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    Jackie Pike convinces Hayden to steal Boston Lily's number from Shane's phone and adds her to the WAGs chat.

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    Ilya Rozanov is a dramatic freak

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    Lily fits in perfectly with the real housewives of montreal

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    26 Feb 2026

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    RC: Boston?
    Bonnie: Noooooo now I see why Shane took so long to lock you down!
    Lily: 😎Shane likes a girl who knows what is quality hockey
    Lou: I can’t imagine how hard it must be, knowing that your girlfriend is probably a fan of Ro*anov
    Lily: what is *?
    Lou: It’s to keep our chat clean and family-friendly. No talking about the enemy.
    Lily: what if enemy is hot? Not as hot as Shane but still hot?
    Nat: omfg Lily you crack me up
    Jackie: I’m dying. Does Shane know you think Ro*anov is hot?
    Lily: 😇I must go now. Nice to meet you ladies!
    Bonnie: what a girl. I love her.
    Nat: she didn’t answer Jackie’s question 😭😭😭

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    In which Ilya accidentally outs himself and the Montreal WAGS become Hollanov’s greatest defenders post-FanMail Incident

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    26 Feb 2026

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    This fic is an alternate ending (major character death) to Built to Break. It begins in Chapter 18, in the OR, when surgeons discover Shane’s Ewing sarcoma cannot be fully removed. Clean margins aren’t possible, and the goal shifts from cure to comfort.

    What follows is the story of his final year— intentional, painful, and deeply beautiful—and the love that carries him through it. But this story does not end when Shane does. It continues through the aftermath: the firsts, the grief, the anger, and the slow, stubborn choice to keep living a life he would be proud of. It’s about chosen family, about carrying someone forward, and about believing that love doesn’t end here.

    If you’ve read Built to Break, you can start at Chapter 18. It also works as a standalone—though rereading from Chapter 1, knowing how it ends, might hit a little harder in the gut.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Because, sometimes, it takes almost losing everything to realize just how much you have to lose.

    Set post The Long Game (book 6).
    TW for suicide, descriptions of suicidal thoughts, depression.

    Fic 1: Two years after getting diagnosed with depression, Ilya becomes suicidal. (published)
    Fic 2: After Ilya's suicide attempt, him and Shane have to learn that getting help is even harder than it looks. (work in progress)

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    24 Feb 2026