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For a brief moment, Dori fixed his gaze on Seungmin with his large green eyes before returning to all fours to stretch. Nestled down on Seungmin's left side and the boy remained completely still, not wanting to disturb his peaceful rest.
Minho's hand gently settled in Seungmin's blonde hair, mimicking the slow strokes he had been giving the cat's fur moments before. “Purr for me,” Minho suddenly said with his eyes still closed.
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I close my eyes to fully enjoy the moment. The warmth spreading from his body, his familiar scent, the peacefulness he’s able to convey even by keeping quiet, the safety I feel by being held between his arms. This is Chan. My rock, my guiding light, the love of my life. I couldn’t ask for anything better.
I want this moment to be engraved in my mind, so that I can turn back to it whenever I need it, whenever Chan isn’t with me.
or: Seungmin tries to keep living for Chan.
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come on skinny love by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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Do you feel ashamed (when you hear my name) by TotallySnowy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Dec 2025
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Do it again. Three is an odd number. You gotta make it even.
Shane complies, again, again and again and again, so many times he doesn’t even realize the doctor had turned around to hand his mom a document, who was staring at her son with poorly concealed worry.
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Shane Hollander has OCD, but not the rational kind you usually see portrayed online because it pisses me off that the ugly parts of the disease are romanticized and boiled down to just cleanliness!
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12 Jan 2026
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blossom of snow, bloom and grow by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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“It’s not something we’ve discussed too much,” Shane admits reluctantly. “I mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Hayden’s kids. But…I was afraid…I don’t know if you want…” His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like he’s trying to soothe more nausea.
It takes Ilya’s brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shane’s laying out for him.
“We talked about having babies,” Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, “are you trying to say we are…having a baby?”
Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. “Um, yeah. That’s what I’m trying to say.”
“You are pregnant?”
Wincing, the shorter man nods. “Mhm.”
-or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-
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02 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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01 Jan 2026
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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31 Dec 2025