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    The summer of 1999 feels almost immortal. Like standing on the edge of the unknown; almost an intangible, mythical moment suspended in time. It's in this setup that Jensen, the heir of an influential Dallas family, who has never set foot outside of his comfort zone and is permanently tucked in polo shirts, khakis, loafers, and not a hair out of place, finds himself camping at a summer festival for a weekend.

    There, he meets someone who feels as mythical as that summer: Jared, a free-spirited guitarist who wears rock band tees that are so old they're more grey than black, who lives in a trailer and smokes pot, and couldn't be more different than Jensen himself. And spending one magical night with Jared, sharing a smoke and the earbuds of Jared's old, taped-together walkman, hearing him play his guitar and write a new song, is just enough to change Jensen's life forever. And in ways he could only imagine.

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    English
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    37,436
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    562
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    This is your typical rom-com. Jared is a cowboy through and through - a Fort Worth, Texas native who owns a saloon at the Stockyards alongside his friend Chad. Jared leads a quiet life between managing the bar and his physical issues, which he downplays more often than not. One of Jared’s passions is to play piano, and he spends his evenings at the apartment that he shares with no one, trying to get past his limitations so he can keep creating music. Eventually, a new neighbor moves to the apartment next door, and he’s the opposite of Jared: from the big city on the other side of the airport, polished, with a serious, nine-to-five job.

    Jensen is wine where Jared is water, and yet Jensen feels enchanted at first sight. Both by the beautiful melody filtering through his window and the charming cowboy responsible for it. It seems easy as breathing for them to fall in love and create a story together, like a nice, old “opposites attract” trope. Isn’t it?

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    English
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    158,810
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    439
    Kudos:
    238
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    7,223
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    In the late 90s Jared and Jensen were selected to become part of the boy band Sync’D, which was manufactured to be a success. They soon became global heartthrobs, living the dream and crushing the hearts of teenage girls. But behind the scenes, the pressure was suffocating - especially for Jared and Jensen, who had to hide their feelings for each other to preserve their image.

    When the band breaks up Jensen becomes a successful solo singer, but Jared doesn’t have the same luck as his former bandmate. He feels he has no place in Jensen’s new superstar life anymore, so he quietly withdraws and eventually disappears completely. Years later, Jensen still suffers from Jared’s disappearance, having simply no idea where he may be. Eventually, he finds a hint and takes off on a trip abroad to maybe learn the truth about Jared’s whereabouts. Old wounds resurface, secrets unravel, and as the truth about Jared’s disappearance comes to light, they’re forced to confront what was left unsaid—and whether love is enough to heal what’s been broken.

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    English
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    224,319
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    657
    Kudos:
    335
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    9,683
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    It started as the classic “enemies to lovers story”. Jared and Jensen couldn’t stand each other, and then they couldn’t be apart anymore. Both of them developed a unique way of communicating that goes beyond words, but there’s one thing missing for Jensen, something he’d give anything for: the chance of hearing Jared’s voice at least once.

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    English
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    15,328
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    65
    Kudos:
    100
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,296
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    Jensen has never gotten over the loss of Colin, his childhood friend and only love, who died tragically. The only things he has left of his lost love are an old picture, the ring he gave Colin, and the child they had together. Jensen was never able to love again, he married only for convenience and enlisted himself in the army to try and have a purpose in life. After Jensen’s wife leaves him, he needs to find nanny after nanny to help take care of his younger children but none of them last long, apparently not able to handle Jensen’s tough personality. Jensen just can’t help it, his heart has been ripped from his body, and his soul was shattered irrevocably the moment Colin stopped breathing, leaving Jensen only a shell of a man with a stone interior.

    Miles away, Jared grew up in a monastery after being abandoned by his mother. The time is coming for him to take the vows and become a monk, but Jared knows there’s another call in his heart. He must decide to either stay forever or leave the only home he has ever known because he feels there’s somewhere else he needs to be and someone out there is waiting for him. And Jared hopes he can finally find out why he keeps dreaming about a very peculiar rose.

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    English
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    183,765
    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    348
    Kudos:
    303
    Bookmarks:
    46
    Hits:
    8,880
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    Jensen's life is pretty great if you ask him. It has been six years since the accident that put him in a wheelchair, and he can safely say he is much happier now than he was before that life-changing event. He has a successful career (actually more than one), great friends, he can still play basketball (and practice many other sports), and most of all, he has Jared who is the love of his life.

    But Jensen's relationship with his family - apart from his brother - has always been difficult. He barely talks to his mother and cut all contact with his father after the horrible way the man always treated him. But circumstances end up changing, and Jensen finds himself facing a situation he definitely didn't see coming. And he may finally be able to get some much needed closure on a very hard chapter of his life.

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    English
    Words:
    33,414
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    85
    Kudos:
    143
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    2,275
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    Jared and Jensen could say their lives are complete now. It's the most important day for J-Squared.

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    9,821
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,294
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    Jared could say that his life is pretty much all dedicated to the sport he loves the most - and is great at, if he may say so himself: basketball. He got himself a scholarship to attend UT Austin and plays for the college’s team. He could be very well considered the star of the team… if he didn’t have to share the spotlight with Jensen. Fucking. Ackles. Despite having undeniable chemistry on court, they just can’t stand each other and have nothing in common. Or at least they thought so.

    When Padalecki suddenly takes a year off to study abroad, Jensen is totally okay with it. He goes on with his plan to keep upping his game and hopefully become a professional player someday. But the thing with life is that sometimes it throws a curveball at you. Or dunks the ball on your head. And sometimes, that ball shatters all the dreams you built. Jensen finds himself dealing with a whole new reality he’s not ready for, and doesn’t want to face. And what is even more ironic, is when the one person who Jensen honestly didn’t want to find out what happened is the only one who can help to get him back in the game in a way Jensen never imagined. And also brings along a feeling he thought was buried very deep down.

