14 Bookmarks by kbyeoli

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 4

    Tags
    Summary

    Disabled Whump & Hurt/Comfort 2026

    Day 1. Established Disability
    Hurt-Targeted vulnerability | Stigma and discrimination | New or worsened symptoms
    Day 2. Established Disability
    Comfort-Not backing down | Confidence | Friendship between disabled people

    Some things stay out of sight because they’re behind him.
    That doesn’t mean they stop existing.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,737
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    411

    19 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
    But Shane is in a hospital.

    And Ilya is here.

    He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.

    “Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”

    Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.

    (canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,930
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    643
    Kudos:
    9,053
    Bookmarks:
    2,258
    Hits:
    75,405

    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.

    ***

    All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.

    OR

    what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    209,846
    Chapters:
    50/?
    Comments:
    991
    Kudos:
    3,123
    Bookmarks:
    1,086
    Hits:
    182,501

    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,554
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,162
    Kudos:
    28,729
    Bookmarks:
    6,565
    Hits:
    186,446

    17 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Bob's worst shame room turns out to be a lot worse than anyone expected. Afterward, we follow the team as they grow and face challenges that threaten to dismantle the lives they've begun to build for themselves.

    Or...

    The Thunderbolts are faced with the horrible truth of Bob's past when they are forced to watch the worst moment of his life play out right in front of them. Six months later, after Bob has finally begun to feel stable, legal blackmail started by his parents threatens to expose him to his past and permanently damage The New Avengers reputation. All the while the team struggles to find and stop a rising terrorist organization with access to weapons that could kill thousands. In the midst of the chaos Bob and John find themselves growing closer than they ever expected they could.

    Will the Thuderbolts get what they want? Or will the battling forces in their lives destroy everything they've worked so hard to achieve?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    109,303
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    348
    Kudos:
    615
    Bookmarks:
    102
    Hits:
    17,104

    17 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 69

    Tags
    Summary

    David and Yuna get a call that their son had a panic attack at practice. It takes a while till they realise that it isn't Shane. It's their other son.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,758
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    783
    Bookmarks:
    69
    Hits:
    12,227

    17 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

    -
    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,374
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    2,178
    Kudos:
    26,169
    Bookmarks:
    7,584
    Hits:
    412,849

    25 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 19

    Tags
    Summary

    "You could have kicked the comforter off if you were hot," Jeremy said, before Jean felt a rush of cold air, the warmth of the comforter stripped away. 

    "I'm freezing," he shivered, burrowing in closer to Jeremy's body heat and making a half-hearted attempt to blindly reach for the comforter. His arm felt so heavy that it only took seconds to give up and just accept whatever body heat Jeremy could supply.

    "Hey, sweetie," Jeremy pulled away, and Jean felt his hand gently grip his chin so he could look at him. "You're really pale. Are you feeling okay?"

    "'M fine," Jean grumbled, eyes still closed, though he could feel the concern radiating off of Jeremy. "Need to get up for class."

    A soft pressure on his forehead startled him. "You're warm."

    Jean finally allowed his eyes to flutter open and was met with a golden brown set that always seemed to find him. Right now, he wished they would let him go, because whatever he found in Jean's eyes made his brows furrow.

    "Are you sick?"
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Or Jean is very resistant to letting Jeremy care for him, but as the day wears on he can't help but lean into it.
    Very late Day 3 of Jerejean week: Sickness

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,257
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    205
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    1,497

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tbr

  9. Public Bookmark 23

    Tags
    Summary

    Jeremy blinks, maybe back into consciousness, maybe just back into awareness, to light pouring into the window and a familiar silhouette standing over him.

    “What are you on?” The Marseille accent snaps, and Jeremy groans at the words.

    No. No, no, no. It’s not fair how his mind does this to him. It’s not fair how even in his drugged-out, numbing haze, his mind still conjures images of the best thing he ever lost. Why? Why does it torture him like this?

    Wake up. He needs to wake up.

    “Jeremy, what are you on?”

    “Stop,” Jeremy moans. “Please, stop.”

    He brings his right hand up to his left wrist, pinching so hard that he shivers and his eyes water. He digs his nails in, hoping to draw blood if that’s what it takes to get himself to wake up. He can’t do it again. He can’t have Jean in his hazy dreams and wake back up to being alone.

    “Do not,” dream Jean hisses, and he bends down to grab Jeremy’s wrist, yanking it away. 

    His touch feels so real, so warm, almost like…

    “Jean?” Jeremy’s voice is raw and rough. His throat is so dry.

     

    TW: drug use, relapse, suicidal thoughts, self-harm/cutting, depression

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,738
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    178
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    1,629

    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tbr

  10. Public Bookmark 21

    Tags
    Summary

    Picking up the phone, his breath catches in his throat. “Hello, Jeremy Knox speaking.” 

     

    “Heya, Cap, I uh–ow! Can you come pick up your favourite Frenchie?” 

     

    There’s something indecipherable on the other line. “I’m at lunch right now so I can come right away,” he says, picking up his keys from where they sit next to his water bottle that he scoops awkwardly into the crook of his elbow. “Is he okay?” 

     

    “He uhhh–Jean, stop trying to get up! He passed out and needs someone to take him to the medical centre.”

     

    -

    Anemic!Jean and the chronicles of passing out

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,728
    Chapters:
    4/6
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    125
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    2,055

    07 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s heart skipped as he watched Ilya’s eyes squeeze shut, a groan leaving his mouth. Not the deep breathy groan Shane was used to hearing; the one that sent a familiar heat curling low in his gut, that made him absurdly proud of how easily he could undo Ilya Rozanov.

    No, it was a bit higher, more strained.

    “Hey, what’s wrong?” He quickly pushed himself more upright, hands hovering but hesitating to touch Ilya’s still frozen form.

    or
    Ilya has chronic pain.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,492
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    186
    Kudos:
    1,560
    Bookmarks:
    402
    Hits:
    41,900

    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    tbr

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Huntrix confronts the Saja Boys at the bathhouse, intent on destroying them. Only the Saja Boys aren’t demons. They’re just a fresh-faced, very human boyband who recently debuted and are trying to make their way in the world.

    All except Jinu, their leader, who is halfway through a deal with Gwi-Ma, and has the same secret matching patterns crawling up his body that Rumi does.

    But Rumi doesn’t know that Jinu isn’t a full demon. Not until she has him pinned against the sauna wall with her sword, her hands slick with his blood.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,649
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    641
    Kudos:
    466
    Bookmarks:
    120
    Hits:
    12,155

    25 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 74

    Tags
    Summary

    When the hit that Ilya has been bracing his whole life for finally comes, he finds himself standing there on flat feet and frozen, his breath held in his chest as Shane goes down.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,917
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    398
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    4,442

    24 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    An ice storm falls over Ottawa, but Ilya promised David and Yuna that he'd come over for dinner while Shane's away. When Yuna and David get the call that he's been rushed to the hospital after a car accident they scramble to get to him so he won't wake up alone in the hospital. Days of confusion, pain, and sadness ensue. Especially since Shane can't come back until after he finishes a season defining game or else the industry might catch on to his and Ilya's secret relationship.

    Or...

    A hurt/comfort fic where Yuna and David watch over and comfort Ilya while he's in the hospital recovering from a bad car accident.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,288
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    228
    Kudos:
    1,506
    Bookmarks:
    497
    Hits:
    50,968

    22 Jan 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters