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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    He keeps Shi Qingxuan at arms’ length. Shi Qingxuan is the only subject to his blunt derision. The only person who could ever get so close. In much the same way, Shi Qingxuan thinks, fiddling with his hem: I’m in control.

    (on Ming Yi, Shi Qingxuan, and the age-old question.)

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    25 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    It's been a while since he helped save the world, and Shi Qingxuan's life isn't miserable, although he misses having a female form. Unfortunately, there's a Ghost King still out there with his name on it.

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    26 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    It had started with a prayer.

    One of many, floating from the mortals below to the glittering heavens. In the age of reason, so few people prayed. They may give their offerings and pay lip service, but Gods were privy to the truth of their hearts, and many had lost the faith in prayers and in their Gods. Though they reigned, Shi Qingxuan knew all they had was held in a tenuous grasp.

    It was so easy to be forgotten. Whenever a prayer reached her ears, Shi Qingxuan was quick to throw herself into work. However, this prayer had led her to something she would have never expected.

    To touch down in a field of unchecked growth was already strange in the modern world; stranger still was the verdant vines growing on what was once developed land. The people who had built here had clearly fled the encroaching wilderness. Roping vines covered buildings, and smartly red flowers budded from the ground. When Shi Qingxuan had touched one, its petals had reshaped into the form of a slim, nude woman. A syrupy finger had traced her lips before Ming Yi had pulled her away. Then, she had lifted them into the air on a summoned breeze and deposited them here.

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    10 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    There is no Euphues.
    There is no Philautus or Lucille either.
    There is only Shi Qingxuan, He Xuan, and a dead fiancée.

    A He Xuan Character Study

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “Who is this...person?” 

    “Hm.” She shrugs, knowing there’s no name she can say. It’s not true, her excuse. But it seems that this Heavenly Official is not going away unless she gives an answer. “He is...very powerful. Not friendly, very rarely seen.” 

    A snort comes from the God, and he turns his head to the three or so other men standing in a grouping. Their smiles look more like sneers, and when his eyes fall on Shi Qingxuan again, she gets the undeniable feeling of being sized up like a piece of meat. “I suppose you’re lying.” 

    “I’m not lying.” 

    “Then, who are you taking to the banquet?” 

    Her mind starts clicking, trying to think of a name. If it weren’t for such a smug, ugly expression on this God’s face, she might admit her fib and move on, but Shi Qingxuan wants to see that wiped away. “Black Water Sinking Ships,” she says. 

    Behind her, Ming Yi chokes on her rice. 

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    22 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Black robes swish around her as Ming Yi kneels down to press her hand against Shi Qingxuan’s neck, checking for a pulse. There is barely any, just as Ming Yi planned. She’s spent years by Qingxuan’s side planning each detail of her revenge meticulously, leaving no space for mistakes. The poison worked perfectly, Shi Qingxuan is frozen between life and death and will remain there for as long as the spell holds. And it will hold.
    With a sigh, Ming Yi concentrates and finally transforms.

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    Written for once upon a prompt week 2026

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Three brush strokes to the right. Two to the left. A hand smoothing over his forehead, sweeping his bangs aside.

    Shadow Milk knows the pattern well. His hair is always brushed the same way, in movements that seem almost robotic in how perfectly they’ve mastered the repetition. The bristles of the brush always skim over his closed eyes with such care, nimbly avoiding anywhere they might prick or poke. It always ends with a few final touches, tucking any stray wisps back into place before the brush is set back down on the dresser before him.

    Pure Vanilla’s hands smooth through Shadow Milk’s hair, coming to rest gently on his shoulders.

    “There. Ready for the day?”

    Shadow Milk does not answer.

    Shadow Milk has not answered in a long, long time.

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    17 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    In the aftermath of what should have been the end of the world, an angel digs his nails into the bruised flesh over his most devoted servant’s heart.

    Sharp feather-like tendrils peel from his skin in thin glowing curves. They sink into the cooling body beneath him, sliding through abused muscle and broken bone, latching on to the countless metal threads already woven throughout. They slip past the brain stem, flutter in the mess of gray and white matter, coil around a crumpled unwelcome thing. They push it out with a revulsive squelch.

