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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    A story of addiction and acceptance told in three parts: heal the body, heal the mind, heal the heart.

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    20 Sep 2025

  2. Rec *

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    He doesn’t blame Max, not really.

    If he could have Charles for one night, he would never let him go either.

    Maybe he isn’t the one who is losing; Max is also playing a losing game.

    You can’t open yourself to Charles and try to exist in his charmed life without becoming irrevocably enamoured.

    When Max let Charles walk into his motorhome, when he let Charles slip into his existence, Max didn’t know it then but the battle was already lost.

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    11 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The beauty isn’t in how they complement or contrast one another. Rather, it’s that complete and unspeakable understanding of each other.

    Maybe that’s what love is. To understand a person to their very core.

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    “Let’s recap then- You admit that you and Charles Leclerc have been involved in a sexual relationship for the past two years. You describe this as a ‘long-term, exclusive, friends with benefits’ arrangement, in which you estimate you usually sleep with him at least twice a week. Oh, and in your own words, it’s 'complicated'. Does that cover everything you want to tell me Max?”

    “Oh for fuck’s sake- yes, Gemma, that’s everything. Now will you please tell me what the fuck is going on?"

    “I will, but I have one last question...When did you and Charles film the sex tape?”
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    or: Max and Charles’ sex tape is leaked to the paddock. The violation of privacy is almost as terrible as the way it forces them to confront their feelings.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    “I’m in love with Satoru,” Suguru says again.

    “So you’ve said,” Shoko says, sounding wearier than she has any right to be. “You want the good news or the bad news?” Suguru opens his mouth to answer, but Shoko apparently deems the answer unnecessary as she continues. “The good news is I’ve figured out what’s wrong with you, the bad news is that you probably won’t like it.”

    Suguru stares at Shoko, hoping he doesn’t have to vocalize his obvious question.

    “Whatever’s blocking your cursed energy also has the ability to stop you from saying certain things—specifically, lies,” she clarifies. “Basically, your body is forcing you to tell only the truth for the time being.” She shrugs. “If you try to resist, well. You know what happens.”

    Suguru continues staring at Shoko.

    “So it’s true, then?” he says slowly. “I’m in love with Satoru?”

    ---

    or, Suguru ingests a curse that forces him to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth

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    Russian translation available here!
    Ukrainian translation available here!

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    16 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    getting together <3

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    When James Potter is hit with a spell which makes him lose his memory, everyone is understandably freaked out. Everyone except for James, of course, who is too busy trying to reassure his boyfriend that he hasn’t forgotten him and never will.

     

    Except, James Potter is single, and Regulus Black has no idea why he seems to think otherwise.

     

    [or, James is confused but still a sap, Regulus is flustered, and everyone else is just along for the ride.]

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    01 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    getting together <3

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    Tony Stark wakes up in a strange apartment. The first thing he sees, much to his surprise and relief, is Steve Rogers, leaning against the kitchen counter, sipping coffee.

    He has no idea how he got here, but he knows he doesn't want to leave.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    Steve is trapped in a dream machine, programmed to make him believe he's living his happiest fantasy.

    Tony goes inside to wake him up, but what he finds is a lot more complicated than he expected.

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    24 Nov 2024

  8. Rec *

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    From the moment Steve suits up, he knows what he’ll do.

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    21 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "It’s such a strange feeling, having time as an ally rather than a curse..."

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    Barty and Remus are both in love with different people and think sleeping together is a great way to have fun and get their minds off their crushes. It's not like they'll find themselves falling for each other or anything. Nothing can go wrong, right?

    Right?

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    18 Oct 2024

  10. Rec *

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    "Baby Black, do you maybe not hate me?" James joked in a way that made Regulus feel uncomfortable.
    "You are the most annoying person I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. And that says a lot considering the absolute gems I've met in Slytherin."
    "A joke. Regulus Black made a joke. A mean one, at my expense, but a joke nonetheless... You know baby Black, we could be friends."
    "I would rather fling myself off the Astronomy Tower..."

