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    A story of addiction and acceptance told in three parts: heal the body, heal the mind, heal the heart.

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    When James Potter is hit with a spell which makes him lose his memory, everyone is understandably freaked out. Everyone except for James, of course, who is too busy trying to reassure his boyfriend that he hasn’t forgotten him and never will.

     

    Except, James Potter is single, and Regulus Black has no idea why he seems to think otherwise.

     

    [or, James is confused but still a sap, Regulus is flustered, and everyone else is just along for the ride.]

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    01 Feb 2025

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    getting together <3

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    It would go like this:

    Katsuki would say he’s going to die first. That’s final, no question. Shouto wouldn’t agree. He’d get caught up in love and heartbreak and being unable to live without Katsuki by his side. And then Katsuki would throw it back at him—because he’s a fucking idiot who’s just as in love—and argue that he couldn’t live without Shouto either, so if one of them gets to have a choice, it’d be him.

    When they go to sleep that night, their argument will have faded to nothing. Neither of them would bring it up again for years. For decades.

    Ever.

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    Katsuki dreams of their future in snapshots, but reality rarely takes into consideration the wishes of heroes.

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    22 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    when you need a good cry

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    Katsuki is stressed sometimes, and has an oral fixation he refuses to acknowledge until someone (of-fucking-course it's Izuku, the sneaky nerd) buys him a range of discreet sensory chew toys and leaves them in his room.

    Things escalate.

    (OR: Kacchan with a chewy and a pacifier brainrot)

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    12 Nov 2023

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    "You a poet?"

    "Only for you."

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    two sincere wishes and the ramifications of them.

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    22 Nov 2023

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    He spent decades in the void between life and death, floating suspended in the stardust that cursed him when he was young and new. He was aware of everything and conscious of nothing. Flashes of light that never dimmed, explosions held in the moment of igniting; he was and is and will be and always has been. Death was not what waited for him on the other side—there was no other side. There was only that moment of light and color for all of existence, all of space and time. It would reach its beginning, but never its end. He would live there in everywhere with no thought but feelings, infinitely slow and impossible to comprehend.

    Perhaps he never actually died. Perhaps he only felt limbo, where a soul waits for its vessel to become again. Perhaps there is an afterlife, where he’ll be conscious and comfortable for the real forever.

    God, he would hate that. He was much too tired for forever.