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Ilya Rozanov is an incredibly skilled and famous hockey player, maybe the best in the league. He’s known for being captain of the team in Ottawa, for being constantly surrounded by adoring fans, and for being kind of an asshole.
Shane Hollander is the founder and director of a charity hockey school in Montreal. He loves his job and takes it very seriously, which leaves little time for socializing or just about anything else.
Ilya and Shane cross paths when Ilya’s manager insists on boosting his public image with a little charity work. The two don’t exactly click, yet they can’t stop thinking about each other. Mutual attraction turns into a hook up, and then another, and then suddenly a positive pregnancy test.
Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to navigate this complicated situation, and in the process discover the feelings they have for each other are a lot deeper than they thought.
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27 Feb 2026
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one lifetime too short by luminvies, moonsteps
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
20 Mar 2024
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People enter Al-Haitham’s life, and then they leave. That is just the way it is: first it was his parents, and then it was his grandmother, and soon enough, it will be Kaveh. He's already set to have a future that other people could only dream of brushing with their fingers.
There are much greater things than Al-Haitham in Kaveh's destiny.
Sometimes all it takes is ten years.
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20 Feb 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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02 Feb 2026
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Shane has never belonged to himself.
Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.
Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.
A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.
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21 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is the perfect embodiment of what it means to be an alpha: dominant, relentless, proud of his caste, with no intention of hiding it.
Shane Hollander, against all odds, has proven he can be far more than an omega—as long as that truth doesn’t interfere with hockey, the only place where he allows himself to exist without labels.
In the world of hockey, they are declared enemies. While Ilya embraces his nature and displays it without shame, Shane fights to prove there is something beyond biology, something that cannot be measured in pheromones or hierarchies.
Everything fractures when Shane’s suppressants fail during an NHL event. With no options left and against all logic, he is forced to turn to Ilya.
No one knows exactly what happened that night. And although Shane adamantly refuses to repeat it, Ilya begins to give in to a pull that understands neither pride, nor rivalry, nor rules.
Nature does not forget.
And it does not forgive.Or: Ilya Rozanov offers to help Shane Hollander during his heat.
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12 Jan 2026
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Breaking the Ice by PeterChristensen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..
When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.
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23 Dec 2025
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The knock at his door comes about five minutes after Shane gets home, three minutes after Shane pees on the stupid sticks, one minute after Shane looks at the fucking pink plus signs, and about thirty seconds after tears spring to his eyes.
Shane Hollander, professional hockey player and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a bun in the fucking oven.
Or Shane and Ilya's enemies-with-benefits arrangement has some unintended consequences.
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23 Dec 2025
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Heated Secret by Ryysee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Male Omegas are rare. In Canada, they’re barely five percent of the population. In professional hockey? Zero. Not one has ever laced up in the league. The reasons are whispered in locker rooms and shouted in comment sections: too fragile, too distracting, too risky. Heats, scents, instincts, none of it belongs on the ice. Especially not when the game is played by alphas who’ve spent their lives being told they’re the only ones built for it.
Shane Hollander learned early that the world doesn’t make room for exceptions. It erases them.
So he erased himself first.
Suppressants swallowed in the dark. Scent blockers layered like armor. A life measured in milligrams and miles, every breath controlled, every weakness buried deep. To the league, to the cameras and the fans, Shane Hollander is the perfect beta: disciplined, untouchable, relentless. The Montreal golden boy who plays like he has nothing to lose.
He has everything to lose. And then there’s Ilya Rozanov.(Everything you think you know about Shane Hollander is a lie. He’s counting on it.)
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22 Dec 2025
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The Light Between the Ashes by Tandil (DancingFaerie)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Jan 2026
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Someone made sure Chūya wouldn’t carry a child to term.
The compound was delivered through medical channels. Cleared. Approved. Tampered.Dazai knows where it came from.
Chūya knows what it cost.This time, they won’t stay quiet.
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- Part 3 of The Veins Beneath The City
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21 Dec 2025
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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18 Dec 2025
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On Thin Ice by sundowner
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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A few seconds later, a news anchor’s voice grows to startling clarity. A clip plays of Rozanov shooting from the goal crease and making it into the net.
