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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Look, I know you’ve got this...thing...for Rozanov.”
    Shane’s stomach dropped. “What do you mean?”
    J.J. smiled sadly at him. “Why do you think I keep trying to set you up? Having a crush on a straight man is no good, buddy."

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    The events of Heated Rivalry + The Long Game through the eyes of J.J. Boiziau.

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    All of the times J.J. was pretty oblivious / all of the times Shane wasn't as careful as he thought he was.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Papa, what’s your job?”

    Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.

    “My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”

    “That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”

    In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.

    After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

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    05 Jan 2026

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    “Did you decide to tell us because of what Scott Hunter did?” The question was gentle, almost as if his dad was afraid to spook him. “What he did was very brave.”

    “I had been thinking about it for some time, but that was definitely one of the reasons that made me do it now.” He took a deep breath. “After I saw him doing that, all I could think about was not having to hide anymore. Not from you, not from the team... not from the world.”

    He could see the fantasy in his head: him and Ilya walking around, hand-in-hand, traveling and having fun. Being together in the light of day, not just in dark hotel rooms, having to be quiet, hiding.

    “Would you want to? Come out, publicly, I mean.” There was worry in his mother’s voice.

    He thought about it, really, without letting the fear cloud his judgment.

    “Yes.”

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    Or: The timeline was different, and Ilya couldn’t go to the cottage because his dad died soon after Scott Hunter won the cup. Shane decides to come out.

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    05 Jan 2026