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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    BEAST AU!

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    Chuuya’s breath hitched hard in his chest. His pulse roared in his ears.

    His trembling gaze darted for something, anything—his hand landed on the desk he didn’t remember was behind him—then his fingertips brushed on something metal amid the flickering ruin of the room. He didn’t even remember when the gun arrived this time, only that it was there, heavy and cold, familiar.

    “You’re not real,” he rasped, lifting it, arm shaking violently. “You’re not him!”

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    05 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Chuuya crawls to the sliding tube tunnel and motions for Dazai to follow him. Dazai gulps, looking at the slide again, his head starting to shake ‘no’ but stops when Chuuya sits first and then tells Dazai to sit behind him with a pat on the plastic. “Come on, you can hug me if you want. We can pretend to ride a motorcycle.”

    “A motorcycle?”

    “Yeah, look. I’ll show you!”

    So, he does. Dazai’s curiosity outweighed his nervousness, and soon, he found himself sitting behind Chuuya and wrapping his little arms around his tummy. He wanted to use his hands to hold Claude, but he feared letting go of Chuuya, so he again put Claude in his lap, sandwiched between them.

    “Hold tight! Let’s start ‘er up!” Chuuya smirked back at Dazai and pretended to ignite his motorcycle, revving the engine with his little fists. The wind tunnels up the tube again, and Dazai feels like he’s riding a bike. He giggles this time, and Chuuya then asks, “You ready?”

    Dazai beams back and says, “Yep!” Chuuya grins and pushes forward, then they both go down the slide with big grins and cheers.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    Ango is a teacher who’s struggling to get a proper grip on one of his students- the student being a mess of curly brown hair with bandages wrapped around his arms and neck thickly that he won’t talk about.
    He decides enough is enough when he breaks a classmates new lunchbox (all the way from France, by the way) and holds a meeting with his father.
    Unfortunately, he’s met with the most gorgeous man he’s ever met.

    A man who’s just too hard not to love

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    An old tales of the buraiha trio's life in the imperial palace.

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    oda goes to a curry festival

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    12 May 2026

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    Chuuya looked up to return the smile. Higuchi was pretty sure he said something, but she didn’t have a clue what it was when she saw his left hand.

    His exposed left hand.

    Or, the students of Bungo University find out that Professor Nakahara Chuuya is married. The only problem: they don't know to whom.

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    05 May 2026

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    “Oi, what’s your name anyway?” The boy asked curiously, probably having forgotten all about his insults from the second before and now only focused on who on earth this was.

    “Dazai,” he returned without thinking, only because answering the question seemed like a polite thing to do. Not like he deserved to receive politeness, but whatever.

    “Cool,” Chuuya responded, swinging back and forth on his toes in an absentminded manner and forgetting that introducing himself back was the right thing to do.

    Aka 11 year old Dazai meets 11 year old Chuuya who manages to save him from the desolate home he has been shut in all his life.

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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    22 Apr 2026

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    i cried all through the last couple chapters gang

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.

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    What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?

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    Chapters:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    “Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”

    “Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”

    “Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”

    Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.

    “I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”

    Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
    One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.

    Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.

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    16 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    a detailed analysis of Fyodor Dostoyevsky’s childhood + views on Chapter 119.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Dazai is super excited to let Chuuya know they’re soulmates. Chuuya just wants to play pirates. Rimbaud nearly has a heart attack upon finding some random kid in his backyard.

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    Five-year-old Dazai, Chuuya, and a soulmate bond.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    "Oh... God." Ben swallowed. He was barely fourteen - he knew this was way above his paygrade, but Abaddon looked so... small. And confused and helpless, standing hunched in the corner. Something in Ben's heart twisted, like a knife plunged deep inside of him, too deep to ever retrieve.

    "Abaddon, I'm not going to kill myself!"

    Abaddon blinked and looked up at him, his eyes sunken and wide at the same time. "You aren't?"

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    After a rough week at school, Ben is having a lazy weekend. At least he would be, if Abaddon would get the hell out of his room.

    AKA Ben realises his demon brother may be a tiny bit traumatised.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    Love from,
    Mil <3

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    27 Mar 2026

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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    26 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i cried like four times but it was most certainly at points i shouldnt have

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

    EDIT: I do NOT consent to any of my work being used by AI. If you steal my work for AI, fuck you and fuck AI.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "I said, what's your name?"

    Dazai snaps to attention to see that Chuuya is staring right at him, and suddenly his mouth feels like sandpaper.

    Jesus. Who has eyes like that?!

    “Ozai—"

    “Huh?”

    “Dazoo—"

    “I’m sorry, what?”

    “Dazai Osamu.”

    Sometimes--the worst introductions can last a lifetime.

    (High school AU, slice of life, growing up together.)

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    Chapters:
    51/51
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    09 Mar 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 3

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    The witching hour is 3 AM: the hour of deepest dark, when demons roam and suicides feel easiest.

    Dazai has always preferred 3 PM instead.

    (Or: sixty minutes on a rooftop. One decision, made over and over.)

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    04 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 1

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    dazai is took under koyos wing and chuuya is took under moris wing heh i will eventually finish itt gng okay

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    01 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    It was the seventh anniversary of Odasaku’s death when Dazai dragged Atsushi to the graveyard with him.

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    Comments:
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    365

    01 Mar 2026

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