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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    With too much time on her hands and too many thoughts swirling in her mind, Columbina decides to visit Sandrone during one of her maintenance days.

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    06 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Columbina had left. She had left just as suddenly and forcefully as she had first inserted herself uninvited into Sandrone’s life. Still, when the Palestar Edict came from above, Sandrone could not help herself. She was going to Nod-Krai.

    Or: Sandrone and Columbina disastrously fail at feelings and communication (but somehow things still work out).

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    06 Feb 2026

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    You don't get to give goodbye hugs," Sandrone hisses once the shadows close around them and the music from the festival grows muffled. Her voice trembles with rage and something more complicated—she isn't sure what.

    Columbina's expression shifts slightly. She looks… confused. As she so often does. Like a quiet little dove lost in the world’s noise. That blank look and gentle smile used to drive Sandrone insane. They still do. A face that sees nothing and everything at once.

    "You don't get to do that."

    Where, after that hug, Sandrone decides to run after Columbina.

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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Fyodor inhaled through his teeth. The temptation to shove Dazai bodily to the floor bloomed sharp in his chest. And he could. Easily. Dazai was thin like him, post-orgasm boneless and pliant. It would take nothing to shove him back and wipe the last ten minutes off the map with force.

    But it was futile. Because he had already let it happen. Because he had already pulled Dazai in, kissed him, spoken to him like that, climaxed beneath him—and no amount of punishment afterward could erase that fact.

    So instead he sat still, spine straight, face blank, and said: “You are not real to me.”

    Dazai grinds into him like prayer. Fyodor comes apart like penance, as if absolution could ever follow what they do.

    or: it’s not sex, not love, not even hatred. it’s whatever happens between them.

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    25 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    It is on nights like these – lying awake in the sweaty tangle of her bedsheets – that Fyodora finds herself thinking about the taste of flesh.

    Her God, she knows, is real.

    Flesh, however, is realer.

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    Or, genderbent Fyozai. They're nuns.
    Fyodora is not as holy as she fancies herself to be.

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    27 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 63

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    Dazai and Fyodor are very fond of games. But Dazai likes to lead their games to the bedroom, and it seems he prefers to lose as violently as possible.

    A oneshot about playing with scissors.

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    Fyodor pinches the first button on the man’s shirt collar. He tugs it, bringing Dazai half an inch closer.

    A waft of cologne, wistful and blue. It tastes like misery and self-hatred. It is sensory and sharp, but heady in its own right.

    “Did you wear it for me?” he asks the man, softly.

    There is something different about Dazai, tonight.
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    27 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    Dazai keeps "running into" Fyodor by "accident" on his outings. He keeps asking Fyodor if he ever thinks about funerals.

    Fyodor wonders if Dazai is asking because he wants one, so he lets him into his hotel room one day to talk about it.

    OR: Dazai wants Fyodor to kill him, but Fyodor is more interested in making the man plan his own funeral. Is it because he likes Dazai's company?

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    27 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    The last thing Mori Ougai expected when he left home that morning was to end up in the middle of a turf war. No, that’s not quite right. As Boss of the Port Mafia, he knew better than anyone just how volatile the situation was at any given point. Lately, it had been more so than usual, between the Guild and Dostoevsky.

    Also, as Boss, he was a prime target. Usually, though, he could handle himself.

    No, the last thing he expected was to be here, at the front door of a man he’d tried to kill just the week before. Nor did he expect to be bloody and bruised, with his car (and phone) a smoldering wreck three streets over. He raised his hand and knocked. Yukichi, please be home.

    As the door slid open, he had time only to notice that his ex-lover still looked unfairly good in a yukata before the blood loss caught up with him and everything went black.

     

    Based on "Hey Jealousy" by the Gin Blossoms

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    10 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    Ranpo is on a mission to pay someone back. Chuuya is more than willing to help.

    Or: The stupid silly ChuuRan cooking together fic that no one asked for and I wrote anyway.

