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    When Castiel got Emma Winchester as his first ever omega intern, he couldn't help but be intrigued by the wonderful scent that clung to her. A scent that belonged to Emma's single father. Daydreaming aside, Castiel had no plans to act upon his little crush on Mr. Winchester's scent, he was a nobody working away in a little forgotten basement office after all. And, on top of that, Castiel was pretty sure that Emma's father was an omega, like himself. It could never work, could it?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ten months after a traumatic experience leaves his daughter mute, single father Castiel Novak decides to heed the advice of Claire's therapist and get out of the city for a while. Obsessed with My Little Pony, Claire begs to go to "a pony farm" and, well, Castiel will do just about anything to make his little girl smile. A quick Google search later and he's booked a three month stay at Winchester Family Farm.

    Neither Castiel nor Claire knew what to expect when they arrived at the farm, but it certainly wasn't a gorgeous, green eyed cowboy who knows ASL and has a penchant for collecting orphaned animals. Nor were they expecting the entire Winchester clan to make them part of the family. But that's exactly what happens, and it isn't long before Castiel realizes that not only is Claire healing, but he is as well.

    A story about hope, healing, and finding home.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    But that’s the whole reason he’s here, isn’t it? He’s not out here hunting Humans. He’s not even hunting deer, or bears, or anything else that featured in Bambi. He’s out here, freezing his nuts off every night, because he’s hunting Angels.

    Sometimes Dean wishes that Angels were like how they’re described in the Bible. How people from time too old for him to care much about thought Angels were messengers and warriors of God, protectors of Humans. He knows that how they’re really described in the Bible is actually pretty terrifying, but at least they were told by God that they’re supposed to love Humans, right?

    That’s a thousand times better than what Angels really turned out to be.

    Written by: riseofthefallenone
    Artist and co-author: limonadegaby

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    04 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Castiel is a sophomore in college who dies in a tragic accident - only to find out he's a ghost now haunting campus. And he's not the only one. Dean Winchester, a star football player who died on the field in the late 90s, is among the group of spirits who are trapped in the school. For decades, Dean and the other spirits have been attempting to help one another figure out their unfinished business so that they can each move on; however, Castiel has always hated participating in group projects.

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    14 May 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 21

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    Last weekend, Dean Winchester's life changed.
    He finally met Mystery Hot Dude, AKA Castiel Novak. And now that he's getting to know him, he somehow keeps getting hotter. Which shouldn't be a problem, except that he's certain Castiel just sees him as a friend.

    *****

    Castiel has never been one to make easy friends.
    But Dean Winchester seems to be an exception as he pulls Castiel straight into his orbit, and quickly becomes one of Castiel's closest friends. Which is why it's inconvenient that Castiel finds him so charming (not to mention attractive).

    *****

    It doesn't help that the universe continues to put them into ridiculous situations that we only see in movies... 😌

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    14 May 2026

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    When Dean swipes right on Castiel, he expects the usual—some playful banter, maybe a date, nothing serious. But from the first message, Castiel is different. He’s sharp, confident, and knows exactly what to say to leave Dean restless and wanting. Their chemistry crackles through the screen, teasing turning into something charged, something neither of them can ignore. But when they meet in person, Dean realizes he’s not just flirting with trouble—he’s walking straight into it.

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    Dean: So, do you just come with the warning label, or should I start drafting one myself? Something like: “Caution—may cause shortness of breath, excessive blushing, and uncontrollable moaning.”

    Castiel: I bet the sounds you make are as pretty as you are.

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    Yeah, he's definitely in trouble.

    Under Construction!! Going through the first few chapters because the format is all in italics.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Jack pulls Cas out of the Empty, just in time to save Dean. With Dean unable to live without him, ready to die on that rebar, neither of them expected to live to speak about Cas’s confession. But he’s back.

    After six months of pure hell without Cas, Team Free Will deserves a vacation. Along the road, with the confession looming and Cas unabashedly in love, Dean is forced to confront his own feelings and the trauma that made him the man he is. He’s tried for years to show Cas the worst of him, to warn him. To prove that he is not worthy. And yet, Cas always came back. He didn’t want the perfect, clean, Righteous Man. In his final moments, from the very first meeting, he saw straight through to the core of Dean.

    And he loved it anyway.

    This is the story of how Dean Winchester learns to be free.

    This is how Dean learns to be loved.

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    21 Apr 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    Five times Castiel kisses Dean Winchester for the sake of others, and one time Dean kisses Castiel because for goodness' sake, they deserve this.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    There was a photo on the wall that Cas Novak loved looking at when he was little, a love that turned to embarrassed complaining about its presence once he was of the age when everything, even an innocent kiss, was the most humiliating thing ever.

    The photo was beloved by his mother, Naomi, and the kiss recipient's mother, Mary. The best friends cooed over it every Christmas Eve, when the families got together to celebrate the holiday and the night they met.

    Even at twenty-five, the kiss was embarrassing, but not because it was “unmasculine” or because it was a cutesy toddler thing. No, it was because the affection behind the sweet smooch Castiel gave his best friend, Dean Winchester, had grown into much, much more.

    Their families, spearheaded by Castiel's brothers, wanted them to recreate that kiss, thinking it was the only one they'd ever had. But that wasn't quite correct.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    After a decade-and-a-half of living in each other’s pockets, touring in cramped vans, and writing songs in cheap motel rooms, bandmates Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak have mastered the art of Not Talking About It while letting the music say what they can’t. They’ve spent years blurring the lines between best friends and soulmates, pouring their tangled emotions into tracks that fans scream back at them.

