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    After tuna meltdown, Shane had to go back inside. What he saw changed everything.

    (Or, the lovers to friends to boyfriends fic that has eaten my brain.)

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    09 Sep 2026

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    “Didn’t know you and Roz were friends,” Marleau says, pulling Shane out of his thoughts.

    “We’re not.” His own words hit him like a Mack Truck. They aren’t and they never were.

    “Crashin’ the wedding of your rival,” Marleau chuckles. “I’d expect that from Roz, but you?” He shoots Shane a humorous look. “Didn’t know you had it in you.”

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Cliff: You want me too break your nose?! (Ilya is on a sex ban and would do anything to get out of it. Anything.)

    Yuna: She can't stop herself from peaking, to make sure Ilya can calm Shane down - she see's something else. (Shane has a meltdown and Ilya calms him down through the power of a biting kink)

    Scott/Kip: What do you mean i remind you of your brother? What do you mean you don't know your a bottom? (Ilya and Scott finally talk and become friends. Shane and Kip are talking about sex. Kip introduces the concept of BDSM. Kip has regrets.)

    Hayden: First he fails at convincing Shane to become his third, then walks in on him getting his back blown out, then Shane gets kidnapped. Oh no.

    Svetlana: Plane crash rewrite - somehow this leads to Svetlana following Shane up a mountain in hopeless rescue attempt

    Ilya: My dick too big and my bitch too hot (Shane is in SubSpace then the hotel fire alarm goes off, the team finds out something new)

    Luca: what’s a BDSM relationship? (Luca sees some stuff that sets of an internal alarm)

    Harris and Troy: Recording shit they shouldn’t

    Or a collection of one shots of people clocking how unhinged Ilya and Shane are for each.

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    07 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya had thought that happy ever afters were supposed to come after the overcoming of obstacles. This was how the world worked in fairytales and movies. Maybe he and Shane aren’t quite there yet, with the ghost of Russia outliving his father and the constant pressure of the NHL and their rivalry, but Ilya had half thought that they might have a chance. He had thought, completely, that they would have time. But when Montreal face Boston again for the first time since Ilya called Shane from Russia, Ilya is confront by the fact that he still has more to lose - and by the fact that no one will ever understand what it is that he has lost.

    or - Shane dies on the ice when Marlow hits him. No one knows about Ilya.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's feelings were always too big, too scary, and too difficult to discuss. After going their separate ways at the end of their time in Tampa, and building their lives without one another, Ilya makes the decision to call Shane in an effort to catch up after over 20 years apart.

    Edit: After many requests, I have added a chapter 2 with a happy ending. Please heal and enjoy.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”

    Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.

    “You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.

    “Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.

    “I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”

    or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    A look on how Ilya and Shane's relationship is developing, through an new instagram account "@anya.rozanov".

    or how Shane and Ilya keep dropping hints about their relationship through Anya's instagram account and how they later announce their marriage.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    When a poorly timed phone call and an open window leads Shane's parents to a massive misunderstanding, he's stuck pretending he's still dating Rose. Which works fine for a month, until Ilya's jealousy starts to flare and Shane's parents witness a fight entirely different from the one they have on the ice.

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    "See? Shane's probably just in the kitchen,” Yuna murmured softly, putting her purse down on the side table beside the door. “Maybe he’s—”

    “Okay, you were maybe telling me the truth,” a voice suddenly called, cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. “At least partially.”

    Yuna frowned, the deep, accented voice catching her off guard. Before she could piece together where she recognized the voice from, though, she saw Ilya Rozanov walking through her son’s apartment. He was barefoot, his hair slightly damp and his clothes casual. Sweatpants and a white T-shirt that clung to him after a shower.

    From the kitchen, David heard his sons’ voice ring out, too. “What do you mean partially?” Shane responded, gesturing at his phone as Ilya showed him something on it. “That’s exactly what I told you.”

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    04 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    After the first time, Shane swore he'd avoid Rozanov.

    After the second time, Shane swore no matter how amazing Rozanov made him feel, it was too dangerous to be worth it.

    After the ninth time, Shane stopped lying to himself. But he also stopped lying to Rozanov.

    Shane gets honest a few years earlier.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “Is that really why you're single? You're afraid you'd let your partner down?”

    Ilya took a sip and tried to battle the urge to be honest, but it was useless. He had developed an Achilles heel, and it came with beautiful brown eyes that were currently piercing straight through his soul.

    “I think I am single because I have fun being single,” Ilya started with the easier part of his answer, and he saw Shane nod. That part was expected.

    Ilya took a shaky breath before he admitted the rest. “And I have not met anyone that I wanted to be with, enough. One time, maybe. But was not possible.”

