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if i could be under your skin (closer than we've ever been) by petitepeach
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.
or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that.- Language:
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17 Mar 2026
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“Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”
“Yes. And ribbon.”
“You’re cute.”
“Shut up.”
// shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.
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17 Mar 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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13 Mar 2026
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Shane: Did it hurt when I pushed you into the boards?
Ilya: no not really.
Shane: i guess you dont need me to kiss it better then. thats all
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a silly texting fic between Shane and Ilya set in the long game
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10 Mar 2026
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“Roz! You saw Hollander out there?” Hayes asked. Stupid question. Ilya thought. Of course he saw Shane out there, it was hard to miss. Especially with the number 81 and his last name on his back. Shane didn’t tell Ilya he was doing this, he wondered if that was the point.
“Yes.” Ilya responded. He tried to keep his response as short as possible, not wanting to accidentally say anything he shouldn’t.
“He lost a bet?” Bood asked.
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Shane wears one of Ilya’s jerseys to one of his games.
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10 Mar 2026
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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07 Mar 2026
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beyond redemption by blankjournals for insatiablegaydesire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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“Don’t they still hurt, Ilya?
“I should not. I can hurt—”
“What about here? You have fed from here before,” Shane asks, a mischievous look in his eyes, as he brings Ilya’s hand up to rest on the outer part of his shoulder.
Fed, God, it makes him feel like a child that needs to be taken care of. Lazy, cannot even catch his own food—
“Let me help,” Shane whispers, “Let me keep them warm as well.”
OR: the vampire ilya smut no one asked for, ft human shane inventing the concept of fang-warming.
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27 Feb 2026
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Shane’s weighted blanket: Tries to kill him.
Ilya: And I took that personally.
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18 Feb 2026
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frost and firelight by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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“You know,” Shane says quietly, “you do look really good like that.”
“Like what exactly?” he laughs, toying with him.
“Carrying her like that. You look very. . . dad.”
Ilya snorts. “I do not know what that means.”
“It means hot.”
(ie. shane and ilya are snowed in at the cottage with their baby and have some alone time)
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- Part 1 of hollander-rozanovs
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17 Feb 2026
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Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.
Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”
Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”
“I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”
Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”
“Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”
Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.
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12 Feb 2026
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and when it rains on this side of town, it touches everything by canadianwolfbird
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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Suddenly, there’s the sensation of a hand in his and Ilya smiles, turning to see his mother, Irina. She’s just as beautiful as he remembers. “Hi, mom.”
A sad smile crosses Irina’s face in return - a smile Ilya was all too familiar with as a child. It’s the smile she used when she was trying to cover her pain.
Ilya is confused - he thought his mother might be happy to see him, the way he is happy to see her. “What’s wrong?”
Irina shakes her head a little, staying silent.
“Tell me, please,” Ilya says, a little desperate.
“You need to go home, Ilyushka.” His mother shakes her head again, squeezing his hand. “This is not your home.”
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12 Feb 2026
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To the Moon by Strange_johnlock for Michyb
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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That’s why retiring together had sounded so good to Ilya. But Shane wasn’t ready yet. Shane loves hockey, and he is so happy with the Centaurs, that amazing team that had accepted him with open arms and so much love. And Ilya loves Shane, loves every part of him. He can wait. He can be patient. He can support his husband, and come to all of the home games, and maybe even travel to a few other cities to see him on the ice.
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Ilya watches the first Centaurs home game after his retirement. He is not alone.The Long Game Spoilers
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- Part 1 of Moon, Sun and Stars
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11 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya haven't seen each other in weeks, but when their sex is interrupted by Shane having a breakdown, they finally talk about Vegas and their relationship at large.
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06 Feb 2026
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“Don’t go,” Ilya manages to choke out, burying his face under Shane’s chin and squeezing his eyes shut. He inhales sharply, pressing his nose deeper into Shane’s throat to breathe in his scent. Right now, it’s Ilya’s body soap, vanilla and spice, masked under salt and skin. He inhales it like it's his own personal supply of air, what he needs to extinguish the burning in his lungs.
“Ilya,” Shane says, voice urgent, “you’re shaking, I—your breathing’s too fast—” He tries to pull back, needs to see Ilya’s face, needs to see what’s wrong, but Ilya just shakes his head and clings tighter.
“Please don’t go, Shane,” Ilya whispers, pleading. I’m sorry, please don’t go, don’t go—
OR: ilya and shane accidentally recreate the tuna-melt day, and ilya realizes just how much old wounds hurt.
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06 Feb 2026
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it’s some shelter from the weather (i wear all of my heart on my sleeve) by immorebutt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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“I do not really know why I am awake. Didn’t feel like dreaming anymore, I guess.”
Shane tilted his head to rest his cheek against Ilya’s curls, “Were they not good? Your dreams, I mean.”
“Not so much, no. Not this time at least,” Ilya hummed, his hands seeking out Shane’s wrist to feel the pulse thrumming there. “Is fine, though. Not dreaming now, this is very real.”
Ilya’s been seeing Shane’s hard hit in nightmares. They talk about it.
(Mostly an ungodly amount of fluff)
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06 Feb 2026
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Shane’s fingertips lazily trace down the middle of his back, and then tap their way back up. Ilya wants to die here.
“If you could be any animal,” Shane asks, yawning in the middle of the sentence, “what animal would you be?”
Shane and Ilya play a game.
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20 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.
After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.
They're both in over their heads.
*The Bodyguard AU*
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17 Jan 2026
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takes me back home, makes me feel warm by pocketsofsun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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This is the only thing Ilya could ever need.
Shane's back pressed against Ilya's chest as he hugs him from behind, Anya's head pressing against his shin from beside him, and their beautiful baby in Shane's arms.
This is Ilya's home.
or: the anastasia hollander-rozanov fic
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17 Jan 2026
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Shane had researched many flowers and plants that were native to Russia, and he had settled on two different ones, the fern leaf peony, and chamomile, which is Russia's national flower. He had placed the peony root, and chamomile seeds carefully into a shoebox on the passenger seat next to him, as he drove in silence.
He thought that maybe he was doing too much, that he was overstepping. But he would have to wait until the summer to find out.
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15 Jan 2026
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Words Worth Learning by Hatchigo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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When Ilya is asked a simple question for a team Q&A he finds himself spiraling.
"What’s your favorite word or sentence in English?"
English was never something he loved. It was something he learned to survive, to leave, to play hockey at the highest level. It brought embarrassment, ridicule, and the constant feeling of being reduced.
But it also brought Shane.
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15 Jan 2026