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There are many regrets in life that Jisung Park harbours — one of which is writing his feelings for Chenle Zhong down in black and white.
(or: Jisung's letters to Jaemin mistakenly find themselves on Chenle's bed, and words that he cannot reclaim spill over the edges.)
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12 Oct 2026
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Having sex before carrying out an assassination mission doesn’t sound bad, at least not to Chenle.
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06 Oct 2026
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Close your eyes when I count from one to three by pleasantdepression
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
25 Sep 2026
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But when he shifted his gaze a little, Jisung witnessed another scene. The young bartender who had previously pointed out the door’s location to him was now slumped over the table, a knife sticking out of his back. Blood flowed from his chest downward; Chenle’s left hand held a glass of liquor while his right hand rested in the pool of blood. The red blood dyed his entire hand; he raised it again and smeared a streak across his mouth.
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06 Oct 2026
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"Don't even think about it." Chenle tells him, voice low. Jisung tugs impatiently. "Hear me out."
"You've already held it this whole time," Chenle starts, his free hand tapping away at his phone. He flashes the screen at Jisung, showing a timer queued up for ten minutes. "You can wait a little longer, right?"
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06 Oct 2026
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“But since you two are scared of a little kiss…” Donghyuck sighs dramatically. “I guess you’re not as close as we all thought.”
Jisung relaxes slightly. He’ll take the teasing as long as it means he doesn’t have to humiliate himself in front of Chenle and their friends. As long as it means he won’t be risking their friendship again, like he did that night.
“Scared?” Chenle then grumbles. “Who said that? We’re not scared.”
or: Jisung is dared to kiss Chenle in a game of Truth or Dare, and Chenle takes it as a challenge. Nobody else in the room knows that it's not their first time.
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06 Oct 2026
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“I miss you so much,” he cried, clutching at his chest through the sweater. “I miss you more than I can breathe.”
Tears blinded him, yet he still tried to focus on the photograph between his fingers. A broken laugh escaped as he tilted his head and stroked the image again. “Chenle… I miss you so terribly.”
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29 Sep 2026
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Jisung wants to help Chenle come to terms with his sexuality.
All of Dream does.
But he can't shake the feeling he's being toyed with, like a lab rat in a maze.
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22 Sep 2026
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My advice is always ruin the friendship, better that than regret it for all time.
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Jisung is in love with his best friend. His best friend is unfortunately straight, or so they both thought.
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22 Sep 2026
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Against his better judgement, Donghyuck decides to snoop on his coworker's phone during lunch.
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08 Sep 2026
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“If you lose”, Jaemin says with the devilish grin on his lips Chenle just knows will fuck him over, “you gotta kiss the person on your right. On the mouth.”
Chenle doesn’t need to look to know the person next to him is Jisung, staring at him with those ridiculous large eyes.
“Ok.”, his voice echoes and he instantly knows he just made everyone around him his enemy.
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Chenle is feeling-constipated. His friends try their best to change it. He knew he shouldn’t have agreed to play drinking games with them.Bookmarked by jilelel
08 Sep 2026
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“You said you'd stop clinging to Mark hyung. Now you're doing it with Donghyuck. Why?” Jisung sputtered, on the verge of pleading with the last question. Chenle thought he looked like a fuckable doll, his red hair matching the area around his eyes.
“Why do you think, darling? Hm? You've been so clingy to Donghyuck,” Chenle moved closer to Jisung, trapping his longer legs together. “and you want my pity now we're back in Korea?”
Chenle’s tone was icy, like he was enjoying seeing Jisung crumble under just his gaze. A piece of thread unraveling from a ball of wool.
or: the aftermath of the chenji candy drama
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07 Sep 2026
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“I’m open to anything, what are you suggesting?” Chenle asks.
“W–well, Donghyuck said it’s okay as long as you don’t touch me. But I, uh—“ Jisung gesticulates, trying his best to explain the plan. But the more words or gestures he uses, the more confused Chenle appears.
