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Scotty Does(n't) Know by inexplicablymine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Dec 2025
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All Shane had wanted was a good chirp, a little friendly acknowledgement, and then a good press junket to get the fuck out of New York and back to Montreal, where he could sleep in his own bed for a few nights.
Instead, he is sitting on his bed in a random hotel room in Manhattan, reliving the experience over and over like a piece of tape he can’t quite understand.
Or, Shane contemplates what Scott Hunter does (or doesn’t) know after dropping gloves on the ice.
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- Part 2 of The Coda Collection
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05 Sep 2026
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“Are you– are your fingers in your mouth?”
Shane mewled again.
Rozanov spit out some rapid fire Russian, and Shane vaguely heard the slick sound of his hand wrapped around himself speed up.
“You need something in your mouth that bad, Hollander?”Shane practically sobbed, his voice was completely shot. But Rozanov seemed to understand anyway.
“I know, I know. You will not have to use your fingers next time, pretty thing. Pull the tie.”
Shane obeyed, not caring enough to smother the long string of moans that follow the motion.
“Fuck, you like having something around your neck that much? Do I need to get you a leash, щенок?”-
or: an episode 2 fix it of sorts, with ties around necks and illusions to dogs on leashes.
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- Part 3 of dom/sub hollonov
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05 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander is what you call a prodigy. Incredibly smart. Talented. Captain of the university's hockey team.
He has no opponents.
That's it, until a mysterious exchange student, Ilya Rozanov makes a surprise appearance. He storms into his life, taking everything Shane has diligently vowed to protect.
Even his own heart.
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04 Sep 2026
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Cowboys Are Frequently (Not So Secretly) Fond Of Each Other by briefcaseofblues
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
06 Aug 2026
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A domestic scene in the joint life of old Jack and Ennis.
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28 Aug 2026
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Ennis Del Mar had a bad dream. He was happy to have someone to hold him and let him cry in their arms.
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28 Aug 2026
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Sabotage (it was you, all along) by Minnie_Muse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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J.J., in a bid to be the friend he always thought he was, brings Shane some fucking awful information the day of Montreal's first game in Ottawa after their Moon chose to share a galaxy with his sun and stars.
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- Part 4 of Transmutation
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27 Aug 2026
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kisses down low by feveredpitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are out, married, and Stanley Cup Champions the way they always wanted to do it - together. They are at the top of the world and no one can knock them down. They didn't know how quickly their world was about to change though. Not by a league of the rich and power hungry men who liked to think they held his fate in their hands, but by a group of drunk 20-somethings in Boston, Massachusetts, all determined to get vindication for their scorned friend.
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- Part 1 of impractical magic
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25 Aug 2026
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Top Secret Mission : No Kissin by TPWKITTENS
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jul 2026
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After “we didn’t even kiss”, Shane decides it’s for the best that they keep things simple which means no more kissing. An easy goal until Rozanov is in his house trying to kiss him.
AKA Shane Hollander needs to take a massive chill pill but instead he’ll just freak out more.
An expansion of the best transition of all time in episode 4 and specifically of them fucking on the couch in Shane’s place. Please picture it in your mind as you read.
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25 Aug 2026
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Shane and Ilya have to be quiet, they wouldn't want to get caught, would they?
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18 Aug 2026
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Instantly, Shane sat up, pulling his phone away from his ear and switching to his messaging app. He opened his texts with Noah, hoping against hope, and—fuck.
“No, no no no—”
Just like he said, a picture of a vanilla protein shake stared him right in the face. Shane’s heart nearly dropped to his stomach and he swallowed hard. Shane’s only saving grace was that it was still marked as delivered, but that was once again short lived when it switched to read before a typing bubble appeared, then disappeared. Then Ilya’s text came in, and oh, he was fucked.
Whoops. Shane’s eyes were glued to his recent message, and there it was, the picture that was intended for his boyfriend.
