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“You hold your soldiers to high standards, MacTavish,” Lopez remarked, with a thin smile; he gave a polite huff of amusement before returning his gaze to the field, raking over it to find who he was really after.
After over a year of knowing him, working with him, and living with him, he probably should have lost the ability to be surprised by him. But if there was anyone who could stun him, knock him flat on his feet no matter how long it had been, it was Ghost.
ghost impresses another captain during a training exercise; mactavish seeks to remind him whose tags he wears :)
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- Part 63 of yours to keep
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Soap joined the notorious Captain Price's crew years ago after leaving his life behind. Now they're on the trail of the most corrupt officer the Navy has ever seen, and Price has one last trick up his sleeve.
Ghost, and old friend and now shadowy assassin, joins the crew for one last manhunt.
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29 Jun 2025
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"I'll be moving on soon. The problem I was here for is dealt with. As my best customer I figured you should know."
A confusing mix of emotions rises in Soap at that, muddies his thoughts like disturbed silt. His nostrils flare as he snorts, lowering his muzzle so the knight cannot see the unhappy twist of his wide mouth. His ears press back. He'll admit keeping himself fed has been a lot easier with the knight's semi-weekly delivery; he hasn't had to hunt, lure, or trick for his meals in ages. But Soap has lived for many, many long years, and knows he will not go hungry.
He's…sad, he realizes. Upset that he will no longer be able to catch a glimpse of this knight, with his golden hair and masked face. He's grown accustomed to it, dare he say looks forward to their routine, even though the knight has only ever spoken to him the last time he was here.
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16 Jun 2025
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How do you tell a dog from an SAS sergeant?
Soap's been trying to think of a punchline, but so far, all he's got is a dog’s gotta shit in the woods and bury it slightly more often than an SAS Sergeant.
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04 May 2025
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With a sigh that borders on painful, John finally admits, “Fucked my back up.” His eyes burrow into the bench across from the one they’re sat on, not wanting to look at Nikolai as he confesses, “Threw it out just standin’ up after I got knocked down.”
“We are getting old, da?”
Nikolai knocks their elbows together lightly, cognizant of his pissy back, and grins like growing old isn’t a slow and unending march towards the unavoidable end of their lives. Like the silver hairs sneaking into his long black hair, streaking his beard, and hiding beneath John’s boonie are something to celebrate rather than fear.
“Yeah…” John’s eyes pinch, and he studies the bench more intently.
An arm snakes around his shoulders carefully. Gingerly, Nikolai pulls him into the warmth of his side, and John tucks his head into the man’s broad chest, allowing himself comfort just this once.
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John fucks his back up, and Nikolai makes him feel better
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13 Apr 2025
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Captain John MacTavish had a problem. This was not new; as the one in charge of the 141 he had to deal with a great deal of problems of various calibers. Nor was it new for his lieutenant to manage to create and solve his problems in equal measure. What was new was this specific problem. It was driving him insane in a way nothing else had managed to in quite some time, its source was around constantly, and worst of all, there was fuck all he could do about it.
Captain John MacTavish had a problem, and that problem was Ghost's lower half in his new tac gear.
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Ghost's hand slid up into the bottom of his mohawk, fingers grabbing a fistful of hair as he arched into him. "Promise, captain?" A thread of desperation ran through the words. Both of them were familiar with things worth dying for, but neither of them knew how to handle something like this–something worth living for.
John let go of the hip harness with his other hand and wrapped it around the other's jaw, turning his head so they were face to face, mere inches apart, the long lines of their bodies overlaid. "Yeah, Riley." Desire, commitment, intent; all that and more distilled down into one short phrase. "I promise."
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15 Mar 2025
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Ghost was still sore. Most specifically, about the fact that the moment he had tried to get back to Soap, still in bed in his motel room back in Chicago, they had been told they needed to leave almost immediately. Bundled into a plane and sent home to sit, stony faced, at a debriefing that was miserable and tedious. One which even Laswell looked annoyed to be at, which Ghost chalked up to the fact that she had a beautiful wife, and a crusty little dog that needed walking, waiting at home.
Soap had glanced at him across the table, bottom lip jutting out until he caught himself and it was sucked back up into an expression that resembled something a bit more professional. But, Simon could see it in his eyes. The disappointment.
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a sequel to caught me gawking, set directly after Ghost and Soap have returned, post-shagging and post-post-final MW2 mission in Chicago. Soap's in a jam and Ghost is in the shit because despite his neatly defined outward flaws, like being incomprehensible half the time, he's quite enjoying Soap's company.
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- Part 2 of i think i was meant to keep you warm
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25 Feb 2025
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High on the spirit and drunk on fumes by storm_petrel
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
04 Mar 2025
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This isn't his knife, it's Ghost's. Molded grip, modified tanto blade, S.R. carved deep into the butt.
If he makes it out of this alive, he's going to have to beg forgiveness for somehow mixing Ghost's knives in with his own gear. Possibly he's gonna have to go to confession because this feels like one of the bad sins.
Or, a mission goes awry, and now Soap's got to deal with hostile terrain, a hit squad of cartel sicarios on his tail and Ghost's voice on his busted radio. Honestly, it's the last thing that probably fucks him up the most.
