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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    A year after Ilya Rozanov transferred to Ottawa for a fresh start, he gets a new neighbor.
    Said neighbor happens have very cute freckles and is also pregnant.

    When Shane Hollander moves back to his hometown, after coaching youth in Montreal for many years, the last thing he's expecting is for Ilya Rozanov, the Ottawa Centaurs captain, star center and well-known menace, to be the best neighbor he could ever ask for.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    It starts, as most things do, for completely wholesome and safe for work reasons. Shane just wants to help his boyfriend destress a little, and maybe find a few ways for Shane himself to relax a bit more.

    However, as most things involving Ilya Rozanov tend to do, those wholesome and safe for work reasons quickly spiral into something hotter and darker that makes Shane shamefully hard, and that's all before he's even asked Ilya to hypnotize him into some mindless plaything. Fuck.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    *Hello, Shane.*

    “What the fuck are you-”

    *Resist if you want, Shane,* a voice purred from the machine, smooth and accented - something Slavic, maybe. It’s deep, obviously a man’s voice. *But resistance is disobedience, and disobedience earns punishment.*

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    Shane Hollander wakes, trapped, and struggles to resist a mysterious machine that seems intent on programming him into an obedient cock addict. The machine will force him into obedience using whatever means necessary.

    He resists, but eventually, he's not strong enough to fight it. Maybe it's easier to be obedient.

    Maybe he wants to be a good boy.

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    read the tags, dd:dne, dldr <3

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Obsessive fanboy Shane Hollander breaks into Russian model Ilya Rozanov’s house, expecting to get closer to the man he worships only to be caught when Ilya returns home early. Instead of calling the authorities, Ilya decides to punish Shane personally, turning the encounter into a dark, controlling game of dominance and obsession.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    There is one unspoken rule in the Boston Raiders — don’t mention Ilya’s classification. Don’t discuss it casually, don’t crack jokes about it, and definitely don’t make gentle enquiries about it.

    Especially do not make gentle enquiries about it.

    Shane, Ilya, and their classifications throughout the years.

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    17 May 2026

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    Shane stares down the medic, “Get a tourniquet on his leg and Cliff will leave but not a fucking second sooner.”  
    The other medic, a woman, starts going through their medical equipment bags and kneels next to Cliff. The loud one, a man, nods at Shane. 

    “That’s fair. And other than holding his hand, what are you doing to help, Mr. Hollander?” Shane glances down at Ilya’s pale and frightened face. He briefly takes stock of what just happened. He’s on the ice holding Ilya Rozanov’s hand. He's in his regular clothes at a game he’s not playing in. He steels himself and meets the medic's eyes again. Fuck it. 

    “I’m his boyfriend. I guess I’m here for moral support. Give me something useful to do and I’ll do it. But I’m not going anywhere.” 

    Shane looks down at Ilya. He shrugs his shoulders and smiles tightly. He watches as Ilya goes from shocked to awed to joyous and finally to overwhelmed. His eyes are glassy and he swallows roughly. “Have I lost too much blood, or did you just tell someone you are my boyfriend?” Shane scoffs and smiles down at him, “A little bit of both. Just stay awake, ok?”  

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    16 May 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    14 May 2026

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    "He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"

    "You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.

    "Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."

    Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

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    or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    It started, as so many things do, with a tweet.

    “Hey, Hollzy! Look at this! It’s so you and Roz,” Evan Dykstra said, shoving his phone in Shane’s face. Shane squinted at the slightly blurry screen, willing his eyes to focus on the small font. He never brought his glasses to practice (much to Ilya’s chagrin), but he also never anticipated reading whatever stupid meme the Centaurs decided was vital for his desolate knowledge of pop culture.

    Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic, it read, followed by a photo pulled from Centaurs socials of Ilya and Shane smiling at each other like idiots at a team event.

    Shane read it a second time, then looked up at Dykstra, who looked incredibly proud of himself. Clearly, Ilya was supposed to be the ‘bad bitch,’ because no one had ever put those two words in the same sentence as Shane Hollander.

    “Funny, D,” Shane began, “but I’m not autistic.”

     

    or,
    Shane Hollander realizes he might be autistic. He is the last person to do so.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    29 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I’m so excited mate. I heard Neil Young was at the bar, talking to half the fucking Beach Boys!” Niall yelled. The rest of the band held their drinks up, cheering, as if this was the best news in the world. It made Harry feel like his limbs were going to fall off.

    He quickly excused himself to the bathroom, locking himself in a stall and holding his face in his hands.

    “Deep breaths.” he muttered to himself. He didn’t know how long he was in there before the door opened, and he could hear footsteps walk up to the stall that could only be Louis’.

    “Harry?” Louis asked, voice gentle. “What's going on? Aren’t you excited?”

    “Excited? Lou are you kidding? Half of the geniuses of American music are out there! And they expect stupid little Harry Cox to play for them?” Harry yelled, voice panicked.

    “I thought you were Harry Styles now.” Louis teased, only earning a groan from Harry.

    Or, a Rocketman AU with a twist

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    09 Jun 2022

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    02 Sep 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 90

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    in which you’ve got textbook daddy issues and when your tool of a younger brother brings a sweet doe eyed girlfriend home for Thanksgiving and you end up offering her a ride home, you meet just the man to fix them

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    28 Aug 2021

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    08 Jan 2020

  16. This has been deleted, sorry!

    19 Oct 2019

  17. Public Bookmark 60

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    Another finger started to make its way in beside the first one, and the dry stretch was doing things to Harry he couldn’t explain. He’d never been more turned on in his life. His mates were right there so close to him, with no idea of what went on just a meter from them.

     

    Or, Louis fingers Harry in a restaurant with their unknowing friends right in front of them

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    17 Jul 2019

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    “We were fighting, weren’t we?”

    He can remember that, but he can’t remember where he is, Louis thought to himself. His shoulders slumped as a heavy sigh extracted itself from his lips. “We don’t need to talk about it right this second.”

    “What were we fighting about?”

    Or, the one where Harry and Louis both have their dark secrets and their choices are taking a toll on their marriage.

    Title from "Hold Out Your Hand" by Brandi Carlile

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    07 Jul 2019

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    Harry’s first rule made excitement flow through the Sub’s bones. “Yes, sir.”

    Louis’ lips quirked up in a smirk and he stepped closer, backing Harry into the wall. “You will call me Daddy.”

    ~~~

    Harry and Louis dated years ago, but the younger boy refused to be in a BDSM relationship. They get back in touch and old feelings surface, this time with a contract.

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    26 Jun 2019

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    "Louis knows who this boy is. He saw him at the audition, on the chair in line getting interviewed. He’s called Harry, and he's got the most brilliant voice and the biggest sob story that Louis has ever heard, and what Louis knows is that he doesn't want it to be a sob story at all. His eyes are a wide, glossy sea glass green, and he can’t see a thing."

     

    Louis never really knew commitment, never really knew love, until Harry.

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    18 Jun 2019

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