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you know i didn't want to have to haunt you by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Aug 2023
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“I want to see him,” Andrew decides.
“They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.
Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”
Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”
Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”
“They did,” Wymack says.
A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.
Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.
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02 Feb 2025
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Cara Alvarez of the El Paso Fire Department knows exactly two things about her new coworker Eddie Diaz. One: Diaz has a husband named 'Buck', who he left back in LA. Two: Diaz is Extremely Annoying about how much he misses his husband, the aforementioned 'Buck'.
Or; Eddie moves to El Paso, and his new coworkers come to certain assumptions. Eddie... does not correct these assumptions.
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03 Jan 2025
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I’ll love you louder than you’ve ever been loved by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Oct 2024
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Three things happen as Eddie walks through the door of the dentist’s office:
1. the entire waiting room turns to look at him as if they were expecting a celebrity
2. the flustered receptionist looks up, sees Eddie, and says “oh thank god”
3. what is unmistakably Buck’s voice booms down the hall, slurred, but clear as day
Or, Buck gets his wisdom teeth removed. He loves his family *very* loudly.
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12 Nov 2024
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Bucklecup: I really like your moustache. it’s very girthy. really solid.
Eddito: girthy?????????????
Eddito: did you just text me at 7pm on a wednesday evening to tell me my moustache is GIRTHY????
Bucklecup: honestly, i’m kinda surprised you haven’t blocked me yet, eds
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Buck gets drunk-dared to send Eddie one cheeky text every day for 50 days. Eddie loses his mind. TW for the cringiest pickup lines in existence.
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12 Nov 2024
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“We were friends in high school,” Eddie says, and the words seem to warp in his mouth with how much he’s not saying. “We had a fight, then Shannon got pregnant and we stopped talking. It’s the first time I’ve seen him in years. Probably the last time I'll see him in my life. Okay?”
“Eddie, I don’t know what you think ‘friends’ means, but that was not friendship I saw.”
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In which Eddie keeps secrets and Buck is incredibly normal and rational and even brave about his reaction to this.
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11 Nov 2024
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"I know what a breakup looks like," Daniel says. "The better question is, why are you coming to me about it? I'm the one who broke up your little sham."
"This is what humans do, don't they?" Armand asks, letting his voice drop. "Crashing on their friends' couches when there's a blip in their romances?"
"Except we're not friends. We're actually very much not friends." Daniel shrugs, as if it's all the same to him. "And I can't imagine the great vampire Armand deigning himself to sleep on my fucked-up sofa. That thing's been here since the nineties."
"Well," Armand only says. "I saw you have a guest bedroom."
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28 Aug 2024
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“I’ll do it,” Eddie repeats, looking at Buck in one of those silent conversation ways again, but Buck actually can’t figure out what he’s trying to say this time. It messes with his brain, until Eddie speaks again, “I’ll pretend to only be a little offended none of you have thought to ask me before, but Buck, I’ve fixed a lot of cars. I can look at yours.”
(or, the check engine light comes on in Buck's Jeep, Eddie volunteers to fix it and carpool with him in the meantime, and it all breaks down from there, literally and metaphorically)
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28 May 2024
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“What was it like?” Eddie makes a frustrated sound, squirms a bit more and Buck really wishes he would stop because all this moving around is not mixing well with the amount of vodka shots in his stomach. “The kiss. You never said.”
Buck frowns. “With a man? Or with Tommy specifically?”
“With a man, I guess.” Eddie is quiet for a bit, then adds, “Never mind. It’s stupid.”
“It’s not stupid,” Buck replies, absent-mindedly patting his stomach again. He yawns, and says, “I don’t know. It’s a kiss, you know. If you close your eyes, it’s not that different.”
aka that thing Angela Bassett said that Oliver told her about the bucktommy kiss inspired me, god bless, so i got rid of Tommy and rambled for 11k words about Buck and Eddie kissing drunk at the bachelor party and then not using their words about it
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09 May 2024
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One of the first things Ravi learned when joining the 118 was to, under no circumstances, think too hard about Buck and Eddie’s relationship. But brother, they could try make his job easier.
“I mean, I get it,” Buck’s saying, overhead, and Ravi’s knee-deep in literal human crap and even he can smell that shit from a mile away. “You and Tommy have a lot in common.”
or, Ravi continually suffers as a third-wheel.
