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Love is an instinct, it can’t be taught or forced; it comes naturally. Dazai hates his instincts and Chuuya wants to trust his. Maybe they can figure out how to handle it together… or maybe everything will burn up in flames.
They certainly won’t know unless they try.
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18 Nov 2025
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He was a beta. He was normal. Barely any scent, no cycles, no mating instincts. Just plain old normal.
At least, that’s what he thought.
He thought he was normal.
But instead, Dazai is currently curled up on his single mattress in the shipping container that he calls home as he sweats profusely and struggles through cramps, pains, and the desire to nest. His mattress has a single thin blanket, which apparently does not satisfy the omega instincts trying to claw their way out of his mind. He was so close, too; days away from his 17th birthday, the birthday that would have officially made him a beta.
Hope is a killer disease.
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Russian Translation Here!Series
- Part 1 of Instinct to Love
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17 Nov 2025
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The blonde gets to the point. “Why are you here?”
A consistent tactic: answer a question with a question.
“I’ve come to see my son.” The older Suwa man laces his fingers together before putting them atop of his knees, looking at the hitman with indifference.
It’s the exact expression that Kazuki has seen on his partner one too many times.
“He isn’t here,” Kazuki replies, venom coating his words, hostility curling at the end of his sentence.
“It seems so.” Suwa looks the blond up and down, taking in his outfit. “But you are.”
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Suwa Shigeki pays a visit to his son’s apartment.
It’s not Rei he comes into contact with, rather his wayward puppy.
Either way, it seems a warning is overdue.- Language:
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06 Nov 2025
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Kazuki may not have all the training that Rei has, but he knows when he’s being followed.
He makes the necessary changes.
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When Kazuki doesn't return from a grocery run, Rei refuses to feel concerned. Kazuki's a grown man, an accomplished hitman, he can look after himself.Then it turns into 24 hours, and Rei reacts as any emotionally suppressed assassin would.
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06 Nov 2025
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In a world where love is weakness and obedience is survival, Ivan plays the villain to keep Till safe. But when ANAKT takes too much and Till finally breaks, running becomes their only option—and love, their most dangerous rebellion.
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"Hush, my child
Drift into slumber
In your dreams, you'll run and play
In paradise"⋯⋯⋯ ⊰ ᯽ ⊱ ⋯⋯⋯
An alternative universe where Till decides to choose Ivan and freedom.
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31 Oct 2025
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Confessional by GalaxyThreads
Fandoms: Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Jun 2025
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"He needs to keep Loki talking. Keep him conscious. Until help arrives, whenever that is, whatever it looks like. Thor is coming, he has to keep himself convinced of that, or he’s going to fall apart at the seems and they’ll end this in a worse position than they started. “Um,” Bruce says, and finds himself incapable of coming up with any sort of neutral topic whatsoever. He knows so much about Loki and so little at the same time, the important things tucked away where the only person who will find them is himself. “You… What do you like to do? For fun?”
He can’t see Loki’s judgemental expression, but he feels it all the same. “Fun?”"
AKA: After nearly getting killed while trying to get supplies for the Statesmen, Loki and Bruce are stuck together, injured and half delirious.
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16 Oct 2025
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Staring up at the adult before him, he thinks he can understand now, why the segyein call them replicas. Next to Luka, he is nothing but a shadow of the real deal, little more than a glimmer of light in the brilliance of a burning sun.
"Hello," he says, figuring he ought to say something. He tries to sound confident, but his voice comes out as little more than a quiet mumble, "I'm Prince."
He peers up at the adult curiously.
"Are you Luka?" He asks, "You're very pretty."
The adult doesn't move, nor does he respond, staring down at him as though he were something utterly horrifying.
A replica meets the original
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10 Sep 2025
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Panic starts to creep up his spine. Suddenly, there are hands crawling all over his skin, picking and prodding. No. Everything already hurts so much. He doesn’t want that needle near him. Backing away as far as he can, he grips the sink and weakly kicks his legs. “No, no, don’ wanna,” he whimpers, shaking his head.
Dazai rubs his thumb over Chuuya’s wrist soothingly. “I’m sorry, but we have to. We can’t just let it keep bleeding.” He replies, gently but decisive.
