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    But he refused—absolutely refused—to sleep on the airport floor.
    Across from him, however, Ilya had surrendered to that reality much faster.

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    Shane will not sleep on the dirty airport floor...unless his husband asks nicely cause he's sad

    Read pt. 2 HERE

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Nicholas Stark was kidnapped when he was three years old and never seen again. Now, at age fifteen, Peter Parker has discovered that Tony Stark is his father and he has a family he had no idea about. It’s not just him and Aunt May anymore, now he has a father, a stepmom, and a baby sister too.

    Oh, and he’s still Spider-Man.

    He’s handling the whole thing like a champ. Really, everything is fine. He’s totally got this.

    It’s everyone else who is having issues.

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    01 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    In 1987, during a brief thaw of the Cold War, David Hollander falls in love with the right person at exactly the wrong time.

    For a few impossible months in Montreal, David and Soviet exchange student Grigori Rozanov build a life in the space between closing doors before the pressures of reality tear them apart. One of them learns how to open another. The other spends the rest of his life standing in front of the one that shut.

    Decades later, their sons inherit the consequences.

    Spanning continents, generations, and thirty years of history, this is ultimately not a love story but a meditation on what happens after one falls apart. On the futures we lose. The ones we build instead. And the choices that echo outward through families for decades: whether loving deeply means accepting the risk of loss, or whether loss is proof that love itself is too dangerous to survive.

    Because grief can either lead to a locked door or an open one.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya will always be the one Shane will still run to.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    January 15, 2017
    For immediate release.
    (English version)

    The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.

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    or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.

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    29 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 43

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    MJ Wilson is fine. He is perfectly fine.

    It doesn’t matter that he got into an argument with his boyfriend. It doesn’t matter that he can’t tell his dad, because Sam Wilson would absolutely rip Peter Parker a new asshole over this — and if Sam told Bucky about it, Peter might actually need witness protection.

    It doesn’t matter that maybe MJ had been too much. That maybe he was being clingy and overbearing, and Peter was just finally starting to see it.

    It doesn’t matter that Peter left flowers on his bed, either. Stupid, beautiful flowers that MJ doesn’t know how to interpret.

    None of it matters, because everything is fine.

    MJ can just change. He could be quieter, less intense.

    He doesn't really want to hide who he is anymore, but Peter is worth it.

    Isn’t he?

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    23 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 82

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    Because Shane only wanted Ilya.

    But would Ilya really be okay with someone like him?

    Even if he was, eventually his real destined mate would probably appear, and Shane would lose him anyway.

    Still… if Shane could have even a little bit of Ilya before then, he thought he could live with that.
    (5 times Shane wanted to be Ilya’s destined mate and 1 time he was.)

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    16 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander only wanted a fresh start.
    After fleeing the Montreal Metros and the nightmare he refuses to speak about, the shy omega hockey player joins the reigning Stanley Cup champions, the Ottawa Centaurs, determined to keep his head down and survive the season.
    Then he meets Captain Ilya Rozanov.
    The NHL’s golden alpha is everything Shane hates: arrogant, flirtatious, loud, devastatingly handsome, and surrounded by rumours of endless hookups. Worse, his dark chocolate and leather scent makes Shane’s omega instincts spiral completely out of control.
    But Ilya doesn’t trust Shane either.
    No omega leaves a successful team without a reason, and the Russian captain is convinced the quiet new player is hiding something dangerous beneath those soft brown eyes and nervous smiles.
    On the ice, however, they are unstoppable.
    Every pass feels instinctive. Every touch burns. Every scent pulls them closer.
    And when the truth about Shane’s past finally comes to light, Ilya realizes he misunderstood everything…

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    15 May 2026

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    The journey of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov having kids and living life! Loosely follows HR timeline.

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    13 May 2026

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    The one where Shane and Ilya meet as children and grow together before being torn apart.

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    12 May 2026

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    The Montreal Metros didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship well.

    Shane would've never thought that their hatred could run this deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.

    In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.

    For Ilya it feels like Shane doesn't want him anymore, which causes him to spiral.
     
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    AU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.

     

    Edit: This fic is complete but is currently edited (fixing grammar and spelling mistakes), and will be reuploaded chapter by chapter (so don't mind the "completed" date). Chapter 1-9 have now been edited.

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    07 May 2026

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    A locked folder from Shane's phone ends up on the internet for everyone to see, including his teammates. It certainly undercuts their victory against the Bears, but it'll all turn out right. Eventually.

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    03 May 2026

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