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    “The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd—the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.” — Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

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    “We’re toasting our regrets,” Tony explains. “Your turn."

    “Oh,” Steve says.

    It takes him a long minute to think of something. Or, more likely, it takes him a long moment to work up the courage. But then he turns and raises his bottle to Tony. Looks him dead in the eyes, a sad, sort of wistful smile on his face, and says, “You.”

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Remember all those fluffy OT6 the-Avengers-live-in-the-Tower fics?

    Let's start there and end in Endgame.

    They were never meant to be: the six of them who birthed the Avengers, the six of them who failed the universe.

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    27 Aug 2022

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    The dust settles and the stones are returned, leaving Steve more aimless than ever. In a world that doesn’t seem to need him anymore, he eventually learns that purpose goes beyond war and love is more than just a four-letter word.

    Featuring two halves of a road trip, sidewalk chalk, and a man with whom Steve never expected to share a pull-out couch.

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    Steve sighs, and wants to bang his head against the cabinets. “You’re welcome too, Tony,” he says wearily. “I’m not trying to keep anyone away.”

    “No,” Tony says bitterly. “You just left without telling anyone where you were going, without any way for us to contact you.”

    It stings, but it’s not untrue.

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    04 Jun 2022

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    His package comes back marked "undeliverable."

    Spoilers for Civil War.

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    16 Jun 2021

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    "I have an equation. In the eight years since Mr. Stark announced himself as Iron Man, the number of known enhanced person has grown exponentially. And, during the same time period, the number of potentially world-ending events has risen at a commensurate rate."
    "You're saying it's our fault?"
    "I'm saying there may be a causality."

    In the wake of civil war, Wanda makes a wish.

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    09 Mar 2021