Shane accidentally sends a pic of himself in lace panties to Ilya, instead of his douchebag of a boyfriend. And, well.. Ilya and Shane fuck about it.
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18 Aug 2026
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Drops of Water on Stone by gevaisa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Ottawa Centaurs @OttawaCentaursOfficial
Great goal by @TroyBarrett17 in tonight’s game!
[Video clip of Troy Barrett scoring with wrist shot that beats Buffalo’s goalie on the high blocker side]@censational
Would’ve been good to include that he scored off a sick pass from Bood. Barrett didn’t just score all by himselfSeries
- Part 2 of Wide Turning Radius
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16 Aug 2026
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The Axe Forgets, The Tree Remembers by gevaisa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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Shane knows it’s not a good time to have this conversation. He should wait until they’re not both tired from a stretch of tough games, until he’s not exhausted from having all the Centaurs over for the day. He should wait until he can’t feel anger simmering inside him and his shoulders aren’t tense. That’s probably why he doesn’t wait.
“Stop trying to make me be friends with Troy Barrett.”
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- Part 1 of Wide Turning Radius
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16 Aug 2026
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At War, We Work Much Better (Baby Take What You Want) by orphan_account for GyokuJyn
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
16 Feb 2026
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After the events of Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Bucky goes into his first heat. He needs an Alpha to help him through it.
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26 Jul 2026
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̶B̶o̶y̶friends with benefits by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”
Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”
“Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”
The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.
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According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.
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- Part 2 of Gwen’s heated rivalry fics
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- 4/4
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19 Jul 2026
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thaw by diazette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Nov 2025
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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
---or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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19 Jul 2026
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Their waitress is kind enough to let Shane practice his clumsy Spanish with her. He pointedly does not look at Ilya after ordering, but he's known him long enough to know when he's laughing at Shane's expense.
“I hate you,” he says.
“No,” Ilya says. He looks unfairly handsome in a linen beach shirt and his flamingo-patterned board shorts Shane bought him last summer. “You do not.”
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(it's the honeymoon fic)
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- Part 1 of like a bright new dream
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15 Jul 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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13 Jul 2026
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“Shane knows better.
He does.
He knows that, realistically, his worth must come from more than just hockey.
If nothing else, he knows that he owes it to the people who claim to love him—his mom, his dad, Hayden, Ilya, though he can still hardly fathom it some days—to believe this love stems from more than just the number of goals he’s scored or cups he’s won.
It has to help that he’s scored a lot, though, his brain offers. He’s won a lot. At the end of the day, he’s good at hockey; he has to be.
Because when he isn’t, what good is he?”
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or, shane has been haunted for years by the compulsion to ask whether his loved ones still like him even when he’s “bad” at hockey.
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13 Jul 2026
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I’d fight anyone who’s mean to you by The_Masked_Bandit
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov @rozan0v_off
Almost fell asleep watching Shane Hollander play. Is the most depressing man I know. Even his chirps are polite. Maybe he wouldn’t be so boring if he weren’t best friends with his mom?What the hell, Rozanov?
Shane grinds his teeth, desperate to keep his tears at bay. This is ridiculous. This isn’t even mean. Not really. Shane should consider himself lucky, really; Ilya is never usually this bad at trash-talking other players. So why is Shane even hurt?
Perhaps it’s the fact that Ilya wrote something about him at all, and Shane only found out because Hayden sent him a screenshot of it. Or maybe it’s the fact that he used the word “boring”, which is an adjective that has been used to describe Shane so many times throughout his life that he’s come to loathe the very letters composing it.
Or, Rozanov creates a fake Twitter account to defend Shane from his haters, and then overcorrects when some fangirls get suspicious about his identity.
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13 Jul 2026
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If it’s meant to be by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
27 Jun 2026
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Celebrating the month with ficlets, fanart, and poetry. Some fics following cannon, many AU.
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12 Jul 2026