infinitelactose
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if you ever want me (you can have me, honey) by infinitelactose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
22 Dec 2025
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“God, something must be really wrong with me, Sam,” he said, his voice breaking. “I’m surrounded by all these people, and… and it’s fucking Christmas, and it’s snowing, it’s – it’s so beautiful, it really is, and all I want…” He trailed off. Coward, he thought. “I want things to go back to the way they were.”
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Christmas Eve, the first fall of snow, and a voicemail that reveals a little too much.
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- Part 5 of sim writes sambucky :))
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you're out of touch, i'm out of time by infinitelactose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Oct 2025
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“Man, you are just… You know, I’ve heard stories,” said Sam, shaking his head minutely. “Sergeant James Barnes,” he continued, making his voice deep and deliberate, like he was announcing some kind of sports game. “I bet you caused quite a stir, back where you’re from.”
“I do well for myself,” said Bucky, a pleased flush on his cheeks.
“I’m sure you do.”
“And what about you?” he prompted. “Handsome guy like yourself. You probably hafta beat the ladies off with a stick.”
Sam’s smile didn’t fall, but it became a little smaller. He glanced at the shield propped up beside him; all red, white, and blue, stars and stripes. “I don’t really… I’ve got a lot going on,” he said.*
1943. Bucky Barnes has recently shipped out, when he suddenly finds himself transported to a future where his current best friend is gone, he is (somehow) still alive, and the handsome man who found him can't quite look at him without heartbreak in his eyes.
2028. Sam Wilson isn't talking to his best friend. And then a young, confused, annoyingly charming version of his best friend falls out of the damn sky. Great. Just great.Series
- Part 4 of sim writes sambucky :))
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you knock me off of my feet by infinitelactose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
28 Aug 2025
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It happened so fast that Sam could barely register it. One second, he had Bucky pinned, the next, the roles were completely reversed. And now Bucky was on top of him, firm legs bracketing Sam’s own, and they were… close. So close that he could see each individual drop of Bucky’s sweat. A couple of strands of his long hair had come free from his hastily drawn ponytail, dangling towards Sam’s forehead. For some reason, Sam really wanted to push them out of the way. To tuck them behind his ear. To—
What the fuck am I thinking? He shook himself mentally.
Bucky was still avoiding his eyes. Instead, his gaze was fixed on – no. Was he – was he looking at Sam’s mouth?*
Sam doesn't know how to get along with Bucky Barnes. They only communicate through trash-talking, and what's more, Bucky won't even look at him, and he has no idea why. What, does he make the guy nervous, or something? Hehe. Heh... (Wait...)
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- Part 3 of sim writes sambucky :))
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do you have to know me inside out? by infinitelactose
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Jul 2025
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“When’s the last time someone else stitched you up?” Bucky asked. He was still speaking in that breathy, low tone, like he was afraid something might shatter if he raised his voice.
“I don’t know,” admitted Sam. “Years, probably.”
His answer seemed to physically wound Bucky. For a moment, Sam was worried he might cry. Instead, he just lifted his left hand; touched a single finger to the side of the wound. Sam shivered from the cold touch of the metal.
“Is there anything else I can do?” Bucky said, watching the way Sam’s ribcage rose and fell with each breath. The question, for some reason, made Sam want to slam his head against a wall. He’d heard it often, but in all the wrong places. Never when he needed it. And never like this.
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Sam and Bucky have this thing between them, and it keeps getting stronger, and something is bound to break. If only either of them could bring themselves to acknowledge it.
OR - yearning, the fic.Series
- Part 2 of sim writes sambucky :))
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guardian angel by infinitelactose
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Jun 2025
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“Sam,” murmured Bucky.
“Yeah?”
“You can fly.”
“I can.”
Bucky opened his eyes again, and they were soft and sincere and a little awe-filled. “You catch me when I fall.”
“Always,” Sam promised.*
Torres wakes Sam up in the middle of the night to hand over a drugged-up Bucky. Who is soft, and sleepy, and saying things that he probably wouldn't say if he were sober.
Series
- Part 1 of sim writes sambucky :))
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sim writes sambucky :)) by infinitelactose
Fandom: Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
22 Dec 2025
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this is what happens when a wannabe tv writer gets their hands on a canonically silly4silly couple.
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sim writes dex+em by infinitelactose
Fandom: One Day (TV 2024), One Day - David Nicholls
15 Jul 2024
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my one day fics. they're pretty good, i reckon! come for the dex and em content, stay for the sometimes unhinged author notes (it depends on how tired i am and how bad my adhd is that day)
oh they aren't connected btw
DAVID NICHOLLS LET'S BE BEZZIE MATES PLEEK
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