19 Works by murphyxs

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    5,862
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    29
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    2
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    Summary

    "I don't even know you."
    "I'm Cyno. Get in."

    ___

    Tighnari keeps his walls up.

    He doesn’t eat in front of people. He doesn’t tell anyone about his mother or about his past. He doesn’t let anyone stay long enough to hurt him again.

    Until Cyno shows up.

    First as a stranger driving him home. Then in his study dates. Then in every part of his life.

    And suddenly, not being alone feels a lot scarier than being lonely ever did.

    (Currently in Rework 1/31)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    99,576
    Chapters:
    31/?
    Comments:
    208
    Kudos:
    193
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    5,198
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    Atsumu was guilty.
    He was guilty of killing his brother.
    It was his fault.
    It was as if he had been behind the wheel of that other car, the one that crashed into them. As if he had been the one who made the choice.

    And now, his punishment was existing in a world without Osamu.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    400
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    Oikawa always finds his way back to Iwaizumi—drunk, broken, and searching for something he can’t name. Their past is messy, filled with things left unsaid, but Iwaizumi has never been able to turn him away. This time, though, something feels different. The bruises, the distant look in Oikawa’s eyes—signs Iwaizumi can’t ignore anymore.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,138
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    494
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    Atsumu arrives in the hotel after a night out, where his ex boyfriend Sakusa confronts him about his way of life which hadn’t been too healthy lately.

    Moments later Osamu calls his brother but it’s not him who picks up the phone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,433
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,331
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    Atsumu and Sakusa have a final talk

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    708
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    18
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    393
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    Suna has been addicted to alcohol for a while now, and Osamu can only fadely remember the time everything has been okay.
    He wants to be everything to be normal again, only slowly he realizes it can’t be normal again.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,600
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    656
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    Lately, Sakusa always came home late, or not home at all because of „work“ .
    Atsumu can’t help the feeling that his boyfriend might be seeing someone else which leads to some arguments.

    After another argument, Atsumu gets a frightening call during a family gathering.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,249
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    73
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,393
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    Osamu needed it to hurt. He needed that feeling, that feeling between his heart and his stomach. He wanted to close his eyes. Embrace the pain and become one with it.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    2,002
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    It was silent for a moment. He feared it could swallow him. He was little enough for it to happen. He was certain that Bokuto couldn't be swallowed by silence. If it was threatening him he would break it before it was able to even scare him.

    Akaashi was always scared of silence.
    And Bokuto was never silent.

    Series
    • Part 3 of IN
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,468
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    989
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    Yamaguchi and Tsukishima freshly moved in together. And everything should be fine, Yamguchi shouldn’t wake up with an uneasy feeling, he shouldn’t feel insecure about words that shouldn’t matter to him.

    But fact is. He does.

    Series
    • Part 2 of IN
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,552
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    97
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,955
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    Kuroo was the most kind soul on earth. He would never hurt him or a fly a this point.
    He would hurt a fly for him though.
    But Kenma wouldn‘t do the same for him.

    On not knowing why you feel the way you do, and on realizing that thats okay.

    Series
    • Part 1 of IN
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,202
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    30
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    768
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    Summary

    cyno rarely visits, but the few days where he does decide to stay at the forest for some time tighnari enjoys every little minute.
    but this time, the reason for his visit is much more deeper than tighnari originally thought. and after smelling a familiar, yet so unfamiliar smell - the visit of cyno may or may not save his life

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,837
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    2,217
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    Summary

    „i think there is something i don’t know. but i also think that i should know“
    he leaned back. patiently waiting for an answer.
    „yeah“

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,210
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    343
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    he opened the bathroom door, taking a glance at his reflection in the mirror. the blood under his nose was already dried, and so were the stains that dripped down on his grey jacket . there was a bruise on his cheek and a cut on his lip.
    he chuckled, hoping those guys looked just like that.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,476
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    51
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    1,001
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    kunimi hates the world.
    or the world hates kunimi.

    kunimi especially hates the music of his loud neighbour,
    and the owner of that music : his neighbour.
    but maybe the world isn’t that worth it hating so much after all.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,160
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    324
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    Summary

    waking up like that might be the best way to wake up

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    338
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    870
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    suna bit his lips. not understanding his own thinking. was it selfish that he wanted osamu here? . „i‘m not“ , „you are. i asked if you’re better whats so wrong about that. hey atleast look at me and tell me when you’re upset at me.“
    suna groaned and sat up, crossing his arms and looking at osamu. „i‘m not upset.“

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,712
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1,190
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    527

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