    But their latest tour is a different beast. With sold-out venues, media scrutiny, and the suffocating proximity of life on the road, the tension is at a breaking point. As the tour rolls on, resisting the pull becomes impossible. One late night, one too-close-to-the-bone song, and one reckless touch will force them to confront their feelings, risking the band they built for the love they’ve always suppressed.

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    21 Apr 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 82

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    Dean Winchester lived a contented life in Erzla Cove, Rhode Island, running the family store. He had good friends, the best little brother, and a niece that he adored. The only thing missing was someone to share it with.

    Castiel Novak had been through much over the years: the loss of his father, the incarceration of his brother, and subsequent guardianship of his nephew Jack, to name a few. Another loss that had affected him profoundly was that of his childhood best friend, Dean Winchester: The one who got away.

    But now Castiel was hoping to change that.
    Spending summers with his father in Erzla Cove as a teenager had been the only time Castiel felt truly at home, and he wanted that for Jack. Taking his late father's advice, Castiel packed up their life and moved to the small coastal town that held much of his heart, hoping to reconnect with old friends and have a second chance at love.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    When Dean Winchester’s friend and neighbor, Garth, moves out of their duplex, he is not expecting him to be replaced with a cranky, weed-smoking recluse with zero taste in music, but that’s what he gets. But Dean soon realizes there is more behind Castiel’s brooding stare and prickly personality. There is someone worth getting to know. Someone who needs a little TLC, even if he is too stubborn to admit it.

    Castiel Novak is a survivor. He has survived his parents' tragic death, He has survived being kidnapped and tortured by his own brother, and he has survived living with the constant flow of nightmares that have followed. So Castiel can certainly survive having to live next to an annoyingly cheerful (beautiful) man, with kind green eyes and an unhealthy affinity to classic rock, who is determined to be his new friend.

    Or, the one where Castiel starts a friends with benefits relationship with his new neighbor, and finally starts to heal his heart.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    After his shift was over, Dean just wanted to go home and relax. Instead, a shortcut through the warehouse district and a woman’s screams, had Dean running to help- and witnessing a murder. Not waiting for the killer to shoot him too, Dean sprinted into the first building he could reach for safety, only to find himself drugged and tied to a chair, by none other than the Angel of Port Grace, philanthropist Castiel Novak.

    Castiel wasn’t sure what it meant that he knew that he needed Dean almost as soon as he met him; he only knew that he was grateful that it wasn’t Dean who had killed his employee, since Castiel honestly didn’t think he could seek justice if it meant harming the man.

    Soon, a relationship begins that has Castiel discovering that he can trust Dean with his heart, and Dean realizing he is worthy of keeping it.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Dean drains his bottle of beer, sets it on the table and gets up, heading for the kitchen. Maybe to fetch another, maybe to leave. But Castiel doesn’t want him to go, doesn’t want to leave this conversation unfinished; he remembers his regret of just a few hours ago, that Dean had never known how he loved him.

    “Wait,” he says and gets to his feet as Dean passes by. They’re standing close – close enough that Castiel can feel the heat of Dean’s body, the vibrancy of his soul brushing against his grace. “Dean, I have to tell you something...”

    Set after the S11 finale.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    While looking for a solution to defeat Chuck and bring everyone back, Sam, Dean, and Jack encounter the original Death, who tells them they need an archangel. So Sam and Jack will search the earth for Michael, while Dean enters the Empty to find Gabriel… and he’s not leaving without Cas.

    Because Dean has a soul, the Empty isn’t nothingness. He crosses vast, punishing landscapes, grappling with his feelings for Castiel while memories of the two of them haunt him—and memories of his rescue from Hell resurface. As Dean travels deeper into the Empty he discovers that its residents are awake, and they want revenge. Dean’s got to reach Castiel before they do, but he’s racing toward a secret in the heart of the Empty that will change everything.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’

    Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Some people say that in the last moments, the human mind replays the whole life to you, like a flash-film, in just 7 minutes.

    But this is the world of supernatural, and Dean’s brain, or is it fate really?, takes him back to the night he came to life. Or met Cas. It’s the same whatever way you want to call it. Is it another chance to make things right? Or is it really just an illusion, memories replaying themselves to him and he can’t really change his fate? Dean is determined he’s going to try. Well maybe not all of it, they still have to defeat god and make Earth safe, but one thing he wants, surely he can change this one thing for himself. And maybe this time his life won’t end by a crusted nail.

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    Destiel rewrite of the show. We’re rewriting history here

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Cas loves Dean.
    He had told him in his last breaths and never got an answer as to the feeling being mutual. But then Jack brings him back from the Empty and he realizes he doesn't need one. All he needs is Dean. To be by his side as whatever Dean will let him be.

    Dean loves Cas.
    But he tells him he doesn't. He tells him they’re friends. He tells him he can't. He tells him all the things instead of the sheer truth. Until he learns to show him.

     

    [Or: How Dean tries his best to shut his inner demons off, so he can be with his best friend and give in to the years-long cravings, he always tried to shove down. And how Cas stays patient, with the promise to love him relentlessly.
    Also, hunting is evolved, and everyone gets the ending they deserve!
    This story is an absolute devastating rollercoaster, so get comfortable, fasten your seatbelts and get ready to be emotionally thrown around.]

    (this is now finished)

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    08 Mar 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 57

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    24 times proposing failed and 1 time it didn't.

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    The one where Dean nearly loses his damn mind while Cas has the time of his life.

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    15 Feb 2026

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