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"Because we never said what we are out loud, I felt like... I was losing you to them."
Anxin tried everything to step up, protect Xinlong, and break out of the "little brother" box he felt trapped in. But watching Xinlong freely lean on the older members—while treating Anxin like a child—finally pushes him to his limit.
A night in the dorm and a series of backfired attempts lead to a tearful blowout, where the grey zone between them finally crumbles for good.
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08 Sep 2026
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How to get a boyfriend: A guide for dummies by Lee Sangwon (do not follow it) by foolxmina
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
07 Sep 2026
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"Hyung, you're awake," was the first thing Anxin said. "Uh, hyung, I really want to apologize. My rut wasn't supposed to come this early."
Anxin... really looked affected. That hurt Sangwon's omega a little. He even felt sad. Why did his alpha look so regretful?
What?
His alpha?
━ Where Sangwon accidentally has sex with Anxin(which leaves him a mark...) and Anxin decides to take responsibility (i.e., court him)
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07 Sep 2026
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Anxin has long seen his neighbour Leo as more than just someone he looks up to, and he can’t help but want Leo to see him that way too and stop treating him like a child.
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05 Sep 2026
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a voice like your father's tells you nothing good's for free by tinyduckling
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
30 Aug 2026
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Geonwoo has known for years that he wasn't meant to be loved. He's learned to live with it, to play the social game and keep anyone from getting close enough to see that he's hollow. But one day he stumbles across someone just as lost as him, who doesn't play the game because he never learned the rules.
He has a system that works. He should stay away. But Xinlong has a terrible way of seeing the good in everyone, and Geonwoo can't help wishing that he'll find it in him.
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- Part 2 of home to me
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05 Sep 2026
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Sangwon has a problem.
Technically, he has several.
He’s a fourth-year math student with deadlines to meet, lectures to survive, friends who are getting increasingly suspicious of his terrible excuses, and a secret identity that occasionally requires him to abandon everything and go save the city as Spider-Man.
But none of those are his biggest problem.
His biggest problem is Anxin.
More specifically, the fact that Sangwon has been hopelessly in love with him for four years and has somehow spent every single one of those years convincing himself that it’ll eventually pass.
It hasn’t.
Turns out fighting monsters is considerably easier than dealing with feelings you’ve spent four years trying to deny.
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18 Aug 2026
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(un)fortunate change by aldiwon_daisy (daisy_illusive)
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
30 Jul 2026
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When Leo meets Anxin through his university’s foreign student integration program, he never imagined just how radically his whole life would change.
(Or Anxin has always been very sure of what he wants… and the only thing he wants now is Leo).
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03 Aug 2026
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Anxin has been in love with Xinlong for months. Xinlong is drowning in responsibilities and has no idea Anxin exists.
When they're forced together by a thunderstorm and a pair of perfectly timed wishes, their lives are thrown into chaos. Nothing will ever be the same.
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27 Jul 2026
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"What are you talking about?" Sion asked, genuinely confused. "Why are you making a fuss the moment you appear?"
A grin immediately tugged at the corners of Sakuya's lips. The sight alone was enough to make Sion suspicious.
"You," Sakuya said as he pointed directly at him. "You're practically drowning in Ushi hyung's scent, woah."
Or, Sion finally gets noticed by the omega he's been courting for ages, only to learn that Yushi is very, very interested in testing the limits of his self-control.
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- Part 2 of Always in All Ways
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24 Jul 2026
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Unfortunately, Yushi was Yushi. And sometimes even he couldn't predict what would come out of his own mouth. Which was why he ended up shocking himself with the next question.
"Are you courting me?"
Or, Sion had been courting Yushi for so long that everyone could see it by now. Well, everyone except Yushi himself.
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- Part 1 of Always in All Ways
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24 Jul 2026
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From becoming friends as trainees to debuting together, Sion and Yushi have always been by each other's side. However, when they're finally living their dreams as kpop idols, something unexpected turns their lives upside down.
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yushi gets pregnant after helping sion with a rut.
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23 Jul 2026
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"I can't fix it if you don't memorize the formula," Jungwon whispered. Sunghoon's eyes dropped to Jungwon's lips for a fraction of a second before meeting his eyes again. "Help me memorize it, then."
Park Sunghoon, the university's hockey captain, isn't actually failing Calculus II. But when deliberately bombing a midterm is the only way to get the fiercely intelligent, organized Economics major assigned as his peer tutor, it's a sacrifice he's more than willing to make.
