if there were a thousand ants crawling under his skin.
He sees Kyoka's too dark, too knowing eyes that bore into his chest till he is certain she has seen all his jagged edges and the void within him.
He sees the receptionists' careful actions, apprehensive words.
He feels the president's heavy, prodding gaze.
He fears.
They see too much, too clearly.
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- Part 2 of bsd is my suffering sandbox
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Sometimes, death is a greater mercy than life can ever provide. You cannot save everyone, especially if they do not want to be saved. If someone's life only served to grind them to dust, by saving their life, are you really doing the right thing?
Dazai's latest suicide attempt brings him closer to death than ever before; Kunikida is the poor fool who has to drag him back to life.
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Chapters 1 and 2 are describing the same event, simply from Dazai's POV and then Kunikida's POV.
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- Part 3 of bsd is my suffering sandbox
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“I…No, it's fine.” A sigh. “I guess I don't actually want to send it to them. I think I just wanted to use the excuse of a letter…to let out everything I couldn't bear to say to them face to face. That's all.”
As if able to sense Dazai's confusion, Odasaku begins to elaborate. “It's like buried feelings, or things I'd never truly admit to them; things I'd never really be able to muster the courage to tell them, through speech or otherwise. The letter is meant to hold these feelings and words for me, so they can stop weighing on my mind. In a way, I'm letting these things go.”
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Maybe Odasaku lied, because writing all those letters didn’t help with his heaviness at all. It only made him sick with regret. It only forced him into periods of obsessive writing, editing, rewriting, scrapping… It only served to eat him whole. But for some reason, Dazai couldn’t stop. It didn’t matter, anyways. Dazai had been a dead man, a ghost, these four years, so why did it matter if he’d wasted away toiling over letters to a fellow ghost? It didn’t matter at all.
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- Part 4 of bsd is my suffering sandbox
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I know he can see me. I know he’ll catch me. It is only a matter of time.
There is no hope. There is no escape.
The Blood God destroys all, and once he begins to hunt you, you won’t make it out alive.
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bsd fics centered around mental illness, tragedy or general pain & angst
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Puzzles Made of Broken Glass by thatcuriouscat for ramblingwildrose, TheMaidenOfWords
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
06 Oct 2025
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Sherlock Holmes retreats to his Mind Palace to think, to problem-solve. Superman has his Fortress of Solitude, reportedly.
9-and-five-sixths-year-old Tim Drake has his Blanket Fortress.Timmy Drake’s parents go missing.
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03 Nov 2025
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Fire, and gasoline, burnt rubber and smoke filled his nostrils, the scent of failure filled his lungs. He didn’t make it in time, he’d found Jason Todd among the rubble, beaten and broken; parts sticking out at odd angles, a stillness that didn’t suit his boy. His second son. His Robin.
The opportunity had come by accident, no more dead Robins, a hole punched in the fabric of time, and a father who didn’t want to see his son blown to high heaven.
COMPLETED
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- Part 2 of BatFamily
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31 Oct 2025
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“What exactly do you mean by that, Mr. Drake-Wayne!? Is this you confirming the allegations?”
At that, Tim’s brow furrowed deeply. His lips parted, and he tilted his gaze just slightly upward, letting the streetlight catch his cheekbones in the most cinematic way possible. He looked like a teen actor playing Hamlet in a school production.
Jason slapped a hand over his face. He’s doing a bit he thought. The little psycho’s doing a bit on live TV.
“W-well,” Tim began, stammering just enough to sound authentic, “as long as all of me and my siblings have known him, Bruce has always had a very… special relationship with… someone that he sponsors. We all thought–
My siblings and I thought he just couldn’t bring himself to talk about it in public. With how complicated everything was.”
The reporter startled, nearly fumbling the mic. “I’m sorry, what exactly are you implying—”
(Or, Time Drake wakes up and decides to ruin Bruce's day. Jason Todd wakes up and decides to ruin Bruce's whole life.)
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31 Oct 2025
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The Lone Ranger Never Had to Deal with Bruce Wayne by theskeptileptic
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
27 Nov 2023
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Tim is an independent, clever, and super mature eleven-year-old. Unfortunately, his dopey neighbor, Bruce, can’t seem to understand that.
When he decides to disappear on a “solo camping trip” and run away to Canada, he figures it’s the perfect plan that will make everybody happy. He didn’t expect the Waynes would tag along with him and ruin everything.
A six-chaptered tale filled with identity shenanigans, s’mores, soon-to-be-brothers, and a kid who is in desperate need of a new family.
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Tim's Sadness-Banishing To-Do List by SmallFeathersBecomingWings
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
21 Apr 2025
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Batman is not allowed to be sad. Luckily, when 9-year-old Tim hacks into the Batcomputer, he finds a to-do list of things to fix in the form of an Excel Spreadsheet conveniently labeled Reasons I Am Sad.xlsx. Tim does not realize that this is the equivalent of writing a letter that you never intend to send, and he starts to check things off the list because he thinks he's helping. Some of them will require him to be older, or at least taller and have better hand dexterity, but he can start knocking some of them out now!
Inspired by a Tumblr post that can be found here: https://apparently-possessed.tumblr.com/post/778871042348318720/unpretty-unpretty-unpretty-well. Note: The original post has lines about Tim, Jason, Damian, ect. For the purposes of this fic, just assume that the post has a snapshot of the file from a later point in time than the file Tim is currently looking at. Bruce has just recently adopted Jason.
Day 111 of Birdwatchers 365 Challenge - "Jewel"
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30 Oct 2025