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The tears fall before the door fully closes, and she lowers herself to the ground, leaning against the stable wooden door. There's a bit of silence and then,
"Who did this?"OR
Samira is the best doctor Jack has seen in years, and he selfishly will do anything to keep her here
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Matt’s “abilities” left him confused more often than not.
On one hand, he wants to trust in the words his friends say to him.
On the other hand, Karen’s heart had never beat as fast as when Frank Castle entered a room.
He knows fear, knows how she looks when she’s scared. Or at least can sense it in the air. This isn’t that. It’s almost- No. no. That makes no sense. Right?
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Will Graham, a former FBI profiler, has been involuntarily committed to the elite but secretive Baltimore Institute for the Mentally Unwell and Gifted following a series of violent hallucinations and a breakdown on the job. Officially, he attacked a suspect in a fugue state. Unofficially, he may have been framed.
Dr. Hannibal Lecter is the institute’s new consulting psychiatrist, brought in to handle exceptional cases. He chooses Will as his personal project.
Except Hannibal already knows Will. He’s been watching for years.
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ONGOING: STILL UPDATING
Karen Page is writing a longform investigative piece on the surge in vigilante activity post-Daredevil's "disappearance" (or current hiatus). She keeps running into this quiet guy—Frank—on the train, in line at a food truck, at the bodega at 2am. Meanwhile, the Punisher keeps saving her life in violent, chaotic situations, and she becomes obsessed with finding out who he is… not realizing they’re the same man. -
The Letters I Never Sent by ifearimtired
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)
16 May 2025
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ONGOING: STILL UPDATING
After Frank disappears (post-The Punisher Season 2 and Daredevil Season 3), Karen starts writing unsent letters to him. She hides them in an old shoebox under her bed. They're messy, sometimes angry, sometimes soft. But they're real.Unbeknownst to her, Frank eventually comes back — and Karen is not prepared.
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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02 Oct 2025
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Rin has set up a plan for the Winter Olympics:
First, she wins the gold medal.
Second, Nezha wins the gold medal.
Third, she tells Nezha how she feels.alternatively, Rin and Nezha's relationship throughout their figure skating career.
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Jack Abbot is two beers and a bourbon into the evening, pleasantly warm but not actually drunk. He thinks if he was drunk, he’d write this whole conversation off as an elaborate hallucination. Chucking a handful of mixed nuts into his mouth, he’s still not entirely sold on it not being some sex-deprived, testosterone-fueled fantasy his mind has cooked up after a full dose of trazodone.
Apparently, Samira Mohan is a virgin.
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Samira doesn't want to finish out her residency still a virgin. She asks Jack Abbot to help. There are to be no feelings involved.
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22 Sep 2025
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Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.
And if you think about it -
Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.
"Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.
"Walk me home?"
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“You don’t like a little fire?” Rin teased, lifting her hand again to let the flames curl between her fingers, casting dancing shadows across Nezhas face.
“I like it too much,” he said roughly, his gaze steady.
The wine and the swaying of the sampan blurred the edges of Rin’s vision, but her mind was sharper now, and every heartbeat, every breath between them, suddenly felt unbearably loud.
“You never said that before,” she said, her voice a bit smaller now.
“I never could,” Nezha admitted, looking away for a second, like the words cost him something.
“Because of who we are?” she asked, already knowing the answer.
He nodded. “Because of who we have to be.”
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We all know that history moves in such viscous circles. But what if it didn’t have to? What if they could break the chain?
This is a rewrite about how they did it. And it all starts with Nezha making a different choice that night in Arlong.Bookmarked by ifearimtired
26 Aug 2025