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    Or: Regulus is concerned about Sirius after their mother orchestrates a horrible attack. And with Sirius out of reach he relies on James Potter to know his brother is okay. Except their meetings keep happening, and their conversations keep falling away from Sirius. Falling for James Potter might just be the most reckless thing he's ever contemplated.

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    22 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love this with my whole heart

  11. Rec *

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    No one, it turns out, really knows one another.

     

    (OR: all it takes is a summer-long holiday in Italy, James Potter's teetering mental stability, a secret relationship, friends with benefits, Marlene’s secret, and enough stupidity and insecurity to go around for everything to come crashing down around them.)

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    18 May 2024

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    Roy folds his arms, glaring. "All right, what the fuck is going on here? Why have you suddenly decided to fancy me?"

    "I haven't suddenly decided, I've always fancied you. Just didn't know until today that you'd be up for it."

    Roy reminds himself sternly that he cannot murder their star striker the day before a match. "Just because I'm interested in blokes doesn't mean I'm interested in you."

    Jamie looks confused. "It doesn't? But..." He gestures at his face as if it's incontrovertible evidence, then down his body like a closing argument.

    Roy cannot murder him. The media would be intolerable.

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    30 Jan 2024

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    Denki is twelve when he is flicking through the TV channels and lands on an old RomCom movie about soulmate marks – specifically the same type that he has.

    “I can’t believe I’ve had to walk around with a cheap pickup line written on my ankle my entire life because of you!” The leading lady yells at the leading man as he stares at her in awe.

    Denki laughs.

    “Oh no.” His mother says, watching him.

    “Oh no, indeed.” His sister repeats quietly.

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    22 Nov 2023

  14. Rec *

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    And you, poor thing, singing a song no one understands, future-touched, future-burned. Fate’s poor child. The pain of your cup is already poured. You know it all at once.

    As a child, the Hero Commission plucks you from your home because of the potential in your Quirk, where you meet Keigo and Touya.

    (Childhood friends to lovers. A lot of angst. Some hurt/comfort. Spoilers.)

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    22 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    He tastes like clementines, you think. Or maybe that’s just– maybe that’s just the one in your hand.

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    As you fall asleep, you wonder faintly, almost sadly, if you're the first thing he's fully touched without losing in a long time.

    You are Eraserhead's troubled protege with a Quirk that cancels out others the moment they touch you. Tomura Shigaraki takes great interest in you.

    (Enemies to lovers, a lot of angst, some hurt/comfort)

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    22 Nov 2023

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    22 Nov 2023

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Deku's sex tape leaks and Bakugou absolutely doesn't want to see it. Not at all. Not even a little bit.

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    22 Nov 2023

  18. Rec *

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    When long-time enemies, Bakugo Katsuki--the all-star athlete and rascal of Ise--and Izuku Midoriya, the town sweetheart, are paired together for a long-term project, the quiet beachside town of Ise suddenly gets a bit louder.

    In which, Katsuki is an asshole pole vaulter, Izuku is going to fail psychology, and both are about to have the most intense spring semester yet.

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    22 Nov 2023

  19. Rec *

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    "You a poet?"

    "Only for you."

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    two sincere wishes and the ramifications of them.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    He spent decades in the void between life and death, floating suspended in the stardust that cursed him when he was young and new. He was aware of everything and conscious of nothing. Flashes of light that never dimmed, explosions held in the moment of igniting; he was and is and will be and always has been. Death was not what waited for him on the other side—there was no other side. There was only that moment of light and color for all of existence, all of space and time. It would reach its beginning, but never its end. He would live there in everywhere with no thought but feelings, infinitely slow and impossible to comprehend.

    Perhaps he never actually died. Perhaps he only felt limbo, where a soul waits for its vessel to become again. Perhaps there is an afterlife, where he’ll be conscious and comfortable for the real forever.

    God, he would hate that. He was much too tired for forever.

  20. Rec 1392

    Mystery Work

    Part of fic jail for reasons
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    22 Nov 2023

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