Yang Jungwon just wants to survive the semester, keep his 4.0 GPA intact, and avoid campus gossip at all costs. He doesn't have time for a supposedly clueless athlete who keeps buying him coffee, invading his personal space, and offering up his umbrella in the rain.
It really is a flawless plan. Well...until it isn't.
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05 Jul 2026
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01 Jun 2026
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“I don’t date younger guys. Also, you’re my best friend’s younger brother,” Sangwon said like it was obvious.
Anxin laughed a little. “Okay. And?”
Or, Anxin always gets what he wants, and his older brother’s best friend is no exception.
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01 Jun 2026
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Geonwoo thought getting older would make him more certain about where his life was headed. Instead, everything only became more confusing, his thoughts, his future, even himself. Yet somehow, amidst all that uncertainty, there was always someone quietly staying by his side. Someone whose presence softened the noise inside his head without even trying.
Geonwoo begins to wonder if the person he had been searching for all along had already been there from the very beginning.
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28 May 2026
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you exist loudly (but the room is entirely too cold when you’re quiet) by catnosaurus
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
25 May 2026
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Sharing a bed with Xinlong is Anxin's favorite thing, even if he jokingly calls his hyung's sleeping habits a hazard to his health. It’s just affectionate banter—until Xinlong’s hyper-considerate brain takes the teasing entirely to heart.
When Anxin starts waking up to a cold, empty mattress in the middle of the night, he realizes his jokes have triggered a secret, self-sacrificing routine that is destroying Xinlong’s health right before their comeback prep.
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26 May 2026
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how dare you love me, like you've never known fear by tinyduckling
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
26 Jun 2026
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“We’ll be there with you though!” says Anxin. “And if you really really hate it you can leave early, I promise. Please? It won’t be as fun without you.” His voice gets sad and pouty on that last line, and he hasn’t dropped the puppy-eyes. Sanghyeon, who’s been released from Anxin’s hold, isn’t even trying to hold back his laughter. They all know it’s just a matter of time before Xinlong caves.
He lasts about ten seconds.
“Fine, I’ll come.”
Anxin cheers, darting around the table to tackle him with a hug as well. “You’re the best Longlong! It’ll be fun, I promise. You won’t regret it.
He regrets it already.
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Or: Xinlong has spent his whole life being largely invisible, and he likes it that way. But when his friends start pushing him to branch out more and he somehow catches the eye of someone they would've never expected, he now has to figure out how to navigate a complicated web of social relationships that he's used to only watching from the sidelines.
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- Part 1 of home to me
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25 May 2026
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sanghyeon drags anxin out to show him the latest new episode of UPKONO (read: kyehoon of kickflip flirts like a master with sangwon).
he's a bit bothered... and very jealous. ft very nosy members.
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- Part 1 of xin & won canon events
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21 May 2026
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“So just a gentle reminder, Won — you really need to pick better partners,” Anxin finishes and sends Sangwon a quick, playful flying kiss, while Lee dodges it theatrically, tilting his head away with exaggerated offense.
“Yeah, yeah, you’re a sex god and all that, all your partners are stupidly lucky, and your little selection system works perfectly for you and for them, stop rubbing that in my face, I’m still depressed.” Sangwon groans, dragging a hand down his face. “Besides, it’s not like you’re actually gonna suck me off or anything.”
And honestly, there’s nothing new in the statement itself. Sangwon can recall at least four separate times one of them joked that they should just have sex with each other already, but tonight has been off-script from the moment damn Geonwoo stepped into his apartment, so instead of the usual laugh and a harmless “idiot,” Sangwon watches Anxin’s mouth curve into a lazy smile, one brow lifting.
“Who said I wouldn’t?” Anxin murmurs, the words soft but deliberate, his hand sliding fully onto Sangwon’s inner thigh now, his thumb tracing a slow, intentional circle.
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15 May 2026
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All Geonwoo could think about was how badly he wanted to wrap an arm around Xinlong’s waist and pull him impossibly closer. Geonwoo wants to touch him without pretending it was accidental. He wants to stop having to hold himself back.
Xinlong swallowed softly; Geonwoo saw it.
He also saw how Xinlong’s lips went from his eyes to his nose, to his lips.
“Long-ah…”
The pet name slipped out before Geonwoo could stop it.
And immediately, Xinlong reacted.
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12 May 2026
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Don't cry alone (let's laugh together) by Itsheavenly
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
09 May 2026
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Anxin realizes that while learning a new language is hard, being loved for exactly who you are is the easiest thing in the world.
Inspired by Anxin's birthday message to Sangwon.
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10 May 2026