“No, no, stop, pl- pl’se. Stop now?” At this point, he’s almost begging. Rationally, he knows he’s just being a baby, they have to treat an injury like this, but the fear is closing up his lungs and kind of ruining a rational mind’s efforts.
Or;
5 times little Chuuya has kind of a bad time, +1 time he doesn’t.Series
- Part 7 of Childhood chronicles
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06 Sep 2025
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Till’s eyes fly open at the same time Ivan’s grip weakens, freeing Till’s airway and allowing oxygen into his lungs. The rush of air feels like poison, like something he shouldn’t be allowed to have right now, considering his wide eyes meet Ivan’s bloody smile.
The idiot looks happy.
He’s smiling even as blood trickles out of his mouth and down his chin.
Even as he reaches a hand forward and caresses Till’s cheek in the gentlest touch Till has ever experienced.
The red, the light, the emotion in Ivan’s gaze flickers as he’s shot once again.
And then he just falls.
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27 Aug 2025
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Satoru to the Stage by SidewaysClarinet
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
20 May 2025
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“You misheard me. I said eighteen.”
“No, you didn’t,” Suguru said slowly. “You said fourteen. I’m sure of it. You… slept with them at fourteen?”
“I said eighteen!” Satoru’s voice cracked like a whip. “I bent over and they gave me brand deals and appearances. There. That’s your exposé, now get out!”
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Suguru Geto is an investigative journalist, and a damn good one, so when he's assigned a typical puff piece with the known diva Satoru Gojo, the biggest pop star of the modern day, his expectations are low. What he's not expecting is the kind of scandal that will blow his entire career to-date out of the water and—if he’s not careful—put Satoru himself in the ground.
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20 Aug 2025
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If I could burn this town (I wouldn't hesitate) by Variscite
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Nov 2024
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Gojo sat there for a time, absently running his fingers over the bumps and ridges of the skull. This skull was female, according to its rounder eye sockets and less prominent brow bone. There was a faint, faint echo of cursed energy still clinging to it: residuals left over from a long-dead sorcerer or curse user. This person had been powerful. Some kind of cursed speech user, but the echo of positive cursed energy meant they could self-heal their throat even as it was torn by their own power. Nearly invulnerable, like he himself was.
That hadn’t saved them. Hadn’t saved any of the people who’d been imprisoned here. Invulnerability couldn’t save people from themseves.(Gojo is stuck in the prison realm with nothing but his own thoughts and the skeletons of his predecessors for company. It goes about as well as you'd expect. Then he finds a way out, but the world he stumbles into isn't his own. Not even close.)
This fic is being translated into Russian! Read the Russian translation here.
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- Part 1 of Choke Yourself to Sleep
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05 Aug 2025
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Refasten by okakachan
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
20 Nov 2022
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Shouto sits up in the bed to watch him as he slips into the hallway, hands clutching the stuffie on his lap. His blanket is baby pink fleece, well worn in from frequent washing, and every time he looks at the thing, Touya sees five-year-old Shouto clinging to it as their father tried to take it from him, shouting angrily.
When he steps back into his own room, Touya expects to see Shouto still sitting up and waiting for him.
He’s lying down again, curled up against Keigo’s chest. Keigo’s hand rubs his back in slow passes, almost covering the narrow width of Shouto’s body. They’re both quiet, just even breathing and the rustle of bedding disturbing the quiet stillness. Touya stands in the doorway, watching with a sudden, fluttering tightness in his chest; the way his little brother turns his face into Keigo’s shoulder and sighs drowsily.
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Touya had filed for emergency custody of Shouto just over a year ago, immediately after removing him from the house in a panic, and Shouto had been officially under his care for the foreseeable future. The custody wasn’t temporary anymore.
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21 Jul 2025
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The Sunset is Beautiful, isn't it? by serenathea
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Mar 2022
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Chuuya doesn’t take Dazai’s death well.
After swearing his loyalty and learning to trust Dazai, he’s being left alone in the darkness without a single word—feeling abandoned, betrayed, not important enough.
