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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane Hollander has a 487-game ironman streak. He doesn't miss games. He doesn't miss practices. He doesn't lie to the people he loves.

    Then a hit takes everything, and a small white pill gives it back. Gives back the ability to exist without wanting to crawl out of his own skin. The ability to pick up the phone when Ilya calls and sound like a person.

    The first pill is prescribed. The second is justified. The tenth is necessary. The ones after that are none of your business.

    He's not an addict.

    He's managing.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane moved his skates aside and stood to grab his shirt.

    "Yes, Ilya."

    Even with the reassurance something twisted in Ilya's gut. A low warning, a pulse of dread echoing through him.

    Shane had lied.

    Or: Gilbert Comeau can't leave well enough alone. He's sick and tired of Shane Hollander and his husband. About time someone did something about that, right?

    Edit: Now with a part 2 where Comeau get's his shit fucking rocked folks.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    (Not a great summary, but here is an Angsty story for you)

    Takes place during the long game after their fight.

    Shane doesn’t keep driving home, Ilya is his home. He’d always choose Ilya and he has to make sure Ilya knows that.

    Ilya turns off his phone not wanting to talk when Shane calls him. He regrets that later

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “You like it here?” Rosanov asked after a few more moments of silence.

    Shane looked over at him, but Rozanov was still facing away. “What, Saskatchewan?" 

    The Russian laughed, it was a bright and brilliant sound. “No, this place is shithole. Canada.” 
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    Shane Hollander spends five years of his life living in Japan, helping his Mother care for his sick Grandmother. It changes who he is, who he would have been, and shapes his life and career. Shane still finds hockey, he will in every universe, and where Shane Hollander plays hockey Ilya Rozanov is never far behind.

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    08 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Liliya threw her head back and laughed. “Girl, why do you even play roller derby?”

    “Because I like the sport?”

    Liliya snorted. “Yeah, right. You know most others start it because derby is full of women who want other woman to eat their pussy, yes?”

    Jane stared at her. How vulgar. “Where did you even learn that expression?”

    “In bed. From your mother.”

    Jane stared some more.

    “That was joke! Jesus Christ! Now are you gonna eat my pussy or not?”

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    Jane Hollander and Liliya Rozanova’s first time hooking up at the Roller Derby World Cup.

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    07 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Daryl never believed in fate. Never believed in things like soulmates, in people being made for each other.

    And if that kind of thing did exist - if the universe really did carve people from the same star, from the same bone - then Sybilla wasn't his.

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    07 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ian starts new medication for his bipolar disorder and they’re fucking him up something chronic. Luckily he has a loving husband who is almost willing to show his soft side to make sure Ian is comfortable.

    Very fluffy/comforting.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    “You should’ve walked the fuck away.”

    Shane is embarrassed to admit that in this very moment, he is thinking of the same thing. As selfish as it may seem in this circumstance, he really did not want to die today. He can’t afford to get taken away when he was just getting started with his actual relationship with Ilya. He doesn’t want to imagine Ilya being with someone who is not him.

    He also really had to call Ilya back, because he fucking promised.

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    Shane is called a hero by almost everyone after getting hurt while intervening in an armed assault.

    There are only two things that keep Shane from sinking below the surface. One is the pain from his stab wounds, which he never lets fully heal.

    The other is Ilya.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    01 Mar 2026

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    It was day three of Shane’s stupid epic mega migraine and he was losing his mind. Maybe once a year, he suffered from what is known as status migrainosus. A three day, sometimes longer, megalithic migraine attack that would only cease with a trip to the ER. After 8 years of marriage, Ilya immediately knew the difference.

    Shane has a status migrainosus and Ilya's gotta roll with the punches.

    IM WORKING ON IT I PROMISE not on hold its on my life ugh the ao3 curse is real

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ian has a headache, Mickey overreacts, and the two of them finally have a decent conversation

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    18 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 49

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    Ian's bipolar disorder is under control, his episodes few and far between and never as intense as they used to be. Still, there are days when everything is off, his body racked with nausea and his memory nothing more than fuzzy black dots. An offhand request from Liam helps him figure out why.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Fifteen-year-old Dennis Whitaker is sent away by his family to atone for an illness bringing turmoil to their farm. As a punishment from God, he is left alone, injured and unwilling to ask for help.

    Jack Abbot is an ER doctor with a soft spot for a certain blonde haired kid who won't say a word to him.

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    09 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 18

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    Evelyn “Eve” Abbot is a triple boarded general surgery, CT and trauma surgery attending who has been MIA, assumed KIA, for the last 3+ years. Following the death of Dr. Adamson, her mentor and father figure, she couldn’t deal with the grief and signed up for her third tour in Iraq. 3 months into her 6 month deployment, a helicopter crash and IED blast left her a traumatic amputee and suffering with severe burns. After being taken as a POW/hostage in a hostile environment, she goes through unimaginable and practically unbelievable situations, until eventually she is recovered and able to make it back home to her husband, Jack Abbot, just in time for the PittFest mass casualty incident occurring in Season 1, Episode 12 and 13 of the Pitt. Her expertise is invaluable, but her disabilities leave her with disadvantages she’s never had to face before.

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    04 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Sorry.”

    Ian had broke the silence at last, voice still accompanied by a small tremor. Mickey was alarmed to be met with welling eyes and a quivering lip, illuminated by the moon’s reflecting light.

    “Goddamnit, Gallagher. What’s fuckin’ wrong? What you sorry for?” Mickey groaned, blue eyes clouded with alarm, sounding irritated despite not feeling a twinge of annoyance himself.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch. 

    He was fine. He had to be.

    What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place?

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    shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good time

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    21 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 36

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    A little girls life and mind starts falling apart around her without her really realizing.
    Others try to prevent this, and protect her but it's made difficult since it's the end of the freakn' world.

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    17 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 43

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    Daryl wasn't sure how he ended up on a cops good side, or with the guys dick up his ass, but he was pretty sure he was gonna find a way to fuck it all up.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Rosie Banks is a quiet and smart nine-year-old girl living in the Atlanta camp with her father, David Banks. After a few weeks at the camp, David gets to know the Dixon brothers. Rosie, being her father's own personal shadow, gets to know the Dixons as well.

    It doesn't take long for the Dixons to catch on to the many flaws in the relationship between Rosie and her father. Eventually, Merle decides to take matters into his own hands.

    Will Rosie ever come to understand that it was for the better? How will she survive without her father?

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    30 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chapter 137

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    19 Dec 2025

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