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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    There was a perfectly good explanation as to why Shane Hollander was browsing a sex toy website at 11:30am on a Tuesday.

    And all of those reasons had to do with Ilya Rozanov.

    Okay to be fair, it actually had to do with a calendar for Ilya. His boyfriend had no idea this was even happening.

    In which Shane spends the start of the 2017-2018 MLH season missing his boyfriend, doing far too much online shopping, trying to learn Russian, and eventually managing to create a shared calendar.

    Being able to use these things to seduce said boyfriend against his kitchen counter is merely a very nice bonus effect.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    Shane rides Ilya. Ilya comes first. Shane does not stop because he was promised a hands-free orgasm. Ilya lies there and takes it like a fucking champion.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Ilya makes love to Shane, it's the dirtiest thing they have ever done.

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    “What? Hmm? I can’t hear you, hiding so far from me” Ilya whispers, kisses the shell of Shane’s ear and Shane’s brow furrows, he fidgets where he’s pinned to the sheets, squirms and thunder rumbles a dark sky wide crash over them again and Shane pulls his face back just a breath.

    “You know” Shane complains, and rolls his hips as much as he can a tiny tilt that shifts him just the smallest bit on Ilya’s cock, a tease of the real fucking thing.

    It's an imitation of the stretch that knocks his mind clean out, the relentless fucks of his hips that shakes Shane from the inside, that is everythingeverythingeverything the middle of the universe where he and Ilya do this, where they make themselves one pretty brilliant thing.

    “I want to hear it” Ilya’s hand slips free of Shane’s hair and finds his hip, pushes down to hold him still and gives a nudge of his cock. Enough to make Shane’s breath stutter.

    “Tell me” another waved thrust that makes a sound punch out of Shane’s throat.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Once upon a time, Ilya had put a pretty girl in the passenger seat of his Porsche and fingered her while he pushed 120 down the interstate. He’d kissed drunk boys in seedy European clubs. He’d been impossibly hot, impossibly cool.

    Moreover, he was impossibly ill-prepared for the dizzying experience of being Shane Hollander’s boyfriend. Because Shane was turning out to be a really good boyfriend, the kind that quietly handled expensive restaurant checks, the kind that made soup when he was sick and held open his coat for him.

    Ilya basically had no choice but to get hard about it.

    Or: a 5+1 of Ilya versus Shane’s boyfriendisms, told over the years.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    He was playing the game of trying to imagine what the headlines would say.

    Shane Hollander V. Tyler Bratchen In Shocking Fist Fight!

    Has Hollander finally lost his cool? Read more.

    Tempers fly in downtown Montreal between these two NHL players 👀

    He’d managed to dodge scandals for years because he just…didn’t do anything scandalous. Aside from being in love with Ilya Rozanov, which he supposed was ironic. His first negative public debacle, all because one idiot couldn’t keep Ilya’s name out of his mouth. Funny how things worked now.

    Or: a measure of Shane’s devotion, seen through a very public, very messy bar brawl.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane’s eyes drop down, landing on Ilya’s mouth—except all that does is bombard him with fifty different images of what Ilya’s lips would look like with saliva dripping down his chin, cheeks rosy-red, gazing up at Shane with hazy, galaxy eyes as he lies naked and ruined in their sheets.

    And then, because Shane never learned how to control his lovesick mind when it comes to Ilya, that thought is immediately accompanied by the image of Ilya all fucked-out, his blushing face panting with the exertion of keeping his thighs spread, of being taken apart. He thinks about Ilya moaning and whimpering, hole fluttering helplessly as Shane teases it with his tongue, his fingers, his cock, thinks about Ilya begging for him, to let him cum—

    “Shane?”

    —and suddenly Shane’s hungry in a completely different way.

    (It’s 8:02 in the morning when Shane watches Ilya sleep—dead to the world, curls a mess, with drool dripping down pink lips and onto their silk pillows—and thinks, I want to fuck my boyfriend.)

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    19 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 53

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    Shane knows exactly what this is – he’d done enough Internet sleuthing after their first time in his hotel room to fill a goddamn book. So he knows it’s a cock ring, and he knows precisely what it does. What he doesn’t understand is why his husband has decided to surprise him with one on a random Sunday afternoon.

    In which Shane and Ilya try out something new.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Shane twists in Ilya’s arms to glare at him. “You shouldn’t be here if you have a wife,” he hisses.

    «Who the hell are we - you - married to?» Rozanov barks.

