mrsmiawallaze
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- The Conjuring (Movies) (1)
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“Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win.” – Stephen King
It takes a lot for a child to grow up to become a monster. And most of the time you can name the exact moments when the cruelty inside someone is born.
Vaas though, could never really recall one single moment that let to the beast in his chest come to life. As long as he can remember, his life was shit and the generational trauma passed down like a disease from one family member to the next, was enough explanation to him.
Sometimes he wonders if anything would’ve been different, if only a few minor changes happened.
Sometimes he hopes that the monster in his head wasn’t always there and therefor there’s a chance of getting rid of it again.
And sometimes, but only sometimes, he thinks that there’s no point in finding out. Not anymore.Series
- Part 1 of The Vaason Expirience
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Vaas has a really important meeting. Jason isn't particuarly helpful.
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To capture a predator
You can't remain the prey
You have to become
An equal
In every wayThe time has come. His biggest trial, the day he's been longing for for so long. He's close, so close to finally finding the answers he so desperately needs. But will killing Vaas really grant Jason any more clarity?
So look in the mirror
And tell me, who do you see?
Is it still you?
Or is it me?The jungle has been closing around him, weaving into his brain and making it hard to see the path. What is it that actually spurs him on? Is he really the hero in his own story?
Become the beast
We don't have to hide
Do I terrify you
Or do you feel alive?And if so, why does the darkness in him taste sweeter than every morally right choice he's ever made?
Lyrics "Become the Beast" by Karliene
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- Part 2 of The Vaason Expirience
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‘Lorraine‘
She jerks up, her heart racing. Confused, she sits up a little more, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes and tries to catch her breath. It’s only semi-dark in her room, she left the bathroom light on and it takes her a moment to realize where she is. Her eyes search the darkness, there’s still the weird echo of her name in her head. But no one’s there.
Lorraine crawls to the edge of the bed, letting her feet hang off of it and forces herself to focus. She was sure she heard someone say her name. But it sounded… different. Out of breath, as if the person was in pain or something like this. Though it didn’t quite feel like agony. She grabs her watch from the nightstand, 12:23 am. No, there certainly couldn’t be someone calling her at this time. To be sure, she waits two minutes longer, listening to the ac and her rapid breath. Nothing.
’It was just a dream, relax. Nothing to worry about.’
Her body is still heavy with sleep, but right when she decides to put out the bathroom light and go back to bed, she hears it again. More urgent this time, cutoff.
’Lorraine –‘
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Vaas just needs a little peace; just once. This whole shit is driving him nuts. And natrually, Jason thinks it's a good opportunity to take the chance and turn the tables.
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Jason is home, trying to build a new life.
He's not finding it easy.
Sequel to Better than the Alternative
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This is a "growing back together" Peeta/Katniss, largely-canon compliant fic. The characters are the property of the wonderful Suzanne Collins.
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Bookmarked by mrsmiawallaze
17 Jan 2025
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“I feel horrible.” Lorraine whispered it this time, no fight left in her. “I hate this. I hate myself.”
Ed’s throat tightened as he fought off a sob. The words in her voice stabbed at something deep at his core. “I love you.”
Bookmarked by mrsmiawallaze
24 Jul 2023
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starving faithful by simplyprologue for binina, convenientmisfires
Fandoms: The Conjuring (Movies)
31 Aug 2021
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He can't stop looking at her like she's a miracle. Ed's never been more attracted to Lorraine, now that she's pregnant.
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“It’s not— ngh — an actual…” Eddie groans and almost falls off his train of thought, “…holiday.”
We saw it online, Eddie. Everything on the internet is true.
“Fuck you,” Eddie pants, trying to keep his voice quiet.
That is the idea.
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Venom discovers a new holiday online and wants to teach Eddie all about it.
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- Part 47 of Eddie Brock, Sex Educator
Bookmarked by mrsmiawallaze
22 Jul 2023