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    Ilya Rozanov has to spend 5 to 6 hours on a plane with someone he does NOT want to sit next to.

    Ilya has missed his flight from Montreal to Los Angeles for his next game with the Centaurs.
    Why?
    You know. You know.
    Now, he's sitting in first class next to someone who knows too much about him and CAN'T know more.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    31 May 2026

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    the only fic to have ever made me sob into my pillow. ilya is alive, ILYA IS ALIVE

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    Shane Hollander has a hot husband, a home gym, and a competence kink.

    He buys a surveillance camera.

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    Shane watches Sweaty Daddy Ilya Rozanov work out and Ilya happily obliges...once he finds out.

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    28 May 2026

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    “Don’t they still hurt, Ilya?

    “I should not. I can hurt—”

    “What about here? You have fed from here before,” Shane asks, a mischievous look in his eyes, as he brings Ilya’s hand up to rest on the outer part of his shoulder.

    Fed, God, it makes him feel like a child that needs to be taken care of. Lazy, cannot even catch his own food—

    “Let me help,” Shane whispers, “Let me keep them warm as well.”

    OR: the vampire ilya smut no one asked for, ft human shane inventing the concept of fang-warming.

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    26 May 2026

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    “When you’re with her,” Ilya continues, voice rough and breathless, “and she does fuck all for you no matter how hard you close your eyes, do you try to angle your hand so she brushes up on the scar? Do you do everything you can to remember it exists? Am I there with you, Hollander? Always?”

    Shane wants to touch him—so he does the only thing he’s allowed to do.

    He throws the first punch.

    Or: After Shane and Ilya's first on-ice fight sends the media into a frenzy, the league forces them to date to control the narrative.

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    25 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a nightmare and his husband takes that as a personal mission.

    They are happy and in love but sometimes Ilya misses his mama and the girls notice.

    Shane and his babies plot a surprise for their papa and make it into the best Christmas gift that Ilya has ever received.

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    Or Shane and Ilya are grossly in love and their little family is perfect. New family traditions are made and Shane takes care of his man.

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    24 May 2026

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    “What happened to your hands?”

    Ilya pulled his hand gingerly out of Shane’s grip, planning to tuck them both under his thighs where Shane couldn’t see, but Shane caught him again despite his disorientation, as if drawn to Ilya’s skin by a magnet. He blinked his huge, dark, bottomless eyes at Ilya as a heavy silence filled the space, and Ilya felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, being pulled forward over the precipice with nothing to grab onto.

    “It looks like you hit someone.”

    Alternate ending for the club scene from episode 4.

    What if Shane had stayed to drink away his feelings and talk to a new friend instead of leaving with Rose? What if Ilya was the only one who could protect him from the fallout?

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    21 May 2026

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    It's too fast, Ilya's brain can't catch up, his spiraling thoughts and his body moving before he can even think... words leave his mouth and everything is silent, everyone holds their breath at the scene unfolding, in the final minutes at the game Montreal Metros vs Boston Raiders.

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    Shane on the ice, people on top of him and the fear of losing him gets Ilya to dive in and forgetting that he is mic'd up for the game.

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    21 May 2026

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    During a Montreal and Boston game Shane gets caught under a large scrum. Ilya dives in to protect him. All of this is done when Ilya is mic'd up.

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    21 May 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ilya has a nightmare about his mom and Shane comforts him and takes care of Ilya in any way he needs.

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    20 May 2026

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    ”Do you trust me?”

    He knows the answer. He knows what he sees in Ilya’s eyes, in the way he looks at him. Shane thinks he can see even his own love reflected from the depths of Ilya’s being.

    ”Always.”

    Shane looks down at Ilya. His husband. So funny, and beautiful, and so sad.

    And he trusts Shane with all of it.

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    Ilya gets worn down, so Shane builds him back up again.

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    20 May 2026

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    "And now,” Rozanov shook his head, frowning. “Now, the only thing I can ever think about is you doing it again.” He clenched his hands into fists and brought them to the countertop. "Of you putting your hands on me. I want it so much. Want you to just,” he made an abortive clawing motion with his hands. “Tear it out of me. Everything I think. Everything I feel. Nothing has ever fixed it like you.”

    Shane thought he could understand that pretty well.

    Or: Ilya wants Shane to take control like he had during their night in Las Vegas. He's not very good at asking for things he wants.

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    17 May 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya gets overwhelmed his is team losing and needs to let go of control
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    Shane fucks Ilya so hard he forgets to speak

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    17 May 2026

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    "Ilya wanted all of it. He wanted Hollander to unleash it on him, then kiss him and order Ilya to fuck him. Ilya wanted Hollander to overwhelm him until he couldn’t think of anything else." - Las Vegas Remix, Rachel Reid

    Or: A Vegas Fix-it where Shane actually notices how bad Ilya's headspace is, gets his kisses, and takes care of them both.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Who would have thought Hollander would be such a freak?” Wyatt asks, a big smile on his face.

    “Shut up, Hazy. Yes, my husband is a freak. And he’s mine. Don’t perceive him,” Ilya says smugly, looking at his teammates over Shane’s body, a big smirk on his face.

    “You’re too chronically online, Cap,” LaPointe laughs.

    “Yes, I know. I’m too hot. I play too much good hockey. My husband is too sexy. They will kill me,” Ilya says, smirking into his beer. The rookies all laugh, and Shane snorts into his neck, even though Ilya is pretty sure he has no idea what he just said.

    Or in which the Ottawa Centaurs go clubbing, Shane sits on Ilya's lap, and Ilya loses his mind.

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    15 May 2026

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    15 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane hates Rozanov's cigarettes, but he wouldn't mind being used as his ashtray.

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    09 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    03 May 2026

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