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The pieces left behind (I'll keep them close to my heart) by baina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.
Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.
Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
He was wrong.Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.- Language:
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25 Mar 2026
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White Noise Machine by nursdaylight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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“Oh – hi.” Shane says.
“Hi?” The other man doesn’t stop swinging the crying baby.
“Um – y-your baby. It’s crying.”
The man thinks for a second that this is a hidden camera joke of some kind.
“Yeah, dude. Thanks for pointing it out, I didn’t notice.” He’d punch him in the face if his hands weren’t occupied.
Shane can hear a very noticeable Russian accent.or; Shane Hollander is a student doctor under the spectrum that decides to help his neighbour when his baby doesn't stop crying.
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23 Mar 2026
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Breaking the Ice by PeterChristensen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..
When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.
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26 Dec 2025
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tendou always thought he liked to be alone, that he thrived in the solitude. until he met ushijima. until he moved across the world and realized what it really meant to be alone.
this fic was inspired by a tweet written by @CreatureCosmo and this is the link to the tweet is here: tweet
TW: detailed self-harm, alcohol use, self-hatred
please please please heed the cw/tw. please don't put yourself at risk just to read something.Bookmarked by givenflwrs
08 Apr 2022
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Iwaizumi flipped through the drawings of people, some of them nudes, until he came to the one of himself near the back. It was really good. The shading and lines were magnificent. It could almost be a picture. He wasn’t sure what to do now, though. It had been rude to draw him without his permission, but…
“Give me this drawing and we’ll call it even,” he said, looking up at Oikawa.
Oikawa frowned, shaking his head, the last rays of the evening sun catching the faint red tint in his short hair as it bounced. “Absolutely not. That’s one of my best.” He folded his arms across his chest, the fabric of his minty-blue colored dress shirt straining lightly over his shoulders and biceps. “Besides, it’s not finished yet.”
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08 Apr 2022