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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane Hollander has a 487-game ironman streak. He doesn't miss games. He doesn't miss practices. He doesn't lie to the people he loves.

    Then a hit takes everything, and a small white pill gives it back. Gives back the ability to exist without wanting to crawl out of his own skin. The ability to pick up the phone when Ilya calls and sound like a person.

    The first pill is prescribed. The second is justified. The tenth is necessary. The ones after that are none of your business.

    He's not an addict.

    He's managing.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane moved his skates aside and stood to grab his shirt.

    "Yes, Ilya."

    Even with the reassurance something twisted in Ilya's gut. A low warning, a pulse of dread echoing through him.

    Shane had lied.

    Or: Gilbert Comeau can't leave well enough alone. He's sick and tired of Shane Hollander and his husband. About time someone did something about that, right?

    Edit: Now with a part 2 where Comeau get's his shit fucking rocked folks.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    (Not a great summary, but here is an Angsty story for you)

    Takes place during the long game after their fight.

    Shane doesn’t keep driving home, Ilya is his home. He’d always choose Ilya and he has to make sure Ilya knows that.

    Ilya turns off his phone not wanting to talk when Shane calls him. He regrets that later

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “You like it here?” Rosanov asked after a few more moments of silence.

    Shane looked over at him, but Rozanov was still facing away. “What, Saskatchewan?" 

    The Russian laughed, it was a bright and brilliant sound. “No, this place is shithole. Canada.” 
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    Shane Hollander spends five years of his life living in Japan, helping his Mother care for his sick Grandmother. It changes who he is, who he would have been, and shapes his life and career. Shane still finds hockey, he will in every universe, and where Shane Hollander plays hockey Ilya Rozanov is never far behind.

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    08 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Liliya threw her head back and laughed. “Girl, why do you even play roller derby?”

    “Because I like the sport?”

    Liliya snorted. “Yeah, right. You know most others start it because derby is full of women who want other woman to eat their pussy, yes?”

    Jane stared at her. How vulgar. “Where did you even learn that expression?”

    “In bed. From your mother.”

    Jane stared some more.

    “That was joke! Jesus Christ! Now are you gonna eat my pussy or not?”

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    Jane Hollander and Liliya Rozanova’s first time hooking up at the Roller Derby World Cup.

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    07 Mar 2026