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    "Must be nice."

    Shane's cheeks hurt from the fixed smile he's been wearing since nine in the morning. He passes a signed photo of himself to the waiting woman with a nod before turning back to Hayden. "What must be nice?"

    "Dude, the line of people waiting for your autograph wraps all the way around the building. Twice." Hayden hands him a water bottle, cap already off. "Here you go. Stay hydrated."

    Shane hides a wince; the slightly warm water tastes like plastic, and it lingers unpleasantly on his tongue. He's been signing for what feels like hours already and the crowd isn't getting any smaller. "Fitness is popular these days."

    "Sure. Fitness." Hayden gives a pointed look to the stack of photos in front of Shane: one set with him smiling awkwardly into the distance, arms crossed in his workout gear, and the other with him leaning against the side of a motel pool the marketing department rented for the morning, towel around his neck. The photographer insisted, despite protests that his workouts have never featured swimming.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    “He wanted help to become second best hockey player, so he asked me,” he says, pointing a finger at his own chest for greater effect. “Then he fell in love because he couldn’t resist.”

    “Fuck you,” Shane laughs, followed by everyone else in the room, and playfully shoves him.

    “This is assault, Harris! Call your cops!”

    Shane frowns and while everyone else laughs, Harris explains. “My cops would be the HR team.”

    Shane buys a Rozanov Centaurs jersey, and gets one for Anya too.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    It seems Ilya fucking Rozanov adheres to a daily schedule of tomfoolery. He’s always finding ways to irritate Shane with the stupidest shit.

     

    or, Ilya ragebaits Shane as a form of flirting. Somehow it works.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Rozanov leans in, knees bent as he gets into position, leaning far closer into Shane's space than is necessary and then he fucking growls. The sound rumbles from deep in his chest, sending shock waves through every part of Shane's body and to his horror, his body just… gives in. His stomach flutters, clenching tighter and tighter until something snaps and his bladder releases, pissing all over himself like some sort of feral, untrained omega.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Shane rarely ever gets like this, but when he does, there’s nothing Ilya loves more than putting him back in place.

    “Shane,” he says again. “Position. Do not make me repeat myself.”

    Pink colours Shane’s cheeks, but he refuses to meet Ilya’s gaze. Cuffed and kneeling on the floor, yet he’s being a brat.

    “No?” Ilya raises an eyebrow. “You’re not going to listen?”

    He can see Shane’s resolve wavering, but Shane straightens his spine, looking away. Adamant, stubborn—keeping his thighs closed and his cunt away from Ilya. Stubborn little thing.

    “Pet,” Ilya croons, rolling his shoulders. “You’re being naughty.”

    “Fuck off,” Shane says hotly, face red.

    or, shane brats. ilya puts him back in his place.

    kinktober day 1: bratting

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “I have to go. Unlike you, I take this job seriously,” Shane says stiffly: “But this doesn’t end here, Rozanov.”

    The smirk on Rozanov’s face makes him want to crawl out of his skin: “Oh, wait, before you leave—one last thing.”

    Shane is already facing the doors, ready to leave, but he turns around one last time.

    “What?”

    The man looks amused: “Do you want to grab a drink after work?”

    “Oh, fuck off.”

    “Then back to my place, maybe?”

    Shane slams the office doors behind him as he exits. The entire floor stares at him as he angrily walks towards the elevators.

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    Or the one where Shane Hollander is very good at his job.

    He’s less good at ignoring his CFO, the most insufferable man he’s ever met.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Look at you now.” Rozanov’s knuckles graze Shane’s cheek, mock-tender. He flinches. “So fucking desperate for your captain's cock and you think no one will notice.”

    Captain Rozanov gets the star rookie on his knees.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    “I’m sorry, Dr. Rozanov,” Shane says.

    “You said that before, when you questioned me. Was that apology a lie?” he asks. Then, he adds, his voice a little lower, “Should I start to think of you as a liar, Mr. Hollander?”

    Again, Shane shakes his head and feels like a stupid little doll for how often he’s doing it. “No, no, I’m sorry. I swear. I’m just nervous.”

    Dr. Rozanov hums. “I have a feeling you spend a lot of your time provoking men, Mr. Hollander,” he notes neutrally.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    butcherbf

    Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc

    24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi

    24sbug: I really like your blog

    24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha

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    22 Sep 2026

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    Ilya feels many things at the very idea of his relationship with Shane being called boring. Do not get Ilya wrong; he loves boring. Boring Shane Hollander with his weak backhand, pretty freckles, and a blush that covers his entire chest when he cries after Ilya makes him cum for a fourth time that night.