    Written for Year of the OTP 2025

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    25 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Fukuzawa Yukichi and Mori Ougai are both heirs to powerful families with wildly different paths bound by family expectations. Fukuzawa pursues what happiness he can by studying philosophy and working at Waseda University. Mori, the only son, is the unwilling heir to his father's company. When degree requirements cause their paths to converge, through intelligent conversation and shared interests in theory, they each find someone to be human with. Eventual romance ensues.

    Set in the same AU as A Drop of Black Coffee in the Pot, but starts way, way before that.

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    20 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ango counted himself an incredibly lucky man. He had good, steady work that he excelled at. The two men he’d fallen head over heels for hadn’t so much as welcomed him into their relationship with open arms as they had bodily dragged him into it. The apartment they shared was just big enough that everyone had space, just small enough it still felt cozy on rainy days and cold nights. While Ango wasn’t so naïve as to say things were perfect, or that there were never hiccups, misunderstandings, or disagreements, most days felt a bit like a dream for how satisfying and pleasant they were.

    That was what Ango would blame. He’d been in some kind of trance because of how well things were going, how happy he was, and that was why he’d agreed to this. There was no way he would’ve if he was in his right mind, after all.

    “Oda,” he said evenly, “this is a horrible idea and I’m going to drown.”

    Or; The lupin trio go on a beach vacation together, though Dazai and Oda have to (rather strongly ;) ) remind Ango to properly relax.

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    07 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 36

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    “It is an honor,” his knight said, familiar voice gruff, eyes fixed on the floor. “To serve you, my prince.”

    A prince faces his duty.

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    01 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 69

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    “Probably,” Akutagawa said. “It is no matter. A weapon always finds me, when I need it.”

    A knight goes on a quest.


    smarch 2025

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    30 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 27

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    Six months. It's only been six months.
    They're close, for how little time they've actually been together. Atsushi supposes that's what comes of going from one extreme to another, from intense dislike to intense... well. They haven't actually said the word 'love' yet, although to Atsushi it feels like they should have.
    He knows he's guilty of feeling too much, on occasion, but he really does get the feeling that this is it. That this is love, the kind they make songs and movies about, the kind that a younger Atsushi might have felt he'd never deserve.

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    Or; in which Atsushi needs to be told that he's loved, and Akutagawa does something unexpected.

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    19 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    Everyone knows that the witch, who lives in the slate-roofed cottage by the river’s edge, has a heart of stone. Such a heart could never be melted, whisper the villagers.

    Oda's going to ask him for a love potion anyway.

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    my full piece from [Beneath the Moonlight - A BSD Halloween Zine] !!

    pining, jealousy, and love potion mix-ups 💕
    (briefly featuring cat!chuuya the witch's familiar)

    happy late halloween 🎃

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    19 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    He's always known he couldn't get in too deep. He's here to infiltrate. That's always been his purpose. Any close relationships he formed were only ever meant to be for show. To keep up appearances.

    He isn't sure he'd ever meant for either of them to actually mean anything to him, but here they are. The manic, suicidal girl and the quiet, pacifist man. His lovers. His polar opposite lovers.

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    A quirk of timing, a king-size hotel bed, and Ango Sakaguchi's musings on the nature of love and betrayal.

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    18 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 48

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    “You see, America’s Grand Ambassador would be visiting and he offered the Organization a deal. A route to America’s port for the next one month so we could finish the smuggling of the supercomputer constructed there.”

    “You said it’s a deal. What’s the catch?”

    “Me.” Was the light answer, followed by a too-wide smile. “A night with me.”

    The silence that followed Dazai’s statement was deafening.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    If someone were to ask how it happened; neither of them would be able to answer.

    Was it the leftover adrenaline borne from the thrill of battle? The bitter tang of whiskey or wine on the back of their tongue? The piling emotion that has been building up ever since burgundy met blue?

    What they are aware of, the only thing they could remember for days afterward was the taste of salt on their tongue, the softness of each other’s skin, the sighs and moans falling from bruised lips.

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    08 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai stepped into the bar and Odasaku was there, asleep on the countertop.

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    06 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 31

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    The revolver fits in Dazai’s grip like a lover’s gentle fingers, its leather handle warm in his hand while the barrel cold over his tongue.

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    06 Oct 2025

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