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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    In the suffocating ash of the Upside Down, Steve Harrington made a choice: he became the wall between a falling nightmare and the kids he swore to protect. He took the blow no one saw, carrying a lethal secret back to the light of Hawkins.
    The victory is hollow. As the group stands in the cool night air, the silence is shattered by the sound of the "King" collapsing, his life pouring out onto the forest floor. Now, the strongest man they know is a ghost in a hospital bed, trapped in a brutal struggle for air that he is losing.
    While Dustin clings to the blood-stained remains of a hero’s promise and the group falls apart in the sterile shadows, Nancy Wheeler refuses to say goodbye. Armed only with a love she waited too long to admit, she must anchor Steve to this world before the darkness finally pulls him under.
    The mission is over, but the real fight for survival has just begun.

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    18 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Restless, wanting, defiant.
    Body, heart and mind at odds with each other,
    it's a dance Nancy Wheeler has gotten very good at over the years.
    But one sleepless night, she just can't take it anymore.
    And so she ends up
    freezing, yearning, exhausted
    in front of Steve Harrington's door.

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    13 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Nancy and Steve are both suffering with unhealthy coping mechanisms. When they realize they have the same problem, they seek solace in each other. But will this change how things work out between them?
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    Chapter 1: Whumptober 2023 - Day 27 - “You drew stars around my scars; But now I’m bleeding.” - Scars

    Chapter 2: Whumptober 2024 - Day 12 - Starvation

    Chapter 3: Whumptober 2025 - Day 16 - Permanent Marker & Whumptober 2024 - Day 28 - Denial, Exposure

    Chapter 4: Whumptober 2025 - Day 28 - “I could always see straight through you.” | Constellation & Whumptober 2024 - Day 25 - “It’s for your own good.”

    WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SELF-HARM! PLEASE BE CAREFUL IF THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU!!

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    13 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    A proposal breaks the silence. Nothing stays buried that night.

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    13 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Steve laughs. “Is this your way of asking if I’ve got a girlfriend right now?”

    “Steve,” Nancy admonishes primly, the corners of her mouth pulling up into a small smile despite herself, “my father is dying. Of course not.”

    “I don’t,” Steve answers anyway, and she can see his shit-eating grin in her mind.

    OR; ten years later, Ted is in the hospital again, and Nancy is headed back to Hawkins.

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    13 Jan 2026