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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya falls in love with Shane’s hockey, first. Everything complicated comes later.

    (A non-chronological timeline of Ilya Rozanov, falling in love with hockey and with life and with Shane Hollander.)

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Stay. I can take it back, I can rewind it, I can undo it. I can unsay your name and unexpose the heart I bared to you today. I can take it all back and we can pretend it never happened—Shane, your name on my lips like it belongs there, your name whispered on my tongue in the heat of a moment where I just wanted you too hard and too much and too fast, I can unsay it, the way it sounded like a confession, I can unmean it—

    And we can take back “Ilya” too, my own name like a burden which you are finally breathing out, like a secret you’ve been keeping your whole lifetime, like you’ve been waiting to say it for longer than we’ve even known each other, like—

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    a Shane Boston WAGs companion fic to the very wonderful please leave a message.

    or: Shane is decidedly not one of the girls.

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    03 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    imagine: whole team of mes

    the moscow rozanovs

    would be greatest hockey team to ever live

    wags would not have to choose. everyone would get their own ilya

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    Cliff Marlow has been on Boston’s team with Ilya Rozanov for the last seven years.
    Last week, he figured out the Shane Hollander thing.

    *** Now with a 2nd Chapter of Shane's *slightly* more serious POV***

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov slipped back to his side, clearly trying to reinforce the intimidation efforts, though Cliff noticed he kept just enough distance to avoid him. As if the lingering smoke from Cliff’s cigarette might somehow undo the work of the fifty-five breath mints he’d just watched Rozanov swallow whole like some kind of snake.

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Call me

    Call me

    Call me

    Read! It says read!

    Fucking call me Hollander

    It says read

    Call me

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    “He looks so happy,” Jackie said, joining him at the railing. She rested her head against his shoulder, wrapped an arm around his waist. “It’s really nice to see.”

    “Yeah, it really is,” Hayden said. He sighed heavily. “Fuck. I’m gonna have to start liking Ilya Rozanov, aren’t I?”

    Jackie giggled, rubbing his back in a placating manner. “I’m afraid so, babe.”

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    5 times Hayden started understanding Shane and Ilya's relationship, and the 1 time he finally told Shane he did.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    He was much better at staying on beat and would occasionally guide Shane into a few moments of actually dancing to the rhythm.