    And the angel says, “I don’t recall giving you permission to die, Bluesummers.”

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    03 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    "I didn't mean for this to happen," Shi Wudu says, standing. It's disjointed, like a marionette.

    Shi Wudu calls. Ling Wen answers.

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    25 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    He Xuan has little money, no stable job, an eating disorder, and a great deal of resentment at the way their life has fallen apart. Shi Qingxuan, whom they met on an online eating disorder community, is also going through a challenging time.

    Perhaps it is good, then, that they have each other to depend on.

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    (Written for Beefleaf Week Day 6: Food)

    Please mind the tags. Additional warnings in notes.

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    24 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    "Ming-jie…"

    "What is it?"

    "Has anyone told you that you're… really pretty like this? I mean… it's not like your other form is unattractive at all, but…"

    "You have," He Xuan interrupted, voice flat. Shi Qingxuan showered her in an unending stream of compliments every time she agreed to change into her female form.

    "Yes, but I mean, I think you're really pretty and I… I… li- I mean, ha ha ha, what am I saying? I think it must be getting to me already, ha ha…" She flipped open her fan and began to wave it in front of her flushed face, causing smoke to billow around her.

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    Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan enjoy some Ghost City weed, and each other's company.

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    12 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Feng Xin and Mu Qing are meant to meet their friend (and their friend's weird husband) for a night out, but they seem to be running late. They end up figuring out something to do in the meantime.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    “So you’re in love with your best friend,” says Hua Cheng.

    He Xuan just barely manages not to spit his food out. “He’s not my best friend.”

    “Really.” Hua Cheng picks at his nails. “Who’s your best friend, then? Is it perhaps...”—He trails off, eyes sparkling—“me?”

    He Xuan’s eyebrow twitches. “Fuck off.”

    He Xuan is in love with his best friend, and Hua Cheng has had enough.

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    11 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    Your brother is not a good man, and yet, you say, ge, come help me, crying out in dreams streaked with shadows and fear, come fix this, I know you, I know—

    Ming Yi—He Xuan—kneels before you and smiles coldly. “You know him? Did you know me?”

    And oh, what are you supposed to say to that?

    Or: the aftermath of Shi Qingxuan’s love lying broken at their feet.

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    09 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 4

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    He Xuan thought about how easy it would be to drown Shi Qingxuan in their ocean. How easy it would be, even now—after everything had been said and done—to wrap their hand around Shi Qingxuan’s mortal throat and squeeze until something popped.

    (or: they swallow the bitterness for one moment longer than they should.)

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    28 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    Coronabeth almost wants to laugh. She would, if she didn’t want to scream. It feels almost surreal to have Judith bleeding out in her lap, only half-conscious, yet more aware than she has been in months. Incapacitated at Ctesiphon quarters for over a year, possessed by a Resurrection Beast, and yet it’s a stray bullet that does it. Fucking Deuteros and her stupid Cohort-iduced hero complex.

     

    Judith dies in Coronabeth's arms. That's the fic.

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    24 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shi Qingxuan, her endlessly trusting Shi Qingxuan. “I’ll eat you,” she whispers. The other obviously thinks it’s just banter and smiles.

    One day, I’ll eat you alive and no one will stop me.

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    07 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 76

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    Because he is terrified, he reaches up and touches the golden longevity locket around his neck for comfort. It is solid and dense; this, you know because he once dropped it in your palm where you felt the crushing weight of family. It is their sibling bond forged in unbreakable gold. It is just another reminder that he will always be his brother’s before he is yours.

    You should not blame him for it. You of all people know that blood is thicker than water, that blood leaves a stain.


    He Xuan, heart in the abyss.

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    04 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 20

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    “What do you want, He Xuan? If you’re going to kill me, just do it.”

    “Why aren’t you miserable, Qingxuan?”

    Shi Qingxuan, after. A body she can't recognize, a grief too heavy for words, and the lingering specter of someone she once called a friend.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    There's an old man at the temple with a dark look in his eyes, and Shi Qingxuan doesn't want to admit to themself why it's so familiar.

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    06 Aug 2025

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