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It starts with breakfast, a questionable study about prostate health, and Buck declaring that ejaculating twenty-one times a month is technically preventive medicine.
They’re just two best friends taking care of their health.
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01 Nov 2025
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“That right there? Pure force. You could, like…hold someone down without any trouble.”
It slipped out before he could think too hard about it, and immediately he felt the air shift. Buck regretted saying these words out loud to a degree. It was one thing to think like this about your best friend and enjoy looking at him during a workout, but saying these words out loud to said best friend’s face? A totally different thing. Where was the rewind button when you needed it?
Eddie didn’t move, didn’t even flinch. He just stared at Buck, his expression unreadable.
Buck laughed, trying his hardest to chase away the moment. “I mean, not that you’d…uh…hold me down or anything.” His cheeks started to burn. God, he sounded absolutely ridiculous.
Eddie’s mouth curved, slow and deliberately, into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “You sound awfully sure of yourself.”
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or: Buck jokes about Eddie's thighs and ends up riding them
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13 Oct 2025
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stuck in secrets that i've spoken by effervescentwolf for thelonggoodbye
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Aug 2025
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“Maybe you should try casual. Date a friend who would still be your friend after you break up,” Buck says, and in the same breath, without thinking, “Date me.”
He snaps his mouth shut, his entire body flushing with heat. Eddie looks at him for a very, very long second. “You.”
Through the sudden panic, Buck’s mouth goes on autopilot, “No sex, just a few dates, we’ll have an amicable break up. I already know and love Christopher. And anyway, I’m a guy. So, no need to worry about you catching feelings either.”
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Spoiler alert: it’s not casual. They don’t break up. And they have sex.
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18 Sep 2025
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“Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”
Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”
Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”
“Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”
Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”
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After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.
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02 Sep 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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11 Aug 2025
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Eddie stopped dancing competitively years and years ago. But it’s all much of the same— the inherent showmanship of life. He does kinda miss getting trophies for it, though.
or;
Two faces, two windows, and the one-way street between them.
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- Part 3 of wet & wilder
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03 Aug 2025
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“I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”
His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”
Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)
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09 Jul 2025
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Private Message: Buck and Ravi, 10/17
Ravi
Ravi Pannikar shared a Note with you: “Buddie Bets”
Buck
…probie
probie what the hell is this
Ravi
AH
that
was supposed to be shared with a group chat
pls don’t get the chainsaw im too pretty to die
Buck
don’t care, didn’t ask, what the hell is this????
Ravi
so on iphones there’s this app that’s called notes right
Buck
PROBIE
Ravi
ok look don’t get mad
or: Buck and Eddie find out that the 118 have placed their bets on when they’ll get together. They hatch a plan to drive their friends insane AND take their money. It goes about as well as you’d expect.
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- Part 1 of what goes around 'verse
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27 Jun 2025
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Their trek through broken stairwells and crumbling hallways was brutal. The two of them struggled to haul their exhausted bodies through tighter and tighter crevices, but they pushed through the pain, praying to whatever god might be listening that the roof collapse hadn’t completely cut off access to the upper floors. The fact that they could even still call this place a building was the kind of miracle that Eddie desperately needed right now, because every second that he had to spend wondering if Buck was still breathing was a crueler torture than any pain he could ever inflict on his body.
Maybe the priests were right–Hell was real, and it was the agony of losing Evan Buckley.
or: an 8x18 fix-it fic featuring a near death experience, a feelings realization over the 118’s radios, and Buck and Eddie finding joy in the impossible things.
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28 May 2025
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“I’m mortified, Eddie, I really thought Buck would have talked to you about it,” Maddie says. She looks genuinely regretful, her eyebrows pulling together with concern. “Obviously, he clarified things for me, told me that he wasn’t pining for his straight best friend, and I’m just…I’m so sorry. It wasn’t my place to speculate on your relationship like that.”
There must be a worm that’s wrapped itself around his thoughts — that’s constrained his neural pathways to just the thought of Buck’s in love with you — because something takes over Eddie’s mouth. Something entirely foreign and jarring prompts him to say with too much incredulity: “Buck said he wasn’t in love with me?”
Maddie gapes at him.
Eddie snaps his mouth shut with so much force his teeth click.
or: Maddie tells Eddie about the conversation she had with Buck. Eddie spirals about it.
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19 May 2025
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“Stop it,” Buck huffs out, shuffling out of reach. “You’re being ridiculous.”
“I’m not doing anything,” Eddie insists, sliding backwards until his socked foot touches Buck’s leg again.
“You’re being a dick.”
Buck attempts to move away again, and Eddie follows him, refusing to stop touching him with his socks until suddenly Buck’s not there anymore and a loud thump echoes throughout the room.
“Did you just—”
“Shit,” Buck mutters, and Eddie can vaguely see the shape of Buck’s body in the dark as he heaves himself up off the floor. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
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(A pillow wall and socked feet lead to changes in Buck and Eddie's relationship.)
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11 May 2025
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standstill on the steps forward by comewithmeforarest (idontreallylikebutterflies)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2025
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Buck shakes his head, a small, childish feeling in his chest. "I don't want to sleep."