    Ilya’s attention on Shane doesn’t waver as he responds, first to Rozanov: «Our wife is the prettiest - constellations of freckles that spread in the summertime and big brown eyes like a baby deer’s even when they’re full of murder. Maybe especially then.» He bestows a kiss upon the furrow between Shane’s brows and thumbs the leaking tip of his cock. “Mm, maybe you’re right. My wife is very much the jealous type.”

    Or:

    After Shane doesn't get kissed in Vegas, a thirty-something Ilya Rozanov wearing a wedding ring engraved with Shane's number shows up to kiss him breathless in the elevator and give his younger self a lesson in how Shane deserves to be spoiled.

    (or or: Ilya uses a harmless bit of sexy dream magic to right an old wrong and show his husband a good time.)

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    17 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    “What?” Connor presses. 

    “Nothing,” Hudson says, turning to the TV. But then he turns back. “Why’d you come up here?” 

    Connor shrugs, goes back to poking at his food. “I had nothing else going on so I figured why not, right?”

    In which Connor shows up in Vancouver for absolutely no reason.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
    A multi POV fic that allows other characters to get a glimpse behind the wall.

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    14 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 42

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    The negotiation. The scene. The aftercare.

    Ilya and Shane negotiate a weekend of free use.

    Someone will take.

    Someone else will give.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    The MLH decided to sponsor a week-long summer event for new players and up-and-coming prospects that they were calling the MLH All-Stars Summer Exhibition. And in the inaugural cohort, in addition to many talented prospects and players new to the league? Rookie of the Year Shane Hollander and runner up Ilya Rozanov.

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    After their rookie season, Shane and Ilya have to share a room in Arizona. For a week.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    English was the language of the West.

    Ilya had no use for it.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Do you… Do you like it when we have sex?” 

    Shane stares blankly. For long enough, that Ilya continues, “Does it feel good? Do you enjoy it?”

    “Obviously,” Shane says, so earnestly confused that Ilya instantly does believe that he’s telling the truth. Which only further irritates Ilya. 

    He runs his hand over his face. “So you are really just silent during sex? Even if you like it, you are silent?” he asks, his voice coming out a little sharper than intended. Shane goes very still at the question as Ilya continues, “No— no nothing? No moaning, no whining. Your breathing barely changes. I do not… I do not understand.”

    - or, Shane's ex made him feel insecure about how he sounds during sex, and Ilya just will not allow that

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    05 Sep 2026

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    “Do you think you deserve a kiss, Hollander?” Ilya murmurs. “Have you been good?”

    Shane nods emphatically, sucking on Ilya’s thumb like that can be enough proof of how good he is. It’s something to do with his mouth, but it’s not what he really wants. He wants a fucking kiss. He wants his husband’s tongue in his mouth, not his finger. 

    But Ilya just hums condescendingly. “Mm, maybe you will have to earn it.”

    - or, Shane just needs to be taken out of his head for a while. It doesn't go exactly as planned, but they make it work

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Because, here's the thing. Ilya isn't actually jealous. Jealousy implies that there's a potential for Shane to be swept away by one of these random suitors. It means that there's an underlying fear that Shane will choose someone else over Ilya. And aside from the occasional depressive spiral that can lead Ilya to those thoughts — though that rarely happens after so many years of marriage — he knows that Shane would choose him over everyone. He trusts that Shane loves him just as much as he loves Shane.

    Ilya knows there's no chance in hell that a random man flirting with Shane in a pet store would be enough to turn his head.

    But what Ilya is, is fucking possessive.

    -or, people keep flirting with Ilya's husband. He has feelings about it.

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    05 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya has some stuff he needs to work out with Marly before he's letting him near Shane again.

    This better not awaken something in him.

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    Marly looks good. Really fucking good, with his shirt open and his hair tousled. It looks like he hasn't shaved in three days. It reminds Ilya of the picture, the sculpted hairy chest and the hint of one dark nipple, the detail cruelly obscured. He's overly aware of how Marly fills out this shirt now, unfastened in a deep vee, the button straining. This never felt like a problem before, how good he looks. How… touchable.

    Ilya orders them both a beer. Like usual. Like the last time he had seen this man, they hadn't both been balls-deep in Ilya's life partner. 

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya get caught up in an internet shitstorm...literally. Shane handles it better than expected.

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    02 Sep 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya has been dead for five years when Shane sees a man who looks exactly like him standing on a crowded Toronto sidewalk. So, at first, Shane thinks he’s seeing a ghost.

    Only, Shane doesn’t believe in ghosts.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Picking up where The Cottage (ep 1.06) left off and spanning the rest of Ilya's stay.

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    Comments:
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    1,493
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    384
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    15,831

    31 Aug 2026

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