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    English
    Words:
    205,599
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    720
    Kudos:
    409
    Bookmarks:
    41
    Hits:
    15,493
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    Two years after getting married, Jared and Jensen start thinking about having a new addition to their family. And of course this decision comes with new challenges for them.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,200
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    140
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    981
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    Jensen is someone you could call successful. Having graduated top of his class in Harvard, he now has an important position in the prestigious university. Not only that, but his name (or pen name in some cases) is on the cover of acclaimed books; he owns a posh apartment in expensive Boston and a pretty fancy car. At thirty-four, Jensen can say he’s pretty well set in his life with a fat bank account. And yet, the only thing Jensen craves is someone to talk to. Properly.

    Having no friends, simply nobody to hang out with, Jensen resorts to hiring escorts so he can have conversations with other people. But even that doesn’t always work, since nobody seems to have the patience to talk to Jensen.

    That is, until Jensen meets a particularly good looking stripper at a nightclub, who sparks something different in Jensen and seems to be quite peculiar himself, living in his own galaxy far, far away. And as odd as that seems, Jensen ends up learning that Tristan Jay may also be after the same thing as Jensen himself: someone who would just listen to him.

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    English
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    153,147
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    625
    Kudos:
    431
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    11,085
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    How would it be like if Jensen was the one to propose instead?

    Jensen takes Jared to another Green Day concert, and they share a very special moment on stage.

     

    (This is an alternative timestamp to the story, meaning it's another version of how things happened originally)

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    4,461
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    749
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    Jensen Ackles is a famous Hollywood star, shooting his latest movie in the small touristy Page, Arizona. On his first night in town he meets a tall, dark-haired bartender with the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen, and Jensen is instantly enchanted by the mysterious guy.

    Jared is running from his past, trying to stay under the radar and working as a bartender in the small touristy Page, Arizona. He’s not very impressed when a Hollywood star shows up at the bar asking for his help to escape the crowd that has gathered around him.

    And yet, eventually Jensen manages to get past the walls Jared has built around himself and against all odds, they start a relationship. But that’s not an easy task when Jensen is known worldwide and has his every step filmed and posted online, while Jared has to do everything he can not to be found by the wrong people since his own life could be at risk.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    130,768
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    466
    Kudos:
    325
    Bookmarks:
    72
    Hits:
    12,993
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    So no one told Jared that life was going to be this way
    His life’s a joke, now he’s broke, his love life's D.O.A.
    It’s like he’s always stuck in second gear
    But moving to Dallas and meeting Jensen,
    maybe it’s finally going to be his day,
    his week, his month, and even his year…

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,207
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    91
    Kudos:
    165
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    3,842
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    After their (second) wedding, Jared and Jensen take off to their honeymoon, which also happens to be Jensen’s birthday. So it’s a double celebration.

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    English
    Words:
    4,639
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    260
    Bookmarks:
    44
    Hits:
    1,540
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    ...stayed in Vegas? For Jared, yes. Buried as deep as it would go, without a single chance of resurfacing. After all, he’s a successful movie star, thriving even more after the end of Supernatural, with a lot of digits in his bank account and a beautiful fianceé hanging on his arm.

    For Jensen, well, he tries to. After Jared decided to quit Supernatural, Jensen decided to quit his career altogether. But his life took some very unexpected turns after that, and living reclusively, the last thing he needs is for Jared to knock on his door after all these years, discovering a new reality he was never meant to know and threatening to bring all those hidden feelings back to the surface.

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    English
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    108,095
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    477
    Kudos:
    347
    Bookmarks:
    82
    Hits:
    12,952
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    Life isn’t easy when you don’t have one of your senses. But being deaf for years, Jensen has learned how to communicate with the world in other ways, and he has a pretty decent life. When Jensen loses his job, he takes on a position of American Sign Language teacher at the college he studies at, but there’s one problem. One of his students doesn’t seem too interested in what he has to teach, and Jensen wishes that Jared dude would just quit his class since he gets on Jensen’s nerves. But eventually he will realize that there may be more to Jared than what meets the eye. And that Jensen himself may also have things to learn in return.

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    English
    Words:
    34,789
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    104
    Kudos:
    337
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    6,711
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    Jensen is trying to get a fresh start in life. After an accident that caused the loss of all his memories, Jensen decides to move to a whole new town so he can try and make new ones. When a shy dark-haired guy with the most beautiful hazel eyes moves into the house next door, Jensen is intrigued. And completely fascinated.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    80,566
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    610
    Kudos:
    418
    Bookmarks:
    101
    Hits:
    14,567
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    "I'm not leaving you. I wanna be with you right here. Every day.
    Everyday you're out there and you're living and you're figthing.
    'Cause you, you always keep fighting.
    You hear me? I'll be there every step.

    I love you so much. My baby brother."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,630
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    317
    Bookmarks:
    83
    Hits:
    3,557
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    “There will be an answer… let it be.”

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,386
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    156
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,557
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    La Douleur Exquise: the heart-wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable.


    Jared writes love songs, Jensen sings them. They’ve known each other their whole lives, know everything there is to know about one another as they are the best of friends. The only thing Jensen doesn’t know is that every single one of those love songs Jared writes, are for him.

    Jensen dreams big, he wants to become a famous singer, to have a chance at success.

    Jared only dreams about having a chance with Jensen.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,619
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    319
    Kudos:
    364
    Bookmarks:
    94
    Hits:
    9,582

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