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13 Feb 2025
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I miss the way you say my name (the way you bend, the way you break) by imnotmadeofeyes
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
09 Feb 2025
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War has a way of doing that to a soldier, Soap knows. It’s why he’s shagged so many men and women in his old task forces, it's why he's shagged Ghost and even shagged Price that one time, years ago, before joining the 141. Human touch makes human. And he craves Ghost's touch more than should be humanly possible.
In the chaos of their military life, Ghost and Soap crash into each other.
OR: A self-indulgent Friends With Benefits fic with tons of sex before they start communicating.
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09 Feb 2025
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'Fuck, Marry, Kill' Gone Wrong (Or Very Right?) by GnawingAtMyEyes
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
03 Feb 2025
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Sergeant MacTavish has a thing for his lieutenant. Alright... maybe it's much more than just a thing. While he hides it behind thinly veiled flirts and banter, nothing scares him more than Ghost finding out how deeply he wants the man. Rejection might kill him.
A flirt-filled mission, a training exercise gone wrong, and an "innocent" game with some girls at the bar leads to unforeseen consequences.
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Soap is disgustingly in love with Ghost and cannot fathom that the man likes him back. Admitting that he would fuck him and marry him has Ghost basically agreeing to both.
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08 Feb 2025
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johnnys self confidence issues are so real actually
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Johnny has been discharged after his last mission and tries his hardest to make a living as a photographer. His new contract begins today and he isn't quite sure it's up his alley, he never cared for cars before.
But that's about to change. Not that he has any clue.
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20 Oct 2024
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“Not old.” A scar ran down the side of Ghost’s face, perpendicular to the cut of his jawline, and it shifted as he spoke, “Younger than Price.”
“Really?” Soap’s stool scraped across the floor as he tugged it closer. Far too close for two grown, military sculpted men to be to each other but Soap had had at least two tequila shots even before he’d started on his next drinks, so it felt like nothing at all to be able to smell that Ghost was clean. No blood. No dirt. Clean, washed skin underneath his clothes and mask, “I mean, that wee glance you gave us of your mug back before the raid wasn’t much to go on.”
“Thought you might have gone rifling through my file.”
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Or: Ghost and Soap are the last ones left in the bar after the final MW2 mission, knees touching, and Soap can't help himself. Can't stop the little, needling shit that lives in the back of his head and cajoles him into pushing himself into Ghost's vision. 'Just a snog, sir. We don't have to tell.' Except, it's not really that easy, is it?
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- Part 1 of i think i was meant to keep you warm
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12 Oct 2024
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If one asked any of the former clans of the North, the story of King MacTavish and the North Star, they might say that the sorcerer fell into a trap laid by clever King MacTavish. That he bound the White Wolf’s wrists and feet and put him in a collar of cold iron to suppress his magic, brought him to his stronghold and tortured him into obedience. Others might say that the White Wolf came of his own accord.
Others, those who look over their shoulders and know they speak of treason, might hint that it was North Star who found the King first, that he lured King MacTavish into his lair and put him under a spell, seduced him and made the King fall in love with him, to whatever end he might have.
Still others claim that their union was ordained by the gods, that they gave the King a vision when he was a boy, tied the red string of fate to both their hands, and that it is a blessing indeed, to unite magic and might under one banner and keep their people safe.
Naturally, none of these stories are true.
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01 Oct 2024
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A thousand lives, spiralling out around him, all full of possibilities...but Simon lived in this one.
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Ghost slowly learns how to be in love, and in doing so learns how to stop wishing for a different world and start living in the one he's got.- Language:
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21 Sep 2024
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Cuddling lambs is better than drinking yourself to death. But at what cost?
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16 Sep 2024
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Five times Soap and Ghost have sex and one time they don't.
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The progression of Soap and Ghost's relationship shown through switching pov scenes of sex + intimacy with unspecified time between each
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14 Sep 2024
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Rival hockey players Ghost and Soap who are forced onto the same Olympic team.
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Based on one of my twitter thread fics
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- Part 6 of Short Stories : Call of Duty
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12 Sep 2024
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Soap had the cheek to roll his eyes. "I'm a fairy, ya dafty."
"Then say that next time." Despite his dry and flippant retort, Ghost's mind was reeling.
Fairy. He'd said a fairy.
What the fuck?++
Soap isn't as human as everyone thinks.
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11 Sep 2024
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...gives us the tenacity to survive stressful times and inspires us to be hopeful of our future.
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Soap has a friend that lives under his bed.
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- Part 6 of kai's xmas gifts <3
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30 Aug 2024
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It’s easy enough to keep himself still when Johnny begins to touch him. He drags warm, firm hands across Simon’s back, his palms sliding effortlessly against skin and scars alike with the oil slicking the way. It’s as familiar as it is alien. Johnny’s hands, callused and strong. Reliable and sturdy; clever and quick. They’re the same hands that clap him on the shoulder and pat him on the arm and hand him a mug of tea.
He’s rarely had them on his bare skin. Simon runs hot; knows it because of how he’s had to act as the human furnace on missions with subzero temperatures and snow banks taller than his head. But Johnny’s hands mark their path across the plane of his back with a pleasant warmth, one that lingers even as his touch moves on.
Johnny’s palms dig into the meat at his shoulders, then push down, across his back and his ribs and his waist. By the time his hands catch at his waistband, Simon has arched into the sensation like a cat, muscles trembling. Johnny’s hands lift away and, strings cut, he collapses into the bed, breath shaking.
or: Ghost has been tense lately; Soap helps him with that.
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29 Aug 2024