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08 May 2024
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it's a church of burnt romances (and i'm too far gone to pray) by justhockey
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
05 May 2024
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Eddie looks back, sifting through the ashes of every relationship he’s ever had that has burned to the ground. And his hands shake, and his heart beats too fast, and it’s there, right on the tip of his tongue. It’s close enough that he could reach out and touch it if he were brave enough. The reason, that no matter how hard he tried - no matter how much he wanted to, or how often he literally prayed for it - his relationships with women have never worked out.
And he knows. Knows that no amount of women, or trying, or praying will ever be able to change it. You can’t fix what isn’t broken, and Eddie isn’t broken. He isn’t. He’s just…well.
He’s in love with Buck, isn’t he?
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06 May 2024
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Six times Buck got recognized by people he saved during the tsunami, and how his team realized he was a hero.
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22 Apr 2024
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“It’s always pretty fun to see a former fuckboy from your grad school era bootycall list all domestic and settled down.”
“Right, uh,” Buck’s brain is very quickly piecing together the slow onceovers, no doubt cataloguing the matching sleep-soft sweatpants and cozy hoodies and unbrushed hair at breakfast-time on a weekday. The singular witnessed conversation regarding co-purchased home cleaning products. The lack of personal space followed by the hasty exit when made to interact with an ex of sorts. “He’s, uh, he’s actually my best friend.”
“Hey man, I love that for you. That’s the best way to do it, you know? Wish everyone got that in their relationship.” She's smiling very warmly at him. Buck’s sweating again.
“He’s my partner,” Buck stresses, as much emphasis on the word ‘partner’ as he can manage.
or, two boy best friends and an ex lover walk into a grocery store. everyone is on their normalest behaviour.
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22 Apr 2024
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mel 💞🛠️⛳️
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my wife wants me to tell you all that his girlfriend is wearing an extremely booby top that he doesn't seem to have noticed whatsoevermel 💞🛠️⛳️
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NOOOO she just knocked the salt shaker into his lap on purpose and went “hihihi OOPS” girl we've all been there free yourself and your magnificent breastssometimes, when you've had a bad week, all you want is a romantic evening out with your wife over terrible pizza, and what you get instead is some kind of intricate gay ritual happening two tables away from you.
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10 Apr 2024
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“Hey,” Ravi says. “Scale of 1 to 10, how bad would it be if I assumed Eddie Diaz’s girlfriend was his wife in front of him?”
Lee groans. “Did you do it in front of Buckley?”
“Yeah?”
“A hundred,” she replies, turning the other direction before Ravi can demand to know why.
At three in the morning, it hits him. He bolts upright in his cot. Oh my god, he thinks. Buck and Eddie are divorced, and everyone forgot to tell me.
aka, the ravi fic (affectionate)
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- Part 1 of takin my time verse
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09 Apr 2024
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i wanna see you (be brave) by arkastadt, orphan_account
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Aug 2019
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“That’s just ridiculous,” Allison says, shaking her head. “Tell me they’re not getting it on.”
“No idea, but I’m gonna take a picture.” Dan lifts the camera that’s been hanging around her neck for the last hour or so and actually snaps a picture of the two of them like that. “Maybe if we hang it up, they’ll notice how it looks like from the outside.”
„Fellas,“ Allison says, voice dropping a few octaves lower, “is it gay if I stare deep into my homie's eyes for three minutes?”
— or, neil and andrew's evolution over the books but through matt's eyes
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03 Mar 2024
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Dream clouds, ghost ground (I’ve been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong) by Ateiluj
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Nov 2023
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Cass Spear deals with her son’s death, the truths that it reveals, and how it all reshapes her past with Andrew.
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04 Dec 2023
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After his tía sets him up for a date, Eddie realizes a couple of things about himself that send him spiraling. Lucky for him, he has a great support system.
— or, an eddie coming out story.
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02 May 2023
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How can he say more than the words that don’t even capture a fraction of the pain. You were dead. Three words that are too weak to hold up the agony. Cas, you were dead, and you weren’t coming back. I know because I burned the body.
“Okay, alright. You don’t need to speak. It’s alright- I’ll- I’ll just-” and then Cas is holding up a glowing hand that he moves over the vague shape of Dean’s body under the tangle of his bedsheets. “I can’t sense anything wrong. Nothing malignant, or even duress of natural causes. I don't- I don’t know what’s happening.”
Cas, man, it’s actually not as bad as it seems. I think I’m having a panic attack.
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16 Dec 2022
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They've lost people before, and Sam has seen Dean grieve before. It's never been like this. Sam's never looked at Dean and felt like he couldn't recognize his own brother.
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03 Dec 2022
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Cas has a little panic when Dean arrives in heaven so he pretends he’s Jimmy Novak.
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17 Nov 2022