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    Rose Landry is devastated when she's told that she may not get her dream role because the director doesn't believe she can play a lesbian.

    Desperate for the role, she turns to her best friend Shane Hollander who proposes an idea so ridiculous, it just might work. Find a beautiful woman to be seen with in suggestive enough situations that rumors start, while maintaining plausible deniability.

    Unfortunately or fortunately, the woman he recommends for the "part" is Ilya's best friend, Svetlana Vetrova, who just happens to need a place to stay in LA. She also happens to be the person Rose drunkenly kissed last New Year's, but that's fine. Drunk girl kissing doesn't count.

    Right?

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    02 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read it for the subtle undertones and also because sapphic stories deserve all the support

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    Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
    Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
    Scott: Wait, it's not you?
    Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
    Eric: What?

    Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.

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    22 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'd rather be reading fictional Twitter threads, from fictional people, trying to figure out which fictional NHL player was dating the fictional actor, leave the real people alone.

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    lily @shanehollanderstop
    i’ll say it because i am not afraid of losing my job: roger crowell is a piece of shit and should never know peace in his life ever again. my name is hayden pike and i play for the montreal voyageurs.
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    Ilya joins stan twitter

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is a work of art, the formatting is everything and deserves an award!

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    15 Feb 2026

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    This is the fictional social media rabbit hole I'll gladly fall down any day.

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    The locks on Ilya’s car clicked, and he waited for Shane to look up at him. “Get in,” he ground out between clenched teeth.

    Shane was hardwired to follow Ilya’s every command. It was coded into his genetics, he thought, because the deep pull in the pit of his stomach to follow the accented order couldn’t be normal. He hated that part of him that was so willing, so ready to submit. Maybe it could be explained away by some sort of psychological terminology he was unfamiliar with, a desire to relinquish control, to relax and let someone else take the wheel for once in his rigid life.

    And maybe it was just Ilya.

    In Episode 4, Shane leaves the nightclub with Rose. In the book, he leaves alone.

    But what if he had left with Ilya instead?

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This one is going to wreck you but you will love it.