    ***

    Shane and Ilya stop hooking up during their rookie season after their secret is almost exposed. Six years later, Scott Hunter comes out and changes everything. Ilya and Shane decide to forge an unlikely friendship as they navigate the league, coming out, and Scott Hunter's annoying queer group chat.

    And they accidentally fall in love, obviously.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Ilya, Shane needs you to be direct. He probably just thinks you were asking about these things as a friend,” Rose explains.

    “He thought I was asking him to a candlelit dinner at a fancy restaurant on Valentine’s Day as a friend?”

    Ilya has been trying to ask Shane Hollander out on a date for months. It hasn't been going well.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    After his life came crumbling down last season, Shane is healing. He's married to the love of his life, everyone knows, and he can finally lay claim to the man he once called his rival.
    He didn't realize that his new rival would take the form of some busty blonde model from LA, though.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is married. Still, old habits die hard.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is going to be a father. But no matter how much the wolf is fed, he will gaze at the forest.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    SOCHI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT

    The police officers settled themselves across from Ilya.

    “Mister Rozanov, are you the son of Officer Gregorei Rozanov, brother of Officer Alexei Rozanov, and uncle of Anastatia Rozanova?” Panic for himself was quickly replaced by panic for his family. 

    “Yes, I am. Are they alright?” Something flashed in the blue eyes of the officer, it looked like sadness. 

    “I am truly sorry to tell you this, Mister Rozanov. No, they are not.”

    In a timeline where Russia doesn’t loose to Latvia and then doesn’t loose at all, everything changes. Olympic gold medalist Ilya Rozanov becomes a single father to his niece and Shane becomes publicly engaged to another man.

    This is the story of how a five year old girl and Yuna Hollander bring our star crossed lovers back to each other.

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    21 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    Compatiibel

    did you mean: compatible

    Compatible: able to exist, work, or get along well with other things or people without conflict

    or: Ilya googles the meaning of compatible and ends up giggling and kicking his feet

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    21 Aug 2026

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    "Just promise me you'll still be here when I wake up?" Shane says with so much worry that Ilya wants to kiss the furrow between his eyes away.

    “Well it is my house, Hollander." He tries to jab.

    Shane doesn't laugh at the joke, only turns more serious. They both know what he means.

    Promise you’ll still want this. Promise you’ll still want me.

    or

    After another failed attempt at a one night stand, Shane drunk calls Ilya.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Shane is 16 when his father takes him to get his first collar. 

    Sure, he wasn’t legally required to wear a collar until he turned 18, but it wasn’t uncommon for teenage submissives to get special discreet collars to signal their interests to dominants their age, something Shane has been reminded of daily from the moment he turned 13. Every time he walks into the locker room, he can feel the heated gaze of 15 young doms for just a moment, before they spot his still-bare neck and all the hunger swiftly turns into bitter disappointment. Like any day might be the day that Shane will show up in green or blue and then they’ll finally be able to claim his body however they wanted to.

    If Shane were a team player, he would play along.

     

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    A prequel to feralpuckbunny's #CC0000, from Shane and Ilya's POVs

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    16 Aug 2026

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    He wants to offer the kind of casual physical reassurances every other submissive on the roster accepts without thinking but, instead, Hayden learns to ask before offering less personal comfort, settling for hugs and congratulatory pats.

    Sometimes Shane even says yes, but mostly he smiles awkwardly and declines.

    Hayden figures that is just how Shane is; some submissives are simply born odd. It isn't a bad thing, really, just—a little different.

    Wrong, maybe.

    His stomach always twists a little thinking it, not wanting to sound too critical. He doesn't mean it harshly, obviously, he just thinks it's biologically unfortunate. Some submissives come out a little wrong and don't understand how to accept comfort or bond correctly.

    It isn't Shane's fault.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Everything goes to hell on a Tuesday.

    Ilya knows it’s a Tuesday because it’s also the season opener and the Raider’s first game against Montreal, the game he’s been looking forward to for weeks, through a long summer spent in Russia watching his father deteriorate, arguments with his brother that nearly devolved into fistfights, threats from Polina made out of fear for her standing and a barely masked loathing for her husband’s children. He’s finally in Boston, and he’s thought about little else than getting back on the ice…and seeing Shane.

    So when the news breaks that morning—that Raiders captain and notorious playboy Ilya Rozanov is said to have fathered a child and is denying his parental responsibilities—the media has a field day and Ilya has a fucking mess on his hands.

    Or: Grigori Rozanov doesn't die, Ilya goes back to Russia for the summer, and returns to Boston at the center of a paternity lawsuit.

    Or or: Ilya Rozanov and the no good, horrible, very bad year.

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    10 Aug 2026

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