    But boring sex life? With his Jane? He settles on being mortally offended and scowls at his laughing teammates.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    The NHL keeps a Central Registry of every team’s Emergency Backup Goaltender, or EBUG, an individual who must be prepared to play for either the home or visiting team should both goalies be taken out of commission. When the Registry was digitized in the mid 90’s a clerical error was made, and David Hollander has remained on file as Montreal’s EBUG. When Boston plays a preseason game in Montreal at the beginning of the 2017/2018 season, both of their goalies are taken out and David Hollander suddenly finds himself in the net in Boston black and yellow.

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    17 Sep 2026

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    “You will each get seven minutes,” Ilya said as he paced in front of them. “You can do anything you like with him. The one rule is that you cannot let him come. Only I get to do that. I will start the timer when you go in. When the timer goes off, you stop and come out here. After you have all had your turn, I will go last.”

    Or: Shane gets passed around like a blunt in a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Retired hockey player Shane has been lying to his mom about having a boyfriend, but now he’s agreed to take said boyfriend to the family reunion.

    Ilya Rozanov is Shane’s friendly neighbour. Maybe he can help!

    “Okay, so this is my plan: I re-download Tinder and make a profile that has one photo of me, with the caption ‘I need a fake boyfriend for my family reunion. I will pay you $30,000 and cover travel.’ That’ll work, right?”

    Or: The smutty fake dating fic with no miscommunication! They said it couldn’t be done, but I have done it.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    There is a thing Shane wants. Forgiveness, absolution, a way out of his imagined sin. But at the same time, he cannot accept the desire, can’t look at it head on. Will stall forever in the hair-shirt stage, causing himself pain, because he stubbornly refuses to create for himself any path towards atonement.

    This is fine. Repressed desire, unconscious craving for release. Ilya can work with this. Might even call it his area of expertise.

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    After the Centaurs lose in the playoff semi-finals for the second year in a row, Ilya has to save Shane from himself.

    Written for Mean Dom Ilya Week, for the prompt orgasm control/denial.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.

    He emails him. 

    Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Shane stares at the fabric in his hands and takes a deep breath. He’ll never hear the fucking end of it if he wears this thing out. He’ll never hear the end of it if he doesn’t.
    Lose-lose, really.
    A whoop sounds out behind him as Shane slips the jersey over his head. It sits awkwardly, though he can’t tell if that’s because the material is brand new or because his body won’t relax. It’s hot, as if the fabric lettering on the back is branding his skin. As if he’ll take off the jersey and be marked for life:
    ROZANOV. 81.

    Shane wears Ilya's jersey out in public. Ilya has very strong feelings about it.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Much of his life is defined by Ilya, his own Gregorian calendar. Before Ilya, Shane spent every heat locked in his apartment, cold-sweating and nauseous and angry. After Ilya, it’s easy. It’s as easy as Ilya’s knot slipping into his cunt, pressing against his walls.

    Shane Hollander: knot-drunk, scent-drunk, and so in love with Ilya.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    And, anyways, nothing is quite as sweet as relinquishing his control, passing it to hands far more trustworthy than his own. Shane doesn’t know what he needs; he doesn’t know what’s good for himself; his hands don’t hit the same, bent over his own bed, self-inflicted impact never enough to sting, let alone take him higher. It’s a privilege to lose control, to be told what to do and how to do it; never why, though, because Shane needs no reason to listen. He listens because that’s what he’s good for. How silly he was to ever think himself capable of decisions; how easy it is to relinquish that burden.

    A love letter to sadomasochism, as told by Shane Hollander.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Shane is overwhelmed and frustrated after watching tapes. He enters the gym to find Ilya working out. Ilya knows just how to calm him.

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    Ilya baits Shane into getting horny at the gym, spanking and fucking ensues.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Despite the *obvious* interest on both their parts (standing naked under a shower makes it hard to hide certain feelings) Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov don’t hook up after the CCM shoot. A few years later, when they’re both Captains of their respective teams, Ilya comes out as bisexual. Shane immediately makes his move to lock down the boy he’s had a crush on all this time, before it’s too late. After a surprise at a post-game press conference and a challenge from the Raiders, Shane has to convince Ilya he is serious about having a real relationship in front of professional hockey and the entire internet. Will it work? There’s only one way to find out!

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    11 Sep 2026

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