Eventually, Jisung grabs his bag from the table, pulling out the handcuffs Donghyuck had given him. Thinking that showing the keyholder them will help relay the message Jisung is trying to spell out.
“I’m allowed to touch you… I just can’t date you.”
Or: As a Playboy bunny Jisung isn't allowed to date Chenle, but rules always have their loopholes. It just requires some confidence... and perhaps, a pair of handcuffs.
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07 Sep 2026
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“No,” Chenle mumbles, his breathing shaky. “T–That can’t be. Because— how do they know the body wash I use? How do they know what games I’ve been wanting to buy?” It’s hard to wrap his head around the possibility of it being someone he doesn’t know.
But Chenle knows his friends are right. It’s not them.
“I– I think, someone’s been watching you…”
Or: Chenle has a stalker. One who, despite never having met him, is in love with him.
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07 Sep 2026
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Yeah, he'd missed him, no doubt. Missed his dry humor, his even drier hands holding his own and his stupid laugh. Missed everything about him and it only hit Jisung now.
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04 Sep 2026
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At 22, Jisung thinks that he still fails to have a grip on his love like he thought he would. Where it was infatuation due to co-existence or a genuine longing for physical touch perhaps? Even as he aged, it was hard to tell between the two. Blame Lee Jeno.
or: periods in jisung's life where he wrote letters to chenle.
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04 Sep 2026
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Summer break already begun four days ago and Jisung’s vision has been bombarded by a pair of pretty legs. Even when he’s busy playing on his phone, whenever Chenle walks by, he’ll catch himself staring until he disappears from his view. With his staring, he learns a couple of fascinating things; one is that Chenle’s knees are pink, two is that his elbows are just as pink, and third is that he’s slender compared to him.
Jisung couldn’t help but to wonder where else is Chenle pink.
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03 Sep 2026
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“But this time,” Jisung says, forcing the words out before he can backtrack, “I’m asking because I want to. I mean, I want you to.”
Chenle blinks. That clearly catches him off guard.
“You want me to bite you,” he repeats, a little slower this time, a little more careful.
Jisung likes to think he knows almost everything there is to know about vampires. That is, until his vampire best friend bites him.
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03 Sep 2026
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Chenle can't keep his hands off of Jisung's thighs and Jisung finally calls him out on it.
“What’s with you and my thighs?”
“What’s with you and me and your thighs?” Terrible comeback, but he knows Jisung is too out of it to respond with a snarky one.
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29 Aug 2026
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touch me, baby (naked in manhattan) by chenjirinelove for betterthangoId, jjicuyie
Fandoms: NCT (Band), NCT Dream
01 Jan 2025
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“Chenle-hyung,” Jisung mumbles, his voice slurred and thick with drunken sincerity, their faces so close Chenle can feel the warmth of his breath. “—Do you not want me?”
And oh boy, Chenle feels the heat rise to his face like a wildfire, his thoughts spiraling into chaos as the angel and devil on his shoulders battle it out. His morals scream for control, but his desires whisper temptations he can’t quite ignore. Not that it matters—Jisung decides for him, pulling Chenle down onto the bed and into a kiss so deep it leaves no room for argument.
Regret will come in the morning, won’t it? But right now? Ah, screw it. That’s tomorrow’s problem.
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- Part 1 of jiji & lele : in our world
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25 Aug 2026
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hold me, never let go by chenjirinelove for betterthangoId
Fandoms: NCT (Band), NCT Dream
10 Jan 2025
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Ten years and counting—that was how long Jisung and Chenle had fought side by side as magic partners, bound by their unshakable bond in a world plagued by an evil that refused to be vanquished.
But what happens to a partnership forged in battle when, out of nowhere, Chenle is struck by a love spell that deepens his feelings for Jisung—transforming admiration into something far more unexpected?
or: Chenle's feelings eventually lead to him and Jisung in bed together.
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- Part 2 of jiji & lele : in our world
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25 Aug 2026