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    At some point their relationship got fucked up enough that Ilya helps wax Shane’s pubes when they’re in town together, instead of doing normal couple things like watching Iron Chef or having brunch. Ilya thinks it started happening around, after the time he had to beg Shane not to bleach his asshole but before they both started peeing while taking showers together. “I just want a clean slate,” he tells Ilya very seriously, but they come to a compromise that he should keep something short and trimmed above his dick. Ilya, on the other hand, is under strict instruction to never touch any of his pubic hair, lest Shane have nothing to hold on to when he’s working the head with the back of his throat, so it’s kind of a shock when he says, “We should wax your ass too.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov gets fisted.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Despite the *obvious* interest on both their parts (standing naked under a shower makes it hard to hide certain feelings) Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov don’t hook up after the CCM shoot. A few years later, when they’re both Captains of their respective teams, Ilya comes out as bisexual. Shane immediately makes his move to lock down the boy he’s had a crush on all this time, before it’s too late. After a surprise at a post-game press conference and a challenge from the Raiders, Shane has to convince Ilya he is serious about having a real relationship in front of professional hockey and the entire internet. Will it work? There’s only one way to find out!

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    14 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    “If I wanted to explore things with men. Would that be okay?” Luca asks, wringing his hands in front of his body with nerves.

    “You are asking me, if it's okay for you to explore with men? Of course, it is.” Shane wonders if this is an ESL moment for Luca or actually what he wants to ask.

    “No, I mean,” he huffs trying to find the right words, “would it be okay to explore with you. You and Ilya, maybe?” Luca is looking at him, so open, so vulnerable and Shane can’t help but smile at him.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Lily: i am alive

    Lily: hurt

    Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice

    Lily: i want you

    Lily: my hands miss yours

    or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    12 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    Now an official couple, Shane and Ilya have three meals together and with others.

    Set in the middle of, immediately after, and some time after the epilogue of Into the Blue.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    With the first overall selection of the 2010 NHL draft, the New York Admirals are proud to select Shane Hollander.
     

    “Ah, New York! New York is nice, yes?”

    “Uh, yeah, I guess. I haven’t really spent much time there. Yet, I guess.”

    “I am also moving to New York.”

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    On the night of the NHL draft, Shane Hollander goes to the gym. Ilya Rozanov may not be a hockey player, but somehow he is there, in Shane’s orbit, in New York, under his skin.

    Or, how more proximity can turn a fuck buddy into a best friend, but falling in love is always hard.

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    11 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    As far as the Centaurs are concerned, Luca Haas is a sweet, shy and well-behaved team member who happens to be dating their captain and his husband. No one expects him to react the way he does when Ilya jokes about kissing a rookie from another team.

    aka,
    The centaurs know about Luca dating Shane and Ilya, but they had no idea how much he matched their freak when it came to being possessive over them.

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    08 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 30

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    Welcome to part 4, Shane's heat fic! Featuring tooth-rotting fluff, smut, unrealistic refractory periods, and an accidental sprinkle of actual plot?? Whoops.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Cats are known to sensing when something is wrong with their owner. Their human.
    So when Shane and Ilya's cat, which never like affection, suddenly started loving on Shane, Ilya began searching the internet for answer.
    And that answer was cancer.

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    04 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 78

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    Ilya Rozanov is tired. Tired of pretending he isn't an omega. Tired of pretending Shane Hollander isn't his alpha. Tired of pretending he isn't sick.
    Years of suppressant abuse have left him barely hanging on. And when his secret comes out, recovery is no longer an option - if he wants to keep playing, it's required. On the edge of losing everything he's built, he spirals. But he's not alone, and his friends will do their best to make sure he knows that.
    Alternatively - how to rebuild a life you actually like, by Ilya Rozanov.
    Sequel to somebody notice how i'm trying.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Omegas don't play in the MLH, so Ilya Rozanov isn't one. But when his suppressants fail at the worst time, he's forced to rely on the man who should be his worst enemy - Alpha golden boy Shane Hollander.
    He's been hiding who he is for years, pushing it down beneath the weight of the expectations on his shoulders. Shane wants to show him he doesn't have to hide anymore.

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    04 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 47

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    Post-heat reunion. Luca had a pretty calm heat, all things considered. But he was not about to pass up the opportunity for Ilya and Shane to come take care of him once they got home. How are our boys feeling after having spent the heat apart - how much of the desperation they feel to be close is hormonal and how much is a sign of something bigger?

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    01 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 50

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    Part 2 of my A/B/O Hollanovaas series. It's time to let Yuna and David in on the secret. The boys talk about it in the aftermath to an...interesting end.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Three years into Shane's position on the Centaurs, he's settled into a lot of new truths. 1) He was on a team with his husband, who loved him more than anything. 2) He had an amazing team, primarily made up of Alphas and Betas who were unlike any others he'd met. 3) He was finally feeling comfortable in his own designation as an Omega, partially because 4) Luca Haas had become one of his dearest friends. The younger Omega had slotted so cleanly into his and Ilya's lives that it felt like he'd always been there. But the lines between friendship and pack have begun to blur, and Shane's not all that sure he wants to resolidify them - not if it means losing the opportunity to keep the other Omega in a much more permanent way.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    3 times Luca Haas calls Shane Hollander 'Daddy' as a joke and 1 time he takes it very seriously.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Following a failed (but very fun) attempt to lock Ilya in chastity, Shane puts every effort into ensuring that the second try goes off without a hitch.

    And with a desperate, pleading Ilya at his fingertips, the world is absolutely Shane's oyster.

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    31 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya's rut arrived early and Shane is trying to get to the cottage before Ilya jumps his bones.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    He watches Hollander’s eyes track over the laundry detergent sitting on a shelf, the amount in the hamper and back to the machine, and it’s as obvious as if he’s got a little thought bubble actually hovering above his head— “you want to start a load of laundry,” he says, snickering a little.

    “It’s just— we’re on the road again in two days, and all my normal stuff is dirty,” Shane says, reaching for the hamper and sifting through to grab only the lighter colors.

    “Okay,” Ilya says. He’s still hard, and he presses a hand to the bulge under his pants, ostentatious, a blatant display as Hollander turns to look at him. “You do your household chore in middle of sexy hookup. I will go get naked and lie in your bed, and if you can tear yourself away, maybe you get there in time for me to get inside you before I come.”

    Hollander’s eyes darken, flickering down to Ilya’s hand pressed against his groin. “Uh. Give me like. Thirty seconds. A minute.”

    And, indeed, it can’t be longer than a minute later that Hollander is naked and climbing on top of Ilya on the bed, the low rumble of the washing machine providing a soundtrack to their embrace.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is happier than he’s ever been and it’s all due to Jane. And yet, for some reason that Cliff can’t fathom, he refuses to propose to her. Cliff’s had enough. Rozy is going to buy a ring today.

    Cue Ilya buying a men’s engagement ring.

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    29 Aug 2026

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