“...Montreal Metros to acquire center Ilya Rozanov from the Boston Raiders for the upcoming season. The two teams have sustained a bitter rivalry for years, and it has only worsened worsened with Hollander and Rozanov’s participation. All of this makes the trade an unlikely one; however, it seems to be just the right time for the Metros to snag a star like Rozanov. After many lackluster performances from the Metros these past few months, it only makes sense…”
The anchor continues as a clip of Rozanov from a post-game interview last year plays—he’s shirtless and sweaty, smirking into the camera. And then he does that…that wink. Shane just stares up at the screen, dumbfounded. He’s not listening to the details anymore, but the words echo in his head.
Metros to acquire Ilya Rozanov…
His team to acquire Rozanov.
“This is bullshit,” he mutters, turning and trying not to stomp off like an upset child.OR: Ilya gets traded to Shane's team and Shane is not happy about it
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i was coerced into writing this
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17 Dec 2025
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
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13 Dec 2025
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Shane is the only omega on his hockey team and one of the few to play for the NHL.
He will do anything to remain at the top and protect his reputation from harmful rumors.
But when he finds out that he is pregnant, Shane’s world crumbles around him, and the only person he can trust with his secret is the alpha, who shares his heat but does not want to be his mate.
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- Part 1 of Crushing In the Rink
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09 Dec 2025
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mating call by atfourtomic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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“I was not supposed to,” Rozanov murmurs, his thumb pressing harder into Shane’s sore gland, drawing a small involuntary squirm from him. “Go into rut here. Now.”
“But why-” Shane breathes, rubbing faintly against Rozanov’s chest, as if his body is trying to tuck itself closer on instinct alone. Rozanov lets out a rough sigh, his heartbeat stuttering loud enough for Shane to catch it.
“It’s you that should be in heat,” he says—no, states, heavy with frustration. “I think we… combined?”
“We synchronized,” Shane blurts, like the words arrange themselves for him, the one functioning corner of his brain lighting up in approval. “Fuck. That makes sense.”Or
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a complicated relationship. That doesn't stop a very primitive part of their brains from deciding that they should mate for life.Bookmarked by idrib
08 Dec 2025
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The Season Ender by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Mar 2026
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Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”
Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”
“Both.”
“Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"
(formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)
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08 Dec 2025
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struggle for supremacy by congee4lunch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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“Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”
“—Oh, give me a break—”
“—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”
“The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.
ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.
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07 Dec 2025
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The affair was over, the truth was out, and Derek Hale was left trying to salvage what was left of the life he blew apart. A crumbling marriage. Three kids caught in the middle. He had made his choice.
But then there was Stiles.
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- Part 2 of Letters and Depositions
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04 Oct 2025
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Drawn together by fate or coincidence, Dazai and Chuuya cross paths again and again over the years.
It's just - sometimes love isn't linear. And sometimes there is no hero; just a person who picks up the pieces.
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11 Sep 2025
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Five years ago, Rin left everything behind: Sinegard, her friends, and the man who refused to choose her. Now, back in Sinegard with a job at Shenlong Industries, she’s doing everything possible to keep a secret safe. But when she runs into Nezha again in their newly shared workspace, she realizes the past isn’t something she can outrun forever… Especially when it looks like a four-year-old version of him.
Meanwhile, Nezha has spent the last five years trying not to think about Rin— a difficult feat when she called him a coward before disappearing off the face of the earth. So, he leaves for Hesperia to drown himself in work and prove himself a worthy heir of the Yin corporate empire. But when he returns to Nikan as the VP of R&D at Shenlong Industries, the unexpected awaits for him in the form of an adorable little boy… And his mother, who he hasn’t stopped thinking about since letting her go.
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A Rinezha rom-com told in two timelines. HEA second-chance romance, workplace shenanigans, enemies to friends to lovers to exes to coworkers to coparents to ???.
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03 Sep 2025
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jamming my fingertips into all your wounds by riverdanceeee
Fandoms: The Iliad - Homer, The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, Hades (Video Game 2018), Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
06 Nov 2025
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The sole harpist in the university's music department gets expelled, leaving Patroclus's group missing a vital member for their final recital that will launch their careers. There is only one other person Patroclus knows who can play the harp. Unfortunately, said person is Achilles—the star swimmer of the university and beyond, who has a publicly unknown talent on the harp, and a largely unknown history with Patroclus.
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22 Jul 2025