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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    5 times Shane accidentally lets his freak out for the world to see +1 time he doesn't have to.

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    31 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I was thinking,” Shane begins, and his tone is cautious, so Ilya is wary, “that you could get a dog.” Which is not what Ilya expected him to say at all. Shane shuffles closer to Ilya on the couch, rests a hand on his knee. “A service dog,” he clarifies.
    Ilya stares at him. “I am not blind, Shane,” he says.
    Shane laughs. “I know,” he says. “It wouldn’t be for blindness, it would be for your PTSD. C-PTSD.” He says the diagnosis matter-of-factly, the way he always does. Like it’s just another part of Ilya he loves, not a monster.

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    Or: Ilya gets a service dog

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    30 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya Rozanov is tired. Luckily, Shane Hollander is strong.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    There are questions you simply don't ask Ilya Rozanov on live television.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Ilya’s head hurts, his throat is dry as ash, but this man is HOT. Somewhere, a beeping noise accelerates, but Ilya only has eyes for this man.
     
    Or! Shane’s husband hits on him, then cries when Shane tells him he’s married.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    The first thing Shane notices when he wakes up is that there is a very handsome man slouched in the chair beside his bed.

    The second thing Shane notices is that he is definitely in a hospital.

    [or: Shane ends up with temporary amnesia after an injury and minor surgery and wakes up to find a handsome stranger by his bedside.]

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    29 Jul 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark *

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    It's that one Reddit post where the guy wakes up from surgery and doesn't remember his wife. But make it Hollanov. That's it.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Hi,” he said timidly, then shoved his arm out of the blanket for a handshake. “I’m Shane Hollander.”

    Or, the one where Shane is put under anesthesia and when he wakes up he can't believe his luck.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.

    Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “Hi, moya lyubov.” Rozanov leaned forward and kissed him gently on his chapped lips, then on his forehead. “You scared me.”

    Shane was just aware enough to realize he was smiling up at him dopily with one eye squinted open against the bright hospital lights.

    His brain was working overtime. Rozanov was calling him Shane and whispering soft words to him in Russian.

    A temporary amnesia fic where a post-vegas 2014 Shane Hollander meets 2026 Ilya Rozanov and finds out he is married to the man who used to ghost him.

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    28 Jul 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    “Ilya,” Shane pleaded “I know it sounds crazy, and that I was wrong to leave in Boston, but I promise it’s not bad. I love you, we’re in love…we’re happy together. Please baby, don’t cry.” Ilya roughly wiped at his cheeks with a bed sheet. He was no longer crying, but his eyebrows were arched so high they nearly merged into his hairline.

    “You think I am crying because it is so bad to be married to you, Shane Hollander?” Well, yes, Shane did.

    Ilya wakes up in a hospital bed with a splitting headache and surrounded by Hollanders. The last time Ilya remembers seeing Shane Hollander, he was running away from Ilya's Boston home.

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    A collision on the ice wipes five years of Ilya's memory.

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    28 Jul 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya wakes up with amnesia. Apparently he has a husband, a dog, several Stanley Cups, and an alarming number of people who love him.

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    27 Jul 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 33

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    shane and ilya are settled in to first-time-parents life with their toddler. cherishing every little moment as it comes, living married life.

    shane loves every single second of it.

    but one night, he see’s two best friends vacationing together, their families having so much fun. and he yearns for that.

    ilya wants to try again with hayden. so they go on a double date.

     

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    ilya and hayden get extremely drunk together and cause havoc.

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    26 Jul 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 40

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    “What are you watching?”

    Ilya paused his video and finally looked up, “It’s so cute, Shane,” he said, holding his phone against his chest, smiling huge.

    “What animal is it this time? And we’re not getting one, whatever it is,” he said, with a small hint of feigned exasperation. Ilya was always angling bringing another animal home, wild or domestic. They had all they could handle with Anya right now.

    “It is not an animal this time,” he answered indignantly, “It’s little kids playing hockey.”

     

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    Ilya convinces Shane to open up the Game Changers camp to preschoolers. One of the kids mispronounces Ilya’s name and it almost takes Shane out at the knees. Chaos and cuteness ensues, obviously.

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    26 Jul 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Does he go down on you?”

    Shane does his best to resist rolling his eyes. “Dude. He sucks my dick.”

    “No, I meant like…” Hayden makes the world’s most awkward circling gesture. “Back there.”

    “Oh! You mean does he eat my ass? Yes. And I eat his too.”

    “And the prostate — does he lick it?”

    Shane and Hayden get drunk together and Shane lets Hayden ask all the nasty questions he’s always had about gay sex.

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    26 Jul 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    Both now 35 years old, Shane and Ilya are married, out, and contently living their lives. One day, Shane and Ilya receive a package on their front porch. It seems that Alexei has finally taken the time to pack up some things from Ilya’s old Moscow apartment and has shipped them to Shane and Ilya. There isn’t much, but Shane and Ilya stumble across a framed photo of Irina holding baby Ilya. She is holding him so fiercely, so protectively. As Shane removes the old photo from the cracked picture frame, a letter falls out from behind the photo.

    “My little sunshine…”

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    Ilya finds Irina’s suicide note.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Hayden never liked Ilya. They somehow got along, but argued often.
    This time Hayden took it too far.
    Ilya's depression is triggered and it needs all of the love Shane has for his husband to comfort him.

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    23 Jul 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 40

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    This sickness has an expiration date. He thinks maybe he likes this kind of sickness. He gets a little more attention and care, with none of the fear or shame that comes along with his chronic illness of diagnosed depression.
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    OR: Ilya has a cold. Him and Shane attend a Bood BBQ.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Shane is made to be worshiped; he's a luxury. He’s perfect. A bona fide godsend. He shouldn’t have to deal with this. He shouldn’t have to lose sleep putting the pieces of him back together in the middle of the night. He deserves better than him; of course, he does. He deserves the world.

    Ilya needs to make it worth it. He needs to remind him what Shane was so captivated by in the early phase of their relationship. Shane fell in love with the flirtatious, bold, confident athlete who could make Shane swoon with a single kiss. Not this burdensome, troubled crybaby who had become, to his great humiliation, emotionally dependent on Shane.

    Make it worth it, Ilya tells himself.

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    (Takes place after the events of 'The Long Game')

    Ilya has a nightmare. Shane helps calm him down and soothes some fears that have been plaguing him at the same time.

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    No AI used! Fuck AI

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    21 Jul 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    Today, Ilya watches the rain, and he remembers his mother. Remembers how she would screech and nearly curse whenever they’d get caught in bad weather, trying to shield her hair. He remembers the days indoors where his father would drunkenly flip their board game or take cards out of Ilya’s hands, or where his brother would steal and hide puzzle pieces, frustrating Ilya to no end.

    The door creaks softly, bringing Ilya back to the present. He knows he has a horrible sense of time in this state, but there’s no way Shane is back already.

    “Papa?” a quiet voice asks.

    Fuck.

    - or, Ilya has a bad day but his husband and daughter help

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    20 Jul 2026

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