Eddie's eyebrow goes up. There is a difference between not wanting to and not being able to, and Buck didn't notice he was using the first one. "You don't have to stay up or he will disappear, you know? Bobby will still be here tomorrow."
"But you won't," Buck admits, the response out of his mouth before his brain has time to fully notice what he is about to say and reminds him why it's a bad idea to tell Eddie something like that.
Buck and Eddie only have a few hours together before Eddie's flight back to El Paso. It's time to move forward.
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08 May 2025
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"Sorry," Buck says, with an exaggerated wince. "Sorry, sorry, that's not—that's not a proposal, for the record, don't freak out. I was just wondering."
Something about the way he says it makes Eddie wonder if maybe it would be a proposal, if he'd reacted differently just now. He dismisses the thought immediately. Buck is a grand romantic gestures kind of guy. He wouldn't ask Eddie to marry him out of the blue, on the couch, halfway through a Lakers game. Eddie is sure of it.
Mostly sure of it.
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Or: Buck asks a question. Eddie dithers.
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- Part 3 of homeward bound
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17 Apr 2025
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is it casual now? by redtrospect
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
17 May 2023
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The morning after they fall into bed together, Poe wakes up alone.
He’s half-asleep, stretching out in search of Finn’s warmth, when he realizes. His eyes blink open, and in the bright morning light, there’s no doubt. He’s alone.
For a moment, he’s certain last night was a dream, the slide of Finn’s tongue, the heat of his body against his own. But there’s a tell-tale ache in his muscles and the room still smells like sex. Last night happened; it was real. Finn just didn’t stick around after.
Poe navigates his feelings about a casual relationship when he wants it to be anything but.
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05 Apr 2025
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"What was coming, he still couldn’t mark beyond the word “trouble” lit up in gold when it came rolling in over the east field that late May before the first licks of the summer he turned 19.
Trouble rolling over the hill and right up to Ed.
Trouble pulling his stetson, loose around his ears like it wasn’t quite fit to him, from his head, down to his chest. Trouble tilting his head to Ed, like Ed was a fine lady, like Ed was anything but a ranch hand perched on a borrowed horse. Trouble asking, soft and sturdy as fresh wheat bread, 'how do you do'?"This is about a lot of things but this is primarily about how one man can hear one Orville Peck song and turn it into 46k words with absolutely no restraint.
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- Part 1 of Bronco
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19 Jul 2024
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Podfic for “Kalahari Down” by oatmilktruther by SierraJaneSims
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
29 Jan 2024
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"What was coming, he still couldn’t mark beyond the word “trouble” lit up in gold when it came rolling in over the east field that late May before the first licks of the summer he turned 19.
Trouble rolling over the hill and right up to Ed.
Trouble pulling his stetson, loose around his ears like it wasn’t quite fit to him, from his head, down to his chest. Trouble tilting his head to Ed, like Ed was a fine lady, like Ed was anything but a ranch hand perched on a borrowed horse. Trouble asking, soft and sturdy as fresh wheat bread, 'how do you do'?"This is a complete 1880s-1890s cowboy AU clocking in just under 46k that will update weekly as we work through beta'ing each chapter. This is about finding yourself, finding your home, and finding the person you want to share both with. This is about doubts we have in ourselves and how they poison the rest of our judgments. This is about Edward Teach in leather chaps being the most fuckable rider this side of the Mississippi. This is about how one man can hear one Orville Peck song and turn it into 46k words with absolutely no restraint.
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- Part 1 of The "Bronco" Series by oatmilktruther
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30 Apr 2024
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Ed's minding his business when the new neighbor's kid comes around holding a human puppet. It's creepy as hell, but as soon as the kid's father rounds the corner, Ed doesn't mind.
ETA: Podfic available here from Kninjaknitter my darling dearest
“Hello,” says the strangest voice Ed’s ever heard, jolting him out of his reverie, sending his heart speeding into chaos.He opens his eyes and he’s staring straight at a stuffed animal in the shape of a human person. It is bald with a tiny hat and too-big eyes and it wears a blue shirt and a name tag that says Jeffy in the sort of scrawl normally reserved for words written in blood.
A puppet, he realizes several seconds beyond when it would have been appropriate to respond.
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22 Mar 2024
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Ed sits him down on a sunny afternoon and takes Stede’s hand in his, kissing his fingers and stroking his knuckles, and Stede feels like Ed is either about to say something terribly romantic or terribly devastating.
“I want you to tie me up and fuck me,” Ed says, and it’s both, in fact.
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14 Mar 2024
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Ed breaks a curfew and then nine years later creates one.
For Day 10 of OFMD Crimes-mas.
"We’ll see you at 11 o’ clock sharp!” Ed laughs because he feels like he’s being handed a curfew by a seven year old in a Frozen nightgown, and he realizes it’s probably the only curfew in his life that he’s been happy to have. Despite the promise of a fun evening ahead, he’s already looking forward to coming back home and waking up to two little faces peering at him and demanding pancakes for breakfast.
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29 Feb 2024
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“Jesus, Stede,” he manages, panting. “What are you doing?”
“Paying attention,” Stede says lightly. “Go on. Teach me.”
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16 Feb 2024