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Dean has been procrastinating on his suicide for a long time.
It's been years now, he thinks. Like yet another apocalypse that's been happening silently in the background of all the others the Winchester brothers keep surviving. But this one, this special apocalypse is his own, personal, intimate one.
Mary died a year ago, already. At forty-one, Dean's body has been broken so many times he can't hunt anymore. His relationship with Sam is slowly dying out and Cas only visits once every few weeks.
He's alone.
So he tries to blow his head off. He misses, of course, like the failure he is.
But Cas comes back into his life when he's the most needed. He tends to his wounds and tries to help Dean exhume what's been buried for decades: himself.
What if Dean actually likes talking about his feelings? What if he doesn't want to lie anymore? What if he's not straight? What if he's not who he thought he was?
What if there's still hope?
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01 Dec 2025
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Dean is perusing the cereal aisle for his favorite breakfast box, and he runs into Mary and John Winchester.
But the thing is, Dean hasn't seen them since he took Sammy and the Impala and left town. So to say he's on edge is a little bit of an understatement.
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01 Dec 2025
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“But the sneaking around and the fact my brother has the emotional maturity of a fruit loop has got me thinking that Dean’s doing his usual pretending he has no feelings thing. And Cas…who knows.”
“Men,” Donna grumbles. “Guess it’s worse when there are two of ’em.”
“Hey, I take offence to that,” Sam chuckles. “I’m a man.”
“That why you’re not just talking to Dean about this?”
“Fair point.”
“So you really wanna put the screws to him?” Donna asks, mischief in her eyes. “Isn’t that a bit mean?”
“Listen, Dean’s my brother and I love him. But he’s also my big brother and I have a duty to exploit every opportunity I have to fuck with him.”
“Well, I can’t argue with that,” Donna shrugs. “You really think Dean’ll fall for it? Me putting the moves on him?”
“Well, it’ll make him squirm, that’s for sure.” Sam glances from the road to Donna. “You got a better idea?”
“Oh, you betcha.”
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- Part 5 of Sing a Song of Sex Puns
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01 Dec 2025
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Matt Pearson's life as told through the stories behind each one of his scars. And, man, does that clumsy boy have a lot...
(Based on S1E9 when Serena notices the scar on Matt's arm. I think we all thought it was hot asf)
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01 Oct 2025
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if you were church, I'd get on my knees by dealwiththedevil
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
25 Dec 2021
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Ronan arched an eyebrow, a hand going to trace the cross at his throat, "Careful there. I'm a devout man, now. What would God think?”
"You know I'm not religious, Father." Adam said, and he couldn't disguise the slightly flirty tone in his voice.
Something flashed in Ronan's eyes, and Adam feared for a moment that he may have overstepped. That their past meant nothing. That they were practically strangers now. That Ronan couldn't be swayed from his overwhelming holiness.
But then Ronan put a large hand on the small of his back, and said, "You should really come to confessional after dark, Mr Parrish. All the nuns have gone home by then, and we'll have a nice, quiet place to talk over your sins.”
With those words and a surreptitious wink, Ronan strode out of the church.
[AKA years after they depart, Adam comes back to find out that Ronan is a priest, and confesses his sins in the confessional booth. Sexy times ensue]
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- Part 3 of TRC one shots
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15 Sep 2025