At the worst stage of grief, fate sends him someone from another universe to help. A person who looks exactly like the one Chuuya wishes to see for the last time.
This is a story about how a human’s heart mourns and learns to let go.
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19 Jun 2025
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Dean didn't consider himself a civilian. A minor, sure. A survivor? Absolutely.
But he was not a civilian, he wasn't built to go the school and pretend he isn't looking for exits, he wasn't made to sit around and idle the day away.
Sadly, he didn't get a say in any of this.
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- Part 2 of The Apple Pie Life
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06 Jun 2025
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The Man Who Knew Infinity by fallen_leaves
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 Jun 2023
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He was sixteen when a spear shoved through his throat and seventeen when his best friend's words pierced through his heart. At eighteen, Gojo Satoru vowed to never let anyone in again.
Or; Satoru doesn't let his infinity down. Little Megumi wonders why. He'll gladly take on the challenge to get Satoru to turn off his infinity, even for once, within a week.
Head-strong and stubborn? Wonder whom he takes after.
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- Part 2 of Like Father, Like Son
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19 May 2025
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Then again, Mizi would also never part with Sua, and now look at her.
A half-empty bottle of water is pressed into his hands. “You need to eat. Ivan too.”
Reminded of the man who nearly sacrificed his life for him, Till feels for his pulse for the nth time that hour.
Thump-thump-thump.
Still alive.
Mizi looks at him with something in her gaze. Till opens the bottle and takes a sip.
It tastes like pity. It tastes like understanding.
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- Part 1 of and other things that remind me of you
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30 Apr 2025
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Till squeezed Ivan’s body in closer at the mention of more strangers. He didn’t know why. Maybe just to feel Ivan breathing against him. Just to feel his breath - shallow, but there. Mizi’s gaze slid down to Ivan. She leaned over, caressing Ivan’s matted hair.
“I’m sorry we didn’t get to you earlier,” she said. “The plan was to turn it all off right at the start of the performance, but then Hyuna got shot and the firewall threw a wicked curveball our way, so there was a…” She shook her head. “And then suddenly the song was ending and-”
“The important thing is we got to them,” Hyuna interrupted, reaching over to squeeze her shoulder. “It’s gonna be okay now.”
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Round 6 and the aftermath of it.
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30 Apr 2025
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The first times it happened, Chuuya had already sworn his life away to the mafia.
He couldn’t actually remember the first incident, only recalling that sometimes - after tiresome missions, in the privacy of his own room - a kind of fuzziness started clouding his mind.
He did his best to hide himself away during that time, not coming out of his room and forgoing meals, even though he despised the feeling of hunger, always waking unpleasant memories. Only occasionally, he snuck into the kitchen or the living room to get something if it got bad, all the while avoiding Dazai like the plague.
But of course, nothing escapes Dazai’s keen eye for long.
Or; Chuuya literally never even had a sliver of a childhood, so I’m going to fix that and give him some comfort. That’s it.
Also, Dazai is not a complete ass in this, which may be out of character, but I needed him to be at least some kind of responsible caretaker for this. Please forgive me.
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- Part 1 of Childhood chronicles
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18 Apr 2025
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Corruption begins to take a huge toll on Chuuya's body and mind. All he wants is a break. To be released from his own personal hell.
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16 Apr 2025
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your hand is in my own as long as you leave it there by chevalperd
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
25 Oct 2024
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Something throbs under Till’s thumb. A beat passes. It does it again. Till looks down, confused, and realizes that his hand is gripping Ivan’s wrist, nails digging into the pale skin, his thumb jabbed right into the pulse point.
Ivan’s heart beats slowly. Ivan breathes slowly. Ivan blinks slowly, his giant eyes tilted up. When they make eye contact, Ivan’s pulse skips a beat. The only thought running through Till’s head is: huh?
“Hello,” Ivan says. “You went somewhere.”
“Uh,” Till manages. Ivan’s pulse thrums under his fingers. Why is it so soothing? Every beat of Ivan’s heart lifts a bit of the weight off Till’s chest. Is that normal?
(or: somewhere along the way, Ivan and Till "fall in love," or something like that. This changes nothing that matters, but they end up okay.)
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11 Apr 2025