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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    "Hawk," He began, searching his face for an answer to a question he couldn't bring himself to say aloud. As always, Hawkeye understood.

    He pressed closer to BJ, placing a hand on his hip and leaving an imprint of viscera on his surgical gown. BJ sighed, Hawkeye and the patient's warmth intermingling in his mind. He pictured the patient as an extension of Hawkeye himself. Imagined him in disarray. A Hawkeye who placed complete trust in BJ to pull him apart and put him back together again.

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    BJ's dreams portray two constants in his life: surgery, and Hawkeye.

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    24 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Trapper tries to scrub the blood off his arms, and tries to find Hawkeye

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    20 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Beejtraphawk threesome with a dildo and the sissification of Hawkeye Pierce.

    total PWP.

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    14 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    "You say he's got good hands. Slender surgeon's hands.

    Have they touched you? You haven’t written as much, but I get the sense that they have. 

    Good. I like that. He seems to be another match for you. If I can’t have the pleasure of touching you, I’m glad someone else who’s decent can."

    Following Trapper being sent home, he does write to Hawkeye. What he writes changes their relationship, and subsequently Hawk's relationship with BJ in Trapper's absence.

    healthy doses of sex, emotional repression, angst, and some healing thrown in there.

    title from "better days" by graham nash

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    14 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    "The truth." Hawkeye’s voice rose. "The truth is we're in Korea. And the future is whatever happens tomorrow, not hundreds of years from now. The future is whether that kid with the chest wound makes it through the night, not whether humanity decides to hold hands and sing kumbaya in space!"

    When a transporter malfunction drops Julian Bashir into the Korean War, he trades dermal regenerators for scalpels and discovers three truths: frontline medicine is brutal, homemade gin is terrible and necessary, and watching someone else suffer through possibly requited love makes you determined not to do the same.

    Welcomed into the 4077th MASH, Julian befriends nurses who deserve far more respect than they get, flirts with a doctor who’s far too wisecracking to actually be ok, and tries to save as many lives as he can until he’s rescued.

    If he’s rescued.

    **Completed, updated weekly.

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    10 Oct 2025