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    “Hey,” he says, hoping to catch Pierre’s attention. His best friend only hums. “I’m moving to Red Bull next season.”

    Pierre only snorts. “No the fuck you’re not.”

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    The Max retirement and Charles WDC fic I never stop thinking about.

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    16 Aug 2023

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    At 25, Max Verstappen is the youngest head chef that Michelin star restauranteur Christian Horner has ever trusted in the position. Max is focused, dialled in, and eager to get Christian a fifth star, his first. Enter Charles Leclerc, the son of famed Monaco food critic and writer, Pascale Leclerc, a part-time server and architecture student.

    He's just... fucking annoying.

    **title change, this used to be 'i wanna get better!'.

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    16 Aug 2023

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    Charles met his soulmate when he was four years old. His parents assumed they must have met at one of Lorenzo’s karting races. Supposedly, Charles had felt weightlessness, warmth, and utter happiness when he looked in his soulmate’s eyes for the first time.

    He wishes he remembered it.

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    16 Aug 2023

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    Year 2032

    Daniel Ricciardo wants to win the coveted triple crown of motorsport as only the second driver in history. To achieve this he must win the 24 Hours of Le Mans. After two years of failure, he feels this is his last chance. He needs the best drivers at his side, so he persuades the two world champions Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc to join the team. Will the two rivals be able to forget their shared past and help their friend to victory?

    A story depicting several years of Max and Charles' relationship from the perspective of both drivers.

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    12 Jun 2023

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    Charles stares at him intently, “Last time was an anomaly.”

    Not for the first time, Max recalls the awkward swell of humiliation after Charles had told him to stop. The hairs on the back of his neck prickle at the memory of everything that followed, “Yeah, that better not happen again.”

    After Monaco, Max thought he’d made up his mind about Charles, and their little arrangement.

    They’re in Azerbaijan and Charles is everywhere: in his head, in his messages, in his hotel room…

    Will Max be able to hold onto his resolve, or will his attempts at self-denial only prolong the inevitable?

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    01 Jun 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    post-australian grand prix 2023
    the sad mess of self-loathing and perfectionism and depression that is charles leclerc's brain, and the company of someone unwanted (apart from his depressing thoughts, of course)

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    19 Apr 2023

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    "I thought that we could kind of be available for each other, for when we want to, you know, have sex. I don’t know about you, but I find it really boring to have to go out and find someone whenever I’m in the mood, especially traveling all the time and with our weird schedules.”

    “So,” Charles starts after a few seconds of silence, during which Max is sort of blushing and Charles’ chest is feeling kind of weird. “Like fuck buddies?”

    “Yeah,” The older man gives him a small smile. “You know, just agreeing that when we both feel like it, we can meet up and have sex. Without all the small talk and awkward walk of shame afterwards.”

    That sounds like a bad idea. Really, really fucking bad.

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    15 Dec 2022

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    Lewis is ten kilometres into his ride before his phone buzzes again.

    It’s a bad idea to sleep with another driver, right? George’s message says, and Lewis almost falls off his stationary bike.

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    Lewis hands out relationship advice. Eventually, Sebastian does too.

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    14 Dec 2022

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    It isn’t the sex that he thinks of constantly. It’s the after, with his soaped hands skimming soft over Max’s trembling thighs, with the kiss to Max’s temple that they both ignored - it was the after that has left Charles with sleepless nights and an aching heart; the idea of more, dreamt of for three days before Charles was painfully reminded of exactly what he was to Max Verstappen. A means to an end.

    Charles knows that this isn't healthy, that he needs to deal with his feelings for Max following their hook-up, or he's going to find himself through the barrier at a fatal speed. He finds an unconventional solution in Daniel.

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    23 Nov 2022

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    Using the reflection in the mirror above the vanity, he steals occasional glances into the bedroom as he wets the cloth and cleans himself off. Charles is still on his forearms and knees, face buried in his pillow, he doesn’t look like he’s going to be moving any time soon.

    Max and Charles have been hooking up for a few months, casually, no string attached — definitely no feelings involved…

    The disaster that was Monaco 2021 sees them in Charles’ apartment, with Max having to deal with the fact that Charles can’t get out of his head.

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    22 Nov 2022

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    Max downloads Grindr after the Spanish Grand Prix and meets a faceless man called Charles. He knows the risk of not hiding his identity, but what was supposed to be some mindless sexting turns into more. Suddenly he finds himself craving even more of this Charles.

    Charles talks to a man who could be the real Max for most of his - hopefully last - F2 season. When Max completely disappears from the app, Charles thinks it's the end.

    Until Max talks about having Grindr in an interview with Daniel.

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    09 Nov 2022

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    Charles succumbs to the ease that only comes in the form of Max, in his hotel bed, breathing on top of him.

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    29 Oct 2022

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    He thinks that even if his voice were intact enough to say the words, he wouldn’t have been able to get them out. That even if pressed, held down and told to say it, he wouldn't have found a way. I’m married to Max Verstappen.

    Charles leans over his bed and throws up on the floor.

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    04 Oct 2022

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    Charles feels Max’s silhouette enveloping him now and he thinks how they found each other again, different versions but still destined to bleed asymmetrical colours. How this Max does not let the fire consume him but controls it, lets it loose in strategic maneuvers without sacrificing any of his nuclear grandeur. How Charles himself has learned to traipse the fickle balance between being a commodity and a person, sharing just enough for people to dip their toes into the surface but leaving the depth to himself.

    They simultaneously mean so little and so much to each other. It's an oxymoron that Charles traverses in its entirety, takes in his mouth and attempts to chew into something he can swallow without choking.

    — After Hungary, Charles ruminates while the world liquifies around him.

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    10 Aug 2022

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    03 Aug 2022

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    02 Aug 2022

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    These kinds of smiles on Max are reserved for other people. Like Daniel, like Lando, like those Dutch guys that come around sometimes and he likes to yell with.

    Not Charles.

    It’s probably the fourth time Max is acting noticeably strange around him that he notices the freckle on his lip.

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    02 Aug 2022

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    He doesn’t blame Max, not really.

    If he could have Charles for one night, he would never let him go either.

    Maybe he isn’t the one who is losing; Max is also playing a losing game.

    You can’t open yourself to Charles and try to exist in his charmed life without becoming irrevocably enamoured.

    When Max let Charles walk into his motorhome, when he let Charles slip into his existence, Max didn’t know it then but the battle was already lost.

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    27 May 2022

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    28 Apr 2022

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    11 Nov 2021

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