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    11 Oct 2026

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    🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽

    “Ah, you are afraid?” the angel asks, in a Russian accent.

    Shane doesn’t say anything. He pretends to keep reading even though he never started.

    “Hmm,” the angel says. “I am supposed to tell you, be not afraid. But I do not like telling people what to do.”

    Shane somehow doubts that’s true.

    “Do you have a message for me?” Shane asks, glancing towards the angel now, but only out of the corner of his eyes.

    “Yes, I do,” the angel says. In his limited peripheral vision, Shane can see that the angel’s deep cupid’s bow is now stretched into a broad V by the smug grin spreading across his lips. “Here is the message: you are gay.”

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    Shane Hollander decides to stop playing hockey at 17. Two and half years later, after his 20th birthday, he takes a trip to New York City with his parents and visits the Cloisters, where he meets an enigmatic Russian visitor services staff member with blue eyes and golden curls. And then he has a weird dream about an angel.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    "But, you don't—" Shane starts, stutters out when Ilya rolls his hips again, sliding his hand down at the same time to palm Shane through his sweats. "You don't—want me."

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    "Oh, Shane," he breathes out, nosing at the underside of Shane's jaw. "I promise you, kotik. I want."

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    "Not the way I'd like to be wanted."

    Or: Ilya never agrees to come to the cottage, so Shane flies down to Boston to drag him back.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    Hello.

    I am your soulmate. My name is Ilya and I am nine years old. I live in Russia. I don’t know your name or where you live, but I think it’s far from Russia. I want to know more about you, so learn Russian, because it is the best language that exists.

    I like hockey, pelmeni, and spending time with my mom. My favorite color is red, but I also like blue. Do you know hockey? It is the best sport that exists. If you don’t like hockey, we can’t be friends.

    Mom told me I can’t talk about my soulmate with anyone, sorry. Nobody knows except her. I’m fine with that, so behave when you’re in my body. Nobody can know.

    I hope to meet you someday. And know your name. And skate together. I would probably win a race without any trouble.

    Ilya.
     

    Or, the AU where they’re soulmates.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    All the world's a stage and Scott has unwittingly been cast as an ignorant Cyrano. If he knew about it, he'd be pissed as hell. Instead, he inexorably falls in love with a man he can't have while unwittingly helping a man he'll eventually call his best friend woo him.

    But one man in his time plays many parts. Who knows how this strange eventful history ends?

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    10 Oct 2026