jayisasleep
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He struggles to accept himself; he cannot tolerate his feelings towards men. It goes against every principle he and his team stand for.
Yet, he can’t comprehend why he fantasizes about men, his early fumbles regarding opponents, and involuntary memories of Biden flashing past his mind...
Or trump wants to kiss men badly but he has horrible internalized homophobia
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“You better not go anywhere, either. I still got plans for you, hear me?” His hand pulls at Robby’s, guiding it to push his fork into the lasagna again, and he laughs. “Keep eating. I’ve only got twelve minutes left.”
Robby lets Jack half-feed him a bite of lasagna from his own hand, held by Jack’s, and it tastes a lot better than it had a moment ago.
“Tell me about the good ones,” Jack insists. “Who’d you save today, Superman?”
or: jack and robby steal a few minutes alone together when their shifts happen to line up.
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13 Jan 2026
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Hardly anyone at PTMC knows they’re married. That is until Jack shows up unannounced one evening. On a stretcher.
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13 Jan 2026
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“It started out as Eddie tapping restless rhythms on his own knee. Basslines, drum beats, guitar solos. But soon after, he started tapping Steve.
Steve loves it. He’s just a little confused because Eddie taps out the same rhythm every time. And it’s not from any song he knows.
So what does it mean?”
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Eddie keeps tapping Steve. Steve doesn’t know what it means, until he does.
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- Part 4 of steddie shenanigans
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09 Jan 2026
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do what you want (i’m telling you) by lateralparallel
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
27 Jun 2022
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He gets it, why he goes red in the face when Eddie’s near, why his stomach flips like a pancake when Eddie calls them “our kids”. It’s scary. It’s scary because Steve doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. He’s the one who calls pretty girls “sunshine” and “baby” and all that crap, and he’d once delighted in the flush that he’d receive in response. But Eddie calls him all that stuff, and it’s like, okay. Like, Steve likes it.
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- Part 1 of i know what you are steve harrington
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09 Jan 2026
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a cinematic vision ensued (like the holiest dream) by fivecenturiesverse
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Jul 2022
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Eddie and Steve have been spending a lot of time together since Vecna. They're co-parenting kids, getting high every night, and sleeping in the same bed. They basically share a wardrobe too.
He thinks this is dangerous, its like they’re married, the casual sharing of intimacy, this space between them which feels like something and nothing all at the same time. He thinks it’s dangerous for him to pretend Steve sees it the same way, that one day Steve’s droopy, kind eyes are going to see right through him and he’ll lose this. This being a side of Steve’s bed that is his, a nightstand where his rings always pile, a drawer of shirts in Steve’s bedroom that only Eddie uses. He can’t lose it, so he shuts his mouth, turns out the light, and watches the slow breathing of